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I've Within the last few days completely awoken to myself as God .does that mean I'm omniscient? Well... in the relative domain of course. There is always infinite things to realize to discover to understand. But the ultimate picture is almost done. It's like if you are watching a movie.. The ultimate picture is this is all a movie on a TV screen. That's the ultimate truth of what's going on. But yeah you can still realize more within the domain of the movie itself. You don't know what scene will come next etc. But you know it's just a movie .nothing in the movie can affect you or harm you actually . Likewise with awakening .you realize life Is just a dream but you stil don't know what will happen tomorrow. But it doesn't matter anymore to know the small details because you've got the big picture. And the big picture is that life is just a dream . Nothing can harm you.

What about it ?

It's a dream machine . This dream machine can dream up whatever it wants .literally anything. Everything is possible. It's a dream within a dream within a dream within a dream within a dream within a dream within a dream to infinity. within nothingness. And you are the only conscious thing In existence. You are the dreamer. and there is nothing else but you and your endless dreams. God, or you, sleeps, and the activity of his mind stuff creates dreams, and we are all his dream: the world is gods dream. And just as, in your dreams, all the images that you behold and all the people who appear are really manifestations of your own dreaming power, so are we all manifestations of god's dreaming power. We are no more independent entities than the dream figures in our own dreams . There are other facets to god like infinite love and infinite goodness and infinite intelligence and immortality but I left them out in this discussion to focus on the mechanism of all of manifested creation.

@WelcometoReality that's a good question to explore and I know you are not asking in any naive sense. What is a self? Here’s is a really simple answer. I’m a self, namely, myself. You are a self, namely, yourself. A self is just a person, a living, breathing, thinking human being. We use the particle ‘self’ to form reflexive pronouns, like “myself” and “yourself”, and these pronouns, refer to persons. So there’s the simple theory of selves: selves are persons. But many people would say that there is a difference between myself--- that’s just me and my Self. This self as some sort of inner being or principle, essential to, but not identical with, the person as a whole. It is that in me that thinks and feels. I think it’s useful to distinguish three concepts,allowing the possibility that they may all stand for the same thing. There is the self, the mind, and the soul. By “mind” we mean that part of me that has sensation and perception, beliefs and desires, and initiates action; some people think it is no more than the brain or central nervous system. The mind is basically a common sense notion. The self is usually conceived in philosophy as that which we refer to with the word “I”, at least in its more serious uses. It is that part or aspects of a person that accounts for personal identity through time; in spite of all the ways I have changed since I was fifteen.. I am the same self I was then, and I will be the same self tomorrow and next week and next year, if I live that long.

Me . What's difficult in understanding that? ?

I did .

I fapped. Twice this morning. No longer doing nofap 2022 .the new plan is to reduce it to twice a month

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Exactly. From formlessness all forms manifestated

@WelcometoReality this is not speculations or theory buildings of mine. I've become directly aware of what I'm talking about. If you disagree with it then fine.

The only thing you should be pursuing in life is awakening. Forget about money and sex and fame .Once you awaken you will drown in infinite ♾ happiness forever . Nothing will make you more happy than realizing that you are God .it will be the best orgasm you ever experienced

I've completly brought to tears .tears of joy and unconditional love and happiness beyond words to describe. it's because my soul is adjusting to the new state of being. Im connected to myself on such a deeper level that i understand things in a much more complex way. I had my awakening 3 weeks ago. now I'm pretty used to it but because of my abilities, I can feel exactly what other people feel. I can even see people's souls. I'm also a spiritual medium, I can read people's futures, I can know exactly who someone is the moment I meet them, I've never been wrong. I find that because of my connection to others, I empathize too deeply sometimes and find myself crying even though it didn't happen to me, but I feel it as if I did. I've even felt grief for people I've never met, felt the love others feel towards their lovers, and seen the deepest pain in others. I see too much in a way, a negative person would call it a curse, but all I see is beauty. I'm glad I feel more than others, it makes me a better person.

@Mason Riggle there is a clear boundary in My experience .my body starts with my feet and ends with my head and then what's aside to that is not my body aka external world. You clearly define yourself as the physical body. You don't go around confusing yourself with your mom don't you?

The edges of the physical body ?

1. Nowhere of course . 2.both . 3.i don't know. I haven't experienced any deep Cessation experiences to answer this question. I will contemplate it tho . You are always doing what you want to do. That's true .

Yes I am .there is no question about it. Not kidding

No .from observing thoughts In direct experience it is seen clearly that thoughts arise automatically without any input from "you ".

Where does awareness exist ?what's the context or background of this present moment that you are experiencing right now ?

@Anahata i contemplated your question and here is my answer.. existence exists nowhere. We are in the middle of infinity .the universe stretches out infinitely in all directions. I exist in a house..in a country..in a planet ..in a universe....what comes next? Well nowhere of course.

@Anahata good question. I will contemplate that.

@Tim R please move this to the spirituality section. Thanks.

Sure we can chat .do you have discord?

So I was planning on doing nofap for the whole year of 2022. But I relapsed yesterday to porn .I didn't masturbate .just looked at some porn .it took me three hours. And I downloaded some of the videos to replace my old collection that I deleted .it turns out that this stuff is not as easy as it sounds in the beginning of the year .I don't feel guilty or anything .i actually enjoyed myself and it was overall a positive experience. Maybe porn Is not that bad after all. It kinda depends on how you use it and how you relate to it .addiction is a problem for sure .but I'm not sure if should classify myself as an addict or not .anyways just sharing with you guys and being honest about my journey. I'm continuing my nofap journey for the rest of the year .only porn is allowed. Masturbation is not allowed. At least that's the rules for now. And we'll see how it goes .

As spiritual awakening is happening, layers of the onion of the body-mind are being melted away. Many of these layers have an emotional component. Most of us have suppressed much sadness/anger/fear over the years, and as these emotional layers are melting, the suppressed feelings come to the surface. So it is a very beautiful thing that im crying a lot these days. It means much is being released.i should Love the tears — accept them from my heart. After the rain a cool clear sunrise is bound to follow.

@Nivsch i understand. No worries. We're good ?