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How Does these two follow up in a logical sense ?

Not if you get a girlfriend 👧

It seems to me that you are going through deep depression or existential crisis . Which is very odd since you are still young . I want to say that none of what you said is actually true . There is a distinction between suffering and pain . Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional . We all gonna go through deep pain at some point In our lives ..but that doesn't mean we should suffer . If you understand that free will is illusory and that everything is predestined from the get go then you can understand that everything that happens is for the greater good of all of creation. For this you can read Tibitean Buddhism or awaken to what Leo calls "existential love ". Other than that you are lost in a thick syrup of mental self-created suffering .

RIP. Very bad news. I'm actually in tears right now . He was suffering immensely. I remember his last post asking about his disease. I hope he is in a better place right now .

Look you seem like youre tripping 24/7 buddy. I would stay away from tripping and not go insane . im not joking . This solipsism crap is ruining my goddam life. It started to cause me Paranoia. I walk by the streets with this odd feeling that all these people are just NPCs in my mind . Who knows what reality is ? We could be a brain in a vat somewhere. I'm trying to take Epistemology seriously..but I made no progress whatsoever in my understanding of reality since the first day I listened to Leo's videos. This guy will confuse your ass. I love him ..but he is one of the most brave people ever he is wiling to die for truth . Not my business. I'm a coward .

Tell me what you think about this Salvia trip report from a user on this forum : it's absolutely ineffable. It tore me apart and reassembled me in the outer layers of infinity, and this kept happening forever, for all infinity. And when I say forever I mean forever. It showed me worlds that are so beyond this one that describing even the tiniest part could fill 500 books and not get even remotely close. It showed me all levels of existence, and then threw me out of them as if they're nothing. It's simply unimaginable, no words could come close, or touch this experience in any way imaginable. If you've ever done some psychedelic and broken through, multiply that by a million and it's still a tame experience in comparison. It breaks reality. This experience happened more than a decade ago and I'm still collecting the pieces. I honestly have no idea what the fuck happened. It's hard to talk about because while I faintly remember the experience, I just know I can't English it because it would be like trying to stick a fork into the moon. I know this doesn't help much but I literally can't share the experience not because I don't want to but because it was out of this world and as such, unable to be mapped to any concept from this world. If you ask me, it was beyond even death. I was infinity, forever. How I ever found a way back to my body is a mystery. It was the weirdest thing that ever happened to me by a factor of one trillion. This should go without saying but please do NOT take Salvia. I haven't benefited much from this experience, other than being shown that everyone is completely full of shit and nobody actually knows what's going on. If you're going to do psychedelics, take any "lesser" psychedelic, they are far easier to integrate. Even DMT, while I haven't done it, doesn't sound like it has the potency of Salvia. I've read hundreds of trip reports from DMT and not a single one mentioned being stuck in infinity or experiencing months or years in another world. Salvia CAN take you there. So can Datura. Stay away from those two.

Keep it our little secret .🤫 In 2018 Leo was about to kill himself in the bathtub overdosing on 5 Meo and take the whole universe with him into a singularity of nothingness and Love.

Great ! Also I'm excited about the awakening course (if it's still under way). I might buy it .

Lol.😂 Leo ..whats next for actualized channel..? did you run out of ideas ? you seriously can't keep rambling for 3 hrs about god and how reality is nothing anymore right ? And you seem to enjoy your time on this forum .have at it .you’ve achievd gtreat success in your career and finance that you have enough time for fooling around online. In a sense i envy you . maybe Research the shit out of some random niche topicd until you find an interesting one. Dude I missed your videos. I only watch them for the entertainment they give me .

I'm a cool open minded guy . You'd expect that I shared my gay sexuality on here a bunch . Not your stereotype Indian fanatic . Although that comment was a bit "heated ". Idk . It just feels insulting to not spit out some truth when I see that Leo is being biased .

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Idk Leo..if you gonna talk about abusing women ...objectification of women ..sex slaves ..BDSM etc ..not exactly " real sex slaves" but in porn which is 50% fantasy (since its staged.. mostly) and 50% "real " since it fucking exists . I wonder if other cultures are like this? I know America wasn't until the past half century or so. I only visited the US twice in a school trip during my teens ..i remember walking through the grocery store..all the magazines from the US I notice that most of the magazines for sale feature half-naked women. Later in the day.. turning on the news like CNN..it's mostly stories about Trump and pornstars. And of course..the internet has a million and one porn sites. Stop demonising The middle east and look at your own culture's proplems .

"Everything is unfolding as it should. This planet is unfolding the way it's supposed to. It's not your business to run this planet. Your business is to try to get the hell off this planet, by awakening. But as long as you believe you're part of the crowd you have to realize that you are on a third grade planet and go along with this until you get old and die. And according to your karma you go to another planet perhaps, which is a little more peaceful. You may go to a second grade planet. If you think this is bad, you ain't seen nothing yet, or a first grade planet where things are really terrible or a fourth grade planet where things are improving. It's like school. Maya is a university to educate the soul so-to speak. There are different grades, different classes. But who needs to go through all this, the ego, the mind? Why do you allow this to be? Stop it now while you hear these things. You are fortunate that in your life that you're able to hear these things. To understand that you're not the body nor the mind nor the world. Do something about it, free yourself. Do not accept this any longer. Forget about this world. Don't pay too much attention to your body. Do not think too much about having a good time or a bad time. You have to loose it and let it go. Let go of all the stuff that has been hounding you for years and years. Become free, happy. By knowing who you are. It's only by knowing who you are that you become free and have unalloyed happiness. If you're looking for happiness in this world you'll be fooled all of the time. The world will show you happiness for a while and then it will pull it right out from under you and you'll start crying and screaming again until more happiness comes your way. The same thing happens, again and again and again. And maya is laughing its head off because you are taking it all so seriously. You're taking the world so seriously, you're taking the world so seriously, why? Stop it, stop it right now. Quit while you're ahead." -from the collected teachings which were compiled by his devotees @Ishanga you might like this one just because the word "karma " is in it .

Solipsism. Org.

@Javfly33 @Ishanga define "Karma " please .

My pleasure. 🙂 I encourage you (or anyone serious about awakening) to read his book called "silence of the heart " or his collected works : You can download the PDF from this link below . And btw Robert Adams was one of Ramana Maharshi's dear students. https://m.moam.info/collected-works-of-robert-adams-sat-sangha-salon-pdf_647999de098a9efe738b45e1.html?utm_source=slidelegend

I obviously can't be like that. But it doesn't mean I need to do anything. You see.. what I'm talking about is the simplest Version of enlightenment possible..Doesn’t it feel good to be nothing instead of believing you are thoughts..and you are human..and you have a job to fulfill.. and you have a mission ..karma and so on? There are many spiritual people i know who think they have a mission. They have come to save the world. They can’t even save themselves and they’re looking to save the world😂. The world will go on the way it’s going on without your help.. for or against. I don't believe neither in karma nor In free will..these two if you investigate them you will see they are barriers on the spiritual path. You ain't gonna wake up seriously as long as you hold such beliefs.

You Don't need to levitate. Actually what happens is this...As you begin to realise you are not your thoughts..you are not your body..you are not your mind..you are not the world.. you’re not even a "thing " and this world is not a thing and thereby "karma " as well is rendered obsolete..you are nothing..as you begin to think this way whatever has to happen in your evolution will transpire without you doing anything. If you are meant to be with a teacher you will be with a teacher. If you are meant to be by yourself you will be by yourself, yet you have absolutely nothing to do with it .no karma is evolved.

@Ishanga Now if things existed..if there was such a thing as karma to get rid of..then you’d have a job on your hands. You’d have to do all sorts of things to get rid of your karma..your past sins. You’d be working continuously..practising all kinds of japa.. mantras..everything.. to remove all of these thoughts of the past. But I say to you since these things never existed to begin with..why do any work at all? Oh..it’s okay.if you like to work. but I’m very lazy myself.. and the less work I have to do..the better.

@Haloman The only thing that you should do..or must do..is not to be in conflict with anything. Do not be in conflict with anyone or anything. When you’re not in conflict with anything..existence becomes heaven . You only think something is wrong because you are biased just like what Leo said . If something happens that means its perfect .its a tautology.

I think everything has manifested out of infinite Potentiality. Basically an endless possibility field .one of which is this current life you just described. And all of them must move from being potential to being actual ..hence..here you are ! Idk .

You see ..any form of life will inevitably die..agree ?including your physical body which we know will eventually pass on But the ever existent conscious state that the physical body came from will always exist and the conscious essence that the body came from is ever present. And what that is ..is nothingness. So we Humans..(or any life form for that matter)can not die completely ..It simply returns to the primal and forever existing nothing. The universe exists and doesn't exist simultaneously. You are not awake so you are deluded by maya.

Exactly!. The universe might end this very second..that's a fact. You can't prove that everything won't just disappear boom gone this very second. No you can't. You want to believe it can't. But it most certainly can. What the fuck is holding everything together anyways?.. Just a creepy thought. Pulling it out of my stuffy subconscious. And be sure you can find thousands of such creepy thoughts. When you understand this you might want to consider to let go of a lot of bullshit that you think you know.

I don't even know what will happen after 2 minutes from now. The thought that I do is a complete illusion. Anything could happen. There isno past no future no present . If you observe carefully what's happening in direct experience you will see that nothing really exist . All apparently solid forms (like a rock for example) eventually will lose its form and turn into something else . This shows that it wasn't there to begin with . It's nothing appearing as something.

OK that makes sense . I need to mention something..my main reason of saying these solipsistic comments is leos video on solipsism. You can find it on YouTube by typing "actualized.org solipsism ". I ask you to do me a favor ..if haven't already..please listen to that video and tomorrow tell me what you think. Because honestly he uses very strong arguments that supports solipsism.