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But seriously though I have a "quest chun" ..if you're tripping balls on some substance it's not surprising that you feel "guud" but the point is to be able to feel a cosmic orgasm most of the time ..not all of the time because if you are feeling pleasure 24/7 you will kill yourself because eternal pleasure is indistinguishable from eternal pain (that's how relative and absolute work..If something becomes absolute it collapses).

Do you feel at home or do you feel existentially lost at the bottom of your being ? Most people are lost.. Especially those who feel at home.

the reason I love Islam is because it is the most controversial religion ever . It doesn't just offer a cute myth for explaining existence and some moral rules and that's it (ontology and moral code)..nope ..it is a full fledged ideology. You don't get that in Christianity or Buddhism .Islam says that everyone must be Muslims or you gonna be killed (besides being thrown in hell forever in the other world). So I'd actually try to convince your family members that Islam is a cult . Just tell them I'm not a Muslim anymore because it makes no sense to believe in myths I'm a mature human being . Edit : fun fact ..Islam is the only religion who promises you gonna get pussy if you follow it . Some super hot models .lol

I'ts like you are describing a video game . This is worse than religious fairy tales .this is cartoonish fantasy. You are the source of existence. Never born and never dies. The details don't matter.

🧐 what Is that ? It's neither Capital nor small i. Dude where are you from?

1- curious. 2- light-hearted. 3- introverted. 4- overthinker. 5- humorous. 6- carefree 7- highly Conscious. 8- values beauty. 9- night owel. 10- Good in bed .

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@Natasha Tori Maru That's correct . I am very happy actually as of late .so chill..so peaceful..so tranquil that hardly anything mundane can bother me . I look like a Mafia guy but I'm actually a very nice guy lol. 13k posts? That's not indicative that I have a very busy social life. I live alone with a cat and just mind my own stuff. I go out on the weekends sometime to visit my family members sometimes to hit on some chicks...nothing fancy .

I promise this is going to be my last post rambling about my smoking addiction. I didn't just hit rock bottom ..I fucking exploded the living hell out of rock bottom . Can't run 5 meters without coughing and grasping for breath .can't workout or lift dumbbells without quick exhaustion despite taking protein powder and energy drinks and French coffee and all kinds of stimulants . But the real wake up call is that my sister's husband was diagnosed with lungs cancer few months ago because he is also like me ..binge smoking like a mofo all day everyday. The chemotherapy thanks to god has reduced the tumor in his lungs but his health is totally shattered and my sister cries and prays for him and the entire situation just breaks my heart even though I don't have a good relationship with my family members because I live alone because of a limiting belief that living with my family will hinder my spiritual stoic life . For me now it's as simple as this : smoking causes cancer ..and cancer causes death ..and I'm not enlightened or smth to look death in the eyes . Pray for me please.

No there is literally no one reading this right now . That's precisely the illusion of perception. Perception implies subject and object ..a perceived and a perceiver. But you can't actually draw a line of where exactly is this perceiver. You think you are reading these words. .that's something the mind is adding. These words are just there. They are not being perceived or witnessed. They are there and there's nothing else . It's mindfuckery but as you say "what can be done lol?".

Try to shift your focus on your feet and you will feel like you exist in your feet or you are the feet . Try to focus on your stomach and you will feel that you are the stomach. You get the idea... We feel we are the face or head because the sensation is focused upon it for most of the five senses : sight ..hear..taste ..smell..except touch is spread all over the body equally. And there is a technology called sensory deprivation tanks where you basically erase your entire body out of consciousness but you still exist lol. We like to poo poo "no self " and guys like VeganAwake but it's very liberating to discover you don't exist as a someone here . Because now you get to fuck up in life and use the excuse "well I'm not the doer ".

@Schizophonia well its good that you are not addicted or you don't find cigarettes very addictive. But I would still advise you to never put a cigarette in your mouth again even just few times here and there when you're out and about .you still basically harm yourself ..and for what ? For something you don't find very pleasurable?

What brand of cigarettes you smoke when you do smoke? Maybe check the ingredients lol for the Nicotine concentration. Maybe you smoke lighter cigarettes than me . Mine are Lucky strike and Marlboro Gold .very high Nicotine. Not a cigarette for sissies.

Jemmy is my old bro . Check out our conversations back in 2020..Try not to cringe challenge hard mode 😂.

@Wilhelm44 no I don't have access to that stuff . I hope by documenting my process here as a public journal I can quit smoking. Like I said my sister's husband has cancer because of smoking idiotically . And he is undergoing chemotherapy. He is a dead alive. That's the wake up call as I mentioned. If I keep it up I'm 100% gonna end up like him . Thank you man 🙏.

@Mellowmarsh some ways of saying it are more accurate than others .I resonate more with James123. He has a worldview .but this Breakingthewall dude lol..you can't argue with him...he outright conjuring up entire dictionaries of terms out of thin air and take you up and down..Down and up and it leads nowhere. But philosophy is tasty I like it so I guess why not ?

@Daniel Balan dude dust off the motherfucking cigarettes. You have no idea what you are getting yourself into. You don't want to die .you want a long happy life. If you get cancer you're done .the chemotherapy is gonna turn your immune system into jelly cola and your hair will fall ..zero energy ..Erectile Dysfunction..puking your guts after any meal .dude I understand the cigarettes high is unreal but please we should be better than this .why are we here ? To improve our lives ? Right ?

You guys don't get tired of this 😂?

What are you guys talking about?

Congrats for actually putting up 5 words together without using AI .

@Schizophonia some facial hair and the gurlz will chase you .

@Hojo there you go .

@Hojo I understand what you said (surprisingly lol)...but then what ? What does he want ? To bang some girl ?

@SQAAD that's irrelevant. I should have not said that part..but I did give you the solution . Let's brainstorm it together. If you've got better solutions let's discuss. I can sympathise with you . No one enjoys hardships and no one Hates comfort . Can you open up a bit please about your life situation..where do you sleep ..your daily routine ..your schedule etc. Are you still homeless and earn salary per day ?

@VeganAwake and what now ?