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No worries. I get confused sometimes and I'm able to switch and jump between different paradigms . From now on ..All my posts will be high quality ?

Hey mate ..we have a journaling section.

Yeah I know .as if God will accept your faith if it comes from this sort of thinking. It's not a trustworthy God if he (it) works this way .

It is described in islam that God would compensate the shahid for sacrificing his life or his land. If you become a martyr, God will give you 70 virgins, 70 wives and everlasting happiness. Why is that ? Promises pussy in the hearafter seems twisted and uncomfortable for me . Since September 11, news stories have repeated the story of suicide bombers and their heavenly rewards, and equally Muslim scholars and Western apologists of Islam have repeated that suicide is forbidden in Islam. Suicide (qatlu nafsi-hi) is not referred to in the Koran but is indeed forbidden in the Traditions (Hadith in Arabic), which are the collected sayings and doings attributed to the Prophet and traced back to him through a series of putatively trustworthy witnesses. They include what was done in his presence that he did not forbid, and even the authoritative sayings and doings of his companions. Can someone explain to me the true version of islam ? @itachi uchiha Tagging you here since you have a good Islamic background.

No one fucking knows .stop asking pointless questions and get practical.

To survive. Not just physically .but as an ego .as a narrative of a human living in a world . That's the default. But you must know where to stop and revert back to assumptions. You see ..the assumption that you should be questioning assumptions is Itself an assumption, which is not questioned . Why do you think this assumption (that you are not God) exists in the first place?

@Kksd74628 what's wrong with assuming stuff without any proof ? We can't be free from all assumptions . You assume that the sun will rise tomorrow morning. You assume quite a lot. But if you cancel all assumptions you will cease to function in this world. So don't even pretend that you are free from assumption.

@Kksd74628 when are you coming back to reality bro??

If you're wondering about there is no night clubs in India (I'm Indian btw)... . 2 weeks ago I moved to Thailand. My main purpose was to get laid there. Thailand has very good night clubs and other such places with a lot of hookers. So I'm continuing my one girl per day challenge . So two days ago...something very weird happend .i was on a party with friends. And this hot girl kept flirting with me. I got really horny. I went to the bathroom and started stroking my dick. I stopped myself I felt weird fapping in a public bathroom wtf. I went home quickly ..i couldn't continue the party. I barely slept that night because I was overthinking what happened. Next day..i decided going to the same night club and having sex with some of the ladies. It wasn't even a night club..it was a local restaurant..with some hot chicks to attract people's attention. I went to a girl and asked her "how much for a blowjob?". I moved with her by my friend's car to a dark place behined the trees..where she finished me . I can't believe I did that. This is not my morals or my viewpoint on sexual interactions. It's all started with that girl in the first party who kept teasing me in annoying way. I'm not used to such situations tbh. Now. She works on a local restaurant close to be a night club. I spotted her. Probably most of the ladies their do such dirty things because they need money. I feel very ashamed and guilty. All I wanted is to have sexy times ..and now I feel guilty that I used this girl to gratify my sick needs.

You can't be kidding me ?

@Inliytened1 ?

I'm done with this thread guys and gals? Who wants some pizza ? ?

@Galyna for real though..I think it's ridiculous to police ourselves to such a degree that we avoid any reference to "individual other." I think you are limiting yourself to a great degree. I mean if you want to get down to it.. simply responding and writing responses on a forum equally assumes that there is an "individual other" as much as any other post even if you are careful about how you write. please don't take this as offence ..I'm only pointing out the hypocrisy of even bringing up that criticism in the first place when you are on a forum interacting. I'm NOT interested in having this conversation about language and the implicit assumptions held within the normal way we communicate. So have a nice time

No I'm not . There is consistency right? Everything repeats itself everyday. Dude ..come on ..yes we are imagining the past and the past and the future in the moment because where the fuck else could we imagine it In? But that has absolutely nothing to do with whether they actually happen or not .

That is literally nonsense. It is not sense .I don't just use my mind btw ..I know how to use my senses properly. And my senses tell me that: Clearly linear time exists..the sun rises every day and goes back to sleep at the night. And your clock is ticking constantly. Yes you are consciousness. But apparently you are incarnated in a specific form at the moment. Aka human body . Also..I don't understand what does language have to do with your identity? Identity is physical and biological. It's not a linguistic type of thing. Although, I see where you are coming from and I understand what you're trying to say figuratively. But not literally.

Look..i understand that I will never die if what we mean by "i" is the godhead. As pure formlessness I can never die .but that's from the absolute perspective. From the perspective of forms ..it's different. I don't know the exact appearance of my next life to be accurate. Will I reincarnate as a dog? As a frog? As a human? Will I go to a different universe? Different dimension? Same dimension? All of that is not Clear to me .and also the possibility of eternal balnkness with no dreams at all is still possible. I mean come on bro ..are you trying to tell me you know fucking EXACTLY what happens when we die? Who are you kidding. Maybe you are too raped up in non-dual theory that you completely forgot your just a mortal human at the moment. That is what's true in direct experience.

Stop annoying me with your judgment of how awakend am I. You clearly don't realize that awakening has many facets. Leo has a whole episode talking about dozens of facets to awakening. It's not like BOOM done you are either awake or not . It comes in degrees and depths . And in any case..you are not Me.so you clearly don't know if I genuinely awakend or not from your pov .

@Reciprocality why its hard to understand your posts ? Are you being ambiguous and pedantic on purpose? I'm asking because the point of all communication is to be clear in transferring what you are trying to say .

You are correct. Thank you.

What's the most difficult and deep existential question you have that you cannot answer yet ? Lay it out for discussion and we might try to tackle it a bit

Bro ..she was drunk ..I took over her ..she didn't like what she did ..I could see it in her eyes . She is poor and needs money and I took that as an opportunity to fuck her mouth . I shouldn't do what I did.

I'm trying to cut all sugars from my diet . So no soda ,no ice cream? No chocolate, not even fruit . And I notice significant decrease in my energy levels..my mood and my motivations. Is sugar actually a nesscary nutrition? Obviously not too much of it but still should we intake few levels of it ?

I did something so fucked up .I'm not gonna even mention what it is because it's too embarrassing to say . But basically how can I recover from that? I'm experiencing some regret and shame and guilt over what I did ..and I think God is not by my side because of what I did . What should I do now ? I'm sorry I'm being vague in what I'm asking but I hope someone cam intuit my state and help me..

Is near death experiences a decent evidence that consciousness survives physical death ? And why does all people who experienced an NDE report the same thing ? The long tunnel with the bright white light at the end , and seeing their body from above as if they astral projected ?

@Husseinisdoingfine stop it completely. It's gonna damage your lungs and give you more than 25 diseases including cancer .