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I don't get it Talking to people about this makes me feel like i am literally talking to robots. What is happening right now, like what is this exact fucking moment? it is LITERALLY there. RIGHT NOW! THIS!? Talking to someone about this topic makes me feel either like: 1- i am totally insane, which by now i know i am not. why? because the fact is that this MOMENT is happening RIGHT FUCKING NOW, and for some reason people don't get it.. 2- the other person/persons are totally insane. why? because they are not noticing the FUCKING SIGNIFICANCE of FACT that this MOMENT is happening RIGHT FUCKING NOW, and THEY are IN IT TOO. I need help, i have been stuck on this question for a lot. i mean, ALOT. What is...... THIS? by THIS i mean Literally EVERYTHING. How can i answer this question myself? it feels impossible. Why? Because THIS is literally IMPOSSIBLE, How can this moment EXIST? Now I have had multiple awakenings in the past but I sense that I'm missing something.. What could it be ? What could it be? What could it be ?

All of the stuff that any self help person talks about, all these spiritual teachers, every finding within every religion, every scientific field, every single thing that anyone including myself talks about here and otherwise is just noise to your own path, its not the "truth" regardless as to how much anyone wants to believe it is the case. At the end of the day they're just beliefs contradicting the present moment and to the extent that is the case, the extent that said beliefs should probably be questioned. The idea of it being hollow -undefined. Being is just "it" - it's not nothing or everything, it just fucking "is"....it's outside of language and everything else.

Why isn't nothing possible ? Why would there be stuff ..?Why do you think the existence of something is necessary?

So you are basically saying existence is eternal and has always existed. True? But doesn't that lead to the infinte regression problem? As Aristotle said there must be the first cause or the unmoved mover ? Or is that also some bullshit?

@Closed how to get to that heaven ?

So one piece of fruit every 24 hours is good to go ?

I like it ?

Sorry I didn't understand what you write. I always have problems with understanding your posts ... Could you please re-explain it in a simpler fashion? ?

I know. I'm not trying to grasp it with logic .I'm just venting in this thread. I know that nothing would answe this question. I already know that . But I'm just curious to find if someone can relate to me. P.S is that you in the profile picture?

Maybe. Thanks for the suggestion.

@Leo Gura I'd appreciate your take on this ?

OK so it has always existed for fucking eternity after eternity with no beginning nor end .. Isn't that ridiculously magical? ?

Exactly. Like a dream at night. Still ..that doesn't explain why the dream is here in the first place . And trust.me . I'm familiar with ALL of the non-dual answers (infinity-God's imagination-God wants to know Itself) etc... And nothing quite satisfys me

But why it exists in the first place? I've had awakening to solipsism and that I'm the only conscious person in existence ..but I still don't understand why there is something rather than nothing? That's the ultimate minfuck .

Just get a girlfriend.

OK ?. I will take a look at the book and the videos you shared here . BTW thanks for the high quality and respectful conversation that we had even tho we disagree on ideas

How can I orgasm without ejaculating ? Can you teach me the technique?

I will try to watch them .don't worry

@Knowledge Hoarder it does bro .semen is very vital and rich of all kinds of nutritions. Like zinc and iron and protein and amino acids .when you ejaculate you lose a part of that. And I didn't say fapping once every month or so..I said fapping a lot..like multiple times everyday..that is going to fuck you up big time .there is no question about it .I know it from my direct experience.

I agree. Some people are more sensitive and some are less affected by it . It certainly depends on how healthy your lifestyle is at all. Fapping a lot drains vital nutritions from the body ..if you fap a lot you should be eating like a horse . Then again it depends on your lifestyle in general.

Actually it might very well be a finite resource. In Hinduism they belive each chakra in your body contains only so much of energy. And that of course applies to your root Chakra or your sex center. It's believed that it contains life force (they call it virya) and its In fact limited. Now ..there is not much scientific evidence for that but from my own direct experience I feel that it's true .I had so much sexual energy 4-5 years ago when I was a teenager..but now after years of masturbating I feel less horny. Now I understand that you never run out of semen ..but there is no point in wasting it either. Use it to connect with a real partner or simply save it and practice sexual transmutaion like yoga and whatnot .

I'm just trying to say its better to not masturbate at all and to save that energy for your romantic partner ...but if you are going to masturbate like what most guys do ..do it by following those rules to make it more healthy and less damaging. That's the OP in a nutshell.

Alright so I approached a girl last night and she rejected me . Alright, fine. We’ll admit it. We know what rejection feels like. And to be honest, dealing with rejection and knowing how to handle being rejected by a girl is a good thing. Both for you personally, and your dating life. Here’s why. Put yourself in their shoes: if you’d just rejected someone and they kept trying to ask you out you’d wonder why they didn’t get the message the first time. Everyone has different tastes. Someone out there doesn’t like pizza. And everyone loves pizza. There will be plenty of other people out there who like you. I will keep the challenge going..one girl per day. !!