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I think if he did It he will be officially the GOAT. Despite the disappointing season with PSG.

@itachi uchiha ozil was the best playmaker in the world in his prime . Unfortunately he declined severely last years.

@Asayake thank you. I'm feeling slightly better right now

Everything I do is meaningless and truly to my own amusement,i feel no reason to change the world whatsoever and truly don't care.I like myself just the way I am and i dont see that in any way shape or form connecting to my legacy,achievements or desires about changing the world

@Leo Gura glad to see you into football (they call it soccer in America i guess ol). Oh i remember..don't remind me of these terrible times .

It has two sides to it .the first is being completely hopeless and sorrow. And live in meaninglessness and lack of ambition. And I'm stuck in this phase. Don't know how to make it to the other side . the positive side is that..If truly nothing matters, then we have the chance in this life to do whatever the hell we want and be whoever the hell we want to be. That’s f*cking awesome. This life is about going balls to the wall and experiencing it for what it is and what you make of it; take risks, challenge yourself, push the envelope, break rules, discover new things, learn about the world and the people in it, chase your dreams, thrive in failure, find peace in success, be happy. But I'm not there yet .

@Raze thanks for sharing those . I like shinzen.

@Asayake @Loba I’ve been focusing on all the negative in my life and multiplying it in my head, creating this general mindset of apathy and disdain for this existence. I found myself asking why. Why do I feel deflated, demotivated, apathetic? Why am I okay with letting myself feel like that? Last Thursday I walked up to Tower to overlook the city (which helped remind me of how small we all are and further emphasized the whole nothing matters mindset), before going out with a few friends and making some arguably poor judged decisions .. However: it was one of the happiest mornings I’ve had in a long time. After having a fun, relaxed and genuine night with these friends I realized a few things. I have been holding on to so much negative energy revolving around my current life circumstances. And I realized that this is what matters when you decide nothing matters: if you are going to hold on to that mindset (which I do), and if you’re going to take the positive things in life and dwell on the nihilistic fact that they don’t matter, then you have to do the same thing with the negative things, too. If you’re going to say nothing matters, then believe nothing matters (cause nothing does matter!) and stop wasting so much mental energy and angst on this ultimately meaningless negativity! There is a fine line between cynical and beautiful. The divide between nihilism comes in depending on where and how you see it, and where and how you use it. It’s cynical when you take all the good things in life and beat them down with their ultimate lack of significance, which in turn only makes you beat yourself down. It’s beautiful when you let the fact that nothing matters drive you to make this life as joyful, exciting, and wonderful as possible. Knowing that nothing matters and we are each teeny tiny creatures of the utmost unimportance, it is important that we make our own meaning out of life. That might sound very contradictory, but that’s really where the fun comes in: if there is no real meaning in life, then we can make life be about whatever the hell we want! We give our own meaning to our own lives, no matter what that means. And it doesn’t matter what it means, because there is no matter of meaning in this context (I don’t think that made any sense but if you’re picking up what I’m putting down, good on ya.)

Fuck being a man .we are doomed to suffer then die .

@snowyowl I know that suicide is not an option. I dont have the balls to do it. However, when the hell never ends because you're too traumatised to do anything about it and you have no fight left anymore, and you dread every day because you're terrified of what bad experience you could have next. I live every day in crippling fear of other people because I know they're going to make my life miserable if I stand up for myself in any way. Some people have so much power over you they can do anything to you and you can't do anything to them. The only option is to leave, but you're too scared to do the things you need to do to leave.

I'm just venting right now because I'm in a fucked up mood ATM. Don't take me literally or seriously.

We exist so that that existence can be conscious of itself. Feeling meaninglessness is an emotion that everyone has experienced. Yet, there have been moments when you feel things are meaningful. Importance is subjective. Don't tell Donald Trump he has no importance. People who get stuck on this idea about meaningless keep living because the body forces it to do so, therefore, you might as well enjoy it. The "world" is your creation. You can make it as small or as big as you wish. Make it small like just you and a couple of your friends and close family members and you'll see you can make a difference. It makes no sense accepting the world stage if you can't be a player. You don't have to be in the NBA (or the world) to enjoy some basketball (or power play your friends.)

Yup. We're here because we're better at it than than all the other species before us, and the things we create (artificial intelligence) will burn up the galaxy. (We are the spark)

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@itachi uchiha where you from ?

@Preety_India world cup is a competition between national teams (teams of the country) like Brazil,France, Italy, Germany Argentina etc. Not clubs like real Madrid or Barcelona.

Would like to see that too .Argentina has a good squad .it will be a dope final. Isn't Monaco a club team ? We're talking about national teams.

I guess for women it happens less intensely. Because they can have multiple orgasms in a short period of time. Whereas us guys ..we are just one and done ?

Yes it happens because once you finish the peak of the sexual activity (the orgasm ) you crash down to zero . Your body release prolactin and other hormons that makes you feel sleepy ?tired and dizzy . my eyes get dark circles and I become more tired and fatigued. I'm guessing sperm is testosterone and losing that would tire me . I'm not a scientist, nor an expert on the subject but I feel tired af after fapping. Because when you cum you are expending a lot of energy, which will leave you feeling deprived, especially the next day. Also you are desensitizing and saturating your neurochemical receptors, which leaves you with a lack of mental energy, focus, and motivation. But worse than making you feel tired, porn use is physiologically similar to drug addictions such as cocaine, heroine. It has destroyed many people’s lives in the same way. Yet the mainstream hides the fact the porn addiction is an epidemic and has nothing but praise for the industry.

@Benton do women also experience this ? Do they feel a bit low after having an orgasm ?or is it just exclusive to men ?

I know. Tell that to preety .

@Preety_India alright..then there is clearly a problem with me.

you don't know as a woman. As a man I can tell you 100% it's a thing. there is a physical reaction that occurs in people whilst sexually aroused that raises your tolerance for things that you would normally find unpleasant. perhaps when you finish it's no longer being maintained and you feel icky. @Preety_India yoo see ?

@Preety_India @soos_mite_ah so is it just the religious upbringing that taught me that something natural is unnatural. The problem isn't me, The problem is that i was raised in mythology? On top of possible guilt of shame from your upbringing, for guys, there is a hormone change after an orgasm. This can result in a feeling of disgust toward things that do not seem disgusting when you are turned on. The psychological term is "operant conditioning". Maybe I have internalized messages that associate masturbation with negative outcomes from friends, family or the mass media. My behaviour has been modified so that I can experience discomfort as a result of a behaviour that otherwise would not produce such feelings.

Yes and my own direct experience is it's bad for me .there is no question about it.. What's wrong then with checking whether it's bad for others as well to be more certain? And the dilemma I'm facing is that the majority of people i talk to say it's not bad for them .so I'm curious to know WHY. Is it something about Me specifically (like genetics or upbringing) or what exactly is going on ?