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I'm bisexual. Which means I like both guys and girls. But girls more .if I want to marry ..I will definitely marry a girl .

Shit needs to change .I need to quit a bunch of nasty stuff and cultivate other healthy habits. I need to quit smoking, porn,masturbation, junk food . I need to find a job ASAP. To find a girl to marry .this will not happen quickly but every day I get one step closer to my dream life . I have to work on my life purpose which I discovered for myself is to worship God, to obey God and form a strong relationship with him /it. And cultivating detachment and acceptance of the present moment and being grateful of what life gives me each moment. Wish me luck ?

It's a mindfuck. It's a miracle that we are here .it's a miracle that anything exists at all . How lucky we are ? Look at this amazing colorful universe. Look at the birds chirping. Look at the sunshine and the sunset .look at night sky and galaxies and the stars .listen to beautiful music that touches your soul .I'm on the brink of crying .it's so much beauty ?

@Carl-Richard ❤?

@Pudgey thank you sir ? As I mentioned the four things in OP. Cigarettes, porn, masturbation and junk food . I'm replacing it with exercises and becoming connected to god or to higher power that knows the way and can guide me and show me the way in life.

Like osho said " life is a very mysterious phenomenon..where laughter has its time ..and tears also have its time". Even sadness has its own beauty.

This is what happen when you die physically according to the quran Chapter 50:QAF 16. And We have created human beings and knows what is whispered in their hearts , and We are closer to him than his jugular veins. 17.When two angels records (their actions), one on their right,the other on their left. 18.Not a single word does he utter except that there are angels by his sides observing (always ready to record his deeds). 19.And the stupor of death will bring truth(before his eyes): This was the thing which you were trying to escape. 20.And the Trumpet shall be blown, that will be the Day that was warned. 21.And there will come forth every soul; with each will be an angel to (walk you) , and an angel to bear witness. 22."Indeed! You were heedless of this; now We have removed your veil, and your sight is sharp this Day." 23.And his Companion (the angel) will say; "Here is (his record) ready with me" 24.˹It will be said to both angels,˺ “Throw into Hell every stubborn disbeliever, 25.withholder of good, transgressor, and doubter. 26.who set up another god with Allah. So cast them into the severe punishment. 27.One’s ˹devilish˺ associate will say, “Our Lord! I did not make them transgress. Rather, they were far astray ˹on their own˺. 28.Allah will respond, “Do not dispute in My presence, since I had already given you a warning. 29.My Word cannot be changed, nor am I unjust to ˹My˺ creation. 30.˹Beware of˺ the Day We will ask Hell, “Are you full ˹yet˺?” And it will respond, “Are there any more?” 31.And Paradise will be brought near to the righteous, not far off. 32.˹And it will be said to them,˺ “This is what you were promised, for whoever ˹constantly˺ turned ˹to Allah˺ and kept up ˹His commandments˺— 33.who were in awe of the Most Compassionate without seeing ˹Him˺,1 and have come with a heart turning ˹only to Him˺ 34.Enter it in peace. This is the Day of eternal life!” 35.There they will have whatever they desire, and with Us is ˹even˺ more.

@Dodo suicide is the result of disconnection with god. That's the only reason. When and if you lose every hope you have in your life ..there is only one door that you can knock for help, and that door is gods mercy .

@Reciprocality oh do you have to make it complicated? You are stuck in your logical mind .drop your rationality and just enjoy the miracle of being alive. Indeed

Amen?

All Muslims believe that the quran is the literal word of God. God is the author .unlike the Bible it's written by humans .

I don't think the quran was being metaphorical. It means everything literally. Every word is literally.

It actually makes one extra carful in his actions and only do good deeds when he knows that all of his deeds will be recorded and he will get judgement based on his actions. Maybe that's what mohamd thought would work . I don't agree with these verses .but I thought it's interesting and worth sharing .take it or leave it .we all going to die and we shall know what happens afterwards.

I mean I don't believe in the quran .I'm not a Muslim. But I read the quran out of curiosity. And I found these verses interesting regarding death.

Say I want to attract a beautiful girl to marry .how do I use law of attraction to manifest that ? I'm 25. I don't have a job yet but I study philosophy in uni. I don't know if I can marry now given my circumstances But where should I start ??

@Leo Gura Is death like eternal sleep or will we reincarnate again ? How do I become directly conscious of what death is ? I wish its just eternal rest .but won't I get bored of emptiness and decide to dream again? Idk man.

When you question every assumption you have about reality..when you question everything..you end up with total not knowing .and that doesn't feel nice .only then you know ..that you know nothing. But because you are afraid of losing your mind you cling back to beliefs and assumptions.

Today I have a cute question. Why does the good time passes quickly while tough time passes slowly?

@Blackhawk are you still depressed and suicidal? No improvements whatsoever even little?

Agreed. I need to find a job ASAP .

Thank you. Will definitely listen to what he has to say . But I have a question..how can I feel that I already have it when in reality don't actually have it ?

What do you mean by "mastery" ?

Maybe. But perhaps it's designed to be shot out inside a vagina not into the toilet