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Every man has a feminine side. Deny it, suppress it, and eventually you’ll suffer under the weight of your own masculinity. Masculinity can be powerful, but it can also be exhausting, stressful, and painful when you’re carrying it like armor 24/7. So if a man finds himself overwhelmed by life, its problems, and its endless harshness, perhaps it’s time to explore his feminine side. Get the stick out of your ass. Relax. Be silly. Be soft. Let yourself be playful and emotionally expressive. Shave the beard if you feel like it. Take care of your appearance. Enjoy your physical beauty. Cry. Be tender. Wear something pretty. Even act a little girly. You don’t become less of a man by embracing your feminine side. You become a more complete one.

Russian English accent is usually terrible but coming from her is a music to my ears 😂

I see what you did there you are probably making fun of my weird writing style, the dots thing ? English is not my dirt language and I’m not perfect in it either . I make vocabulary mistakes, grammar mistakes , and my punctuation is completely screwed. from now I will use comma instead of dots and ask AI to improve my writing .

I’m God. I’m Infinite Consciousness. I’m Infinite Imagination. Everything is imaginary: my birth, my death, my memories, my parents, the other rooms in my house, the entire universe — and even Leo is imaginary. Consciousness itself is formless, but because it is formless, it is also unlimited. And because it is unlimited, it can imagine anything it wants. Right now, I’m imagining this physical room that I’m sitting in. But I cannot simply “un-imagine” it at will, because I am actively imagining it as real. I’m not only imagining the room — I’m also imagining that I am not imagining it. In this way, my own imagination is interfering with my own imagination. The reality I experience feels solid because I am imagining it to be real while simultaneously imagining that it exists independently of my imagination. When I fully awaken, I will discover that death is imaginary, my problems are imaginary, and my pain and suffering are imaginary. Through this awakening, I will realize Infinite Love and Infinite Goodness. I will transcend the illusion of separation ,fear, and suffering, and enter Nirvana — or Paradise. But when I do I will be totally alone . I can’t come to the forum and start a “I’m awake . AMA” because I will be fully awake that I’m all alone and others are imaginary . I will awaken to the realization that I am Infinite Consciousness, imagining everything that I experience.

Welcome back . You are not god then . I’m speaking of god .

Some Thoughts on Masculinity, Femininity, and the Need for Each Other Nature created mankind as man and woman, in general, overlooking the question of gender fluidity. Of course, individuals vary enormously, and not every man or woman will perfectly fit the patterns I am describing here. I am speaking about general tendencies—the broad masculine and feminine patterns that seem to exist in human nature. The man is, by design, generally more masculine in his body and mind. He is physically stronger and, on average, more oriented toward confrontation, competition, risk, and dealing with the harsh realities of the external world. His mentality tends to be stricter and more pragmatic. His approach to life can be crude, direct, and brutal because he is more naturally oriented toward dealing with difficulty, danger, and the demands of the outside world. The woman is, by design, generally more feminine in her body and mind. She is physically weaker in comparison to the average man and tends, on average, to be more emotionally and relationally oriented. Her mentality can be looser, more imaginative, and more fantasy-oriented. Her approach to life can be more naive, idealistic, and less concerned with the hard, brutal realities that men may be more accustomed to confronting. These are not absolute characteristics. There are masculine women and feminine men, and every individual exists somewhere along a spectrum. But if we are talking about the general distinction between masculinity and femininity, these differences are significant. And precisely because they are different, they can become deeply attracted to each other. It is almost like two opposite poles of a magnet. Their differences create tension, attraction, and complementarity. What one possesses naturally, the other may lack or desire. What feels normal and familiar to one can feel fascinating and deeply satisfying to the other. What the Man Needs from the Woman The man often lives a difficult and painful life. He is expected to confront the external world, compete, take risks, endure failure, solve problems, provide, protect, and absorb the brutality of life without constantly being able to show vulnerability. But beneath this hardness, there is still a human being who needs love. The man can lack emotional healing from the wounds created by the brutality of life. He needs a soothing cuddle. He needs a warm hug. He needs tenderness. He needs intimacy. He needs to enjoy the pleasure of sex. He needs to enjoy the beauty of a woman. In other words, the masculine role may require a man to become hard in order to deal with life, but this does not mean that he wants hardness everywhere. In his intimate relationship, he may deeply desire the opposite: softness, warmth, affection, beauty, acceptance, and a place where he can finally put down his armor. The woman can become, for him, a kind of emotional refuge from the brutality of the outside world. What the Woman Needs from the Man The woman, by contrast, may experience life through a different kind of vulnerability. Her physical vulnerability can create a stronger need for safety, protection, stability, and security. She may live less with the expectation of physically confronting the world and more with the fear of what might happen if the world becomes dangerous. Therefore, what she may lack is not necessarily emotional softness, but rather a sense of masculine direction, leadership, firmness, and realistic grounding. She may need someone who can say: This is the reality. This is what we are going to do. I will take responsibility for this. She may need a masculine type of cuddle—one that is warm and protective rather than simply soft. She wants to feel safe inside the strength of another person. And there is another dimension to this: femininity itself. A woman may want to feel her beauty. She may want to feel desirable. She may want to experience herself as feminine through the eyes and desire of a man. Sex, therefore, can have a different psychological meaning for her. It is not necessarily merely physical pleasure. It can be an experience of her femininity, beauty, desirability, and sexual identity being affirmed through the desire of a man. To be desired can make her feel beautiful. To be wanted can make her feel feminine. To surrender sexually to a man she trusts can allow her to experience a side of her femininity that exists specifically in relation to masculine desire. The Complementarity This is where I think the deeper point about masculinity and femininity lies. The attraction between men and women is not simply a matter of physical reproduction or sexual instinct. There can also be a psychological complementarity between the masculine and feminine. The masculine can provide firmness, direction, protection, realism, strength, and stability. The feminine can provide warmth, beauty, softness, emotional intimacy, affection, imagination, and healing. Obviously, these qualities are not exclusively owned by one sex. Men can be nurturing, imaginative, and emotionally sensitive. Women can be strong, rational, realistic, and decisive. But the fact that a quality can exist in both sexes does not mean that masculine and feminine expressions of those qualities are identical. A masculine man may provide protection differently from a feminine woman. A feminine woman may provide emotional warmth differently from a masculine man. The differences themselves can be part of the attraction. Do Men and Women Need Each Other? Men and women—straight ones—want each other. Some mindsets, such as MGTOW and certain forms of feminism, argue that perhaps men and women want each other, but they don’t actually “need” each other. I don’t agree with that. I think they absolutely need each other—not necessarily in the narrow sense that an individual man literally cannot survive without a woman, or that an individual woman cannot survive without a man. Obviously, both can live independently. The deeper sense of “need” is psychological, emotional, relational, and sexual. Human beings are not merely autonomous individuals who happen to have sexual desires. We are relational creatures. We seek intimacy, attachment, affection, recognition, sexual fulfillment, companionship, and a sense of belonging. And there is something particularly powerful about receiving these things from someone who embodies the opposite sexual polarity. A man can receive from a woman something that another man may simply not be able to provide in the same way. A woman can receive from a man something that another woman may not be able to provide in the same way. This is why I think the idea that men and women merely want each other but don’t need each other misses something important. Of course, an individual should be capable of standing on his or her own feet. Dependence can become unhealthy. A person should not need a partner in order to have any sense of worth or identity. But independence and the need for intimacy are not opposites. A man can be independent and still deeply need feminine love. A woman can be independent and still deeply need masculine love. In fact, perhaps the healthiest form of romantic love is precisely when two people are capable of standing alone but nevertheless recognize that something profound is missing from their lives without intimate connection with the opposite sex. Masculinity and Femininity as Polarity So, ultimately, I see masculinity and femininity as two complementary poles of human nature. The masculine tends toward hardness, strength, structure, realism, responsibility, protection, and confrontation with the external world. The feminine tends toward softness, beauty, emotionality, imagination, intimacy, receptivity, and connection. Neither is inherently superior. The masculine without the feminine can become cold, brutal, isolated, and emotionally starved. The feminine without the masculine can become ungrounded, overly idealistic, fearful, and lacking in direction. And perhaps this is why the attraction between them can be so powerful. The man gives the woman something she deeply desires: strength, protection, direction, and the feeling of being held by something stronger than herself. The woman gives the man something he deeply desires: softness, beauty, affection, emotional refuge, and the feeling that he can finally stop fighting the world for a moment. Each encounters in the other something that he or she does not naturally embody in the same way. That is the polarity. And perhaps that is why men and women don’t merely desire each other. They complement each other. These are just some basic thoughts on understanding masculinity and femininity. It is a topic I am fascinated by, and it is relevant to my personal practical life at the moment—not merely a philosophical luxury.

Note that from now on I’m going to be using AI editing my posts . I will ask it to remove grammar mistakes , replace the dots with commas , assist my points and organize my thoughts without changing that much of the original wording , so that it’s not completely fake and AI generated instead of personal effort and original thought.

Very deep . Thank you so much for sharing this. Haven’t thought about it from this angle before .

I agree . If you read the rest of the post , that’s exactly what I added .

No . you are eternal . existence never began , therefore will never end . you are part of existence. Correct ? The human body is part of this existence. Therefore ,you are NOT a separate thing from existence. You are interwoven with it . Therefore, and this 100% logical and rational,not beliefs or wishful thinking , you are existence itself . please , pause and think before you rush to debunk . if what I’m saying is true then you , not the human body , but existence itself ,will always exist forever. does that make sense ?

@Inliytened1 Ok that’s it . I’m done here with you for now . You don’t get to tell me what should I do . “Wise up and agree with me that the word I can’t even spell correctly is true “ nope .

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This isn’t solipsism. This is epistemological nihilism. You don’t get to pull things outta your butt . https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solipsism what solipsism Which says dimensionless ? Solipsism says you are not reading these words right now. Only me reading these words now is all that exists . The ONLY reason this seems true because we can’t imagine infinite dimensions. A two dimensional universe would think there is no such thing as a three dimensional universe. is this world where you are right now dimensionless or has three spatial dimensions? It has. Reality being infinite in all dimensions cannot be limited to these words on your screen right now .

Think of it this way : this world is three dimensional in space and one dimensional in time . You have length ..depth and width . And you have time moving from past to present to future. These dimensions limit your ability largely such that if there is a 4th dimension you can’t even imagine it . Just like a two dimensional sentient creature can’t imagine what the third dimension is like . If God is inifinite in all attributes..infinite knowledge ..infinite power.. infinite consciousness etc then it can’t be comprehended from the lower dimensions . The only way to grasp god is again through becoming literally god which is just another word for the Absolute Infinite reality . It’s all YOU and it’s All ME anyways because there can only be ONE absolute infinity . But solipsism says this limited three dimensional universe is the totality of all that there is which contradicts the infinitude of God .

@Inliytened1 Like I said, I’d rather not discuss solipsism right now. It’s a different topic for a different day. And honestly , we’ve already beaten that dead horse into another dimension. There doesn’t seem to be any real consensus on this forum. It’s basically 50% “solipsism is true” and 50% “solipsism is bullshit.” At this point..the topic has officially lost the plot..lost the trend and probably lost the will to live. 😂 Like, fuck solipsism honestly lol.It reminds me of masturbation. Half the planet says it’s good for you. the other half says it’s destroying your soul..testosterone..chakras and possibly the Roman Empire. Meanwhile the sensible answer is probably: dudes, just use some common sense. If you’re single and genuinely sexually frustrated and your boner doesn’t want to sleep like god lol then you need to relieve yourself then go ahead and bust one and carry on with your life. But if you’re doing it eight times a day because you’re bored and it’s turning into an addiction that’s messing with your health and life maybe put the damn thing down and take a walk. 😂 Anywas this thread isn’t about solipsism. The topic here is what sleep actually is because apparently that is the new trendy rabbit hole in online spiritual discourse. if God is conceived is absolute, infinite, and eternally conscious, then God would not need sleep because God could never lose his consciousness because god is absolute indestructible consciousness with no opposite . And this to me resolves one of the biggest existential problems and anxieties that humans worry about regarding fear of nonexistence .. Every night you tell yourself I’m going to stop being the person I was for a while and I trust that I’ll wake up again. But how is that known for certain? …. See ?

I want to share a personal story, an event that happened in my life lately . I thought twice , well actually a thousand times before writing what I’m about to write but my higher self assured me that it’s the right choice to share . My mother is 65 years old . She is definitely in her worst phase in her life , partly because of old age obviously. She has diabetes and high blood pressure and few stones in kidneys and joints friction and pain. She is basically done with life . There is nothing she is looking forward to . She is just praying and living with her condition because she is aware that some people have it a hundred times worse . But is that true ? Let’s see . so she had a heart attack a while ago and basically they found 7 different veins in her heart damaged. The only solution was an open heart surgery. And she did it . They would wound her chest ..and literally break one or two of the chest bones and then remove the damaged veins from her heart and then wound her leg and take 7 healthy functioning veins from her leg and replace them in place of the damaged veins in her heart . All of that of course done under full body binge . Things like this happens all the time in hospitals. But imagine instead of just knowing this mentally , that you actually go through it . I’m a heavy smoker ,so I might get some tumors and damage in my heart even before I hit my 50s. This is a form of suffering, isn’t it ? now , she finished the operation successfully and woke up and the recovery period was even more painful. She couldn’t do anything except lying there in bed . I had to feed her , shower her, clean her Pampers cause she can’t walk to the toilet. the days went by and of course she regained some vitality and energy but another thing happened. Her stomach started hurting because of spending a long time without moving and she had her “waste “ solidifying like a brick of concrete or steel . For three days she couldn’t defecate. you take it for granted that you are able to defecate ? You are a delusional devil . the only solution was Suppository which is a small medicine inserted into the anus that dissolves and helps trigger a bowel movement. And we did that .she ended up defecating with bleeding . for the next couple of days she entered a level of emotional and mental suffering so overwhelming that her mind seemed to distance itself from what was happening. She was experiencing so much suffering that she couldn’t believe it was happening. It felt unreal . She felt like she was detached from what was happening to her and from reality . Or I would describe it as she was going through so much mental and physical suffering to the point she couldn’t believe this was actually happening to her for real .basically dissociation.We couldn't talk with her even though she was wide awake but she was very sad about what happened to her that she couldn’t function. thank goodness, that too ended and right now she is 100% awake, alert , able to talk ,able to walk , able to feed herself, able to go to the bathroom without needing any help . now , I have a question here : what is that about ? Just WHY? and I know some people have it worse . Now imagine death . Imagine physical death . You are going to die one day . I will repeat that again even though that idea itself creates so much shock that we start to also dissociate whenever we confront it : You . Are . Going . To . Die. One . Day . death is scary because of two things : we don’t actually know what is going to happen after we completely die . With the caveat that some spiritually awake individuals do know but they can’t communicate it with words . The second reason is because the process of dying is painful . And get real , pain is bad .its just wrong , right ? It shouldn’t exist . It’s a mistake . “All is well “,”God Is Love” my ass . Of course it depends. Taking a bottle of sleeping pills and passing away peacefully in your bed isn’t as painful as burning to death . But death is going to fuck the ego completely in the ass . The ego is going to lose the game no matter what , that’s why again and again “surrender while you are still alive “. awakening is the solution .there's no other way around it. Like I said The kicker is of course.. You have not the first clue what's going to happen after death. Unless you awaken to what death is . The true self or the soul is eternal because it’s derivative from god and god is eternal and can never die but The body seems to die. What goes on after that? Nobody knows. Again it depends of course on how does one die. Suffocating to death doesn't sound like a pleasant experience in comparison to dying without any melodrama (like dying while sleeping). But the moment of death..that one final moment is when the levels of fear reach infinity. This moment is what I'm terrified from to an unimaginable degree . And this moment is ego losing to God . And afterwards you are under God’s command, mercy , decree . He will do with you whatever he wants and you have no say in the matter . All you have is the ability to discover is God good or evil ? Is existence good or evil ?

This can’t work. If my feeling of being separate disappears how can I still exist as individual which is by its etymology means I’m separate from the rest of existence? It’s pure contradiction. Can you clarify more ? If my sense of being separate really disappears without coming back ,”I” would literally die and all will be left is reality doing what reality does .

1) all of existence is myself . All of us are expressions of the same energy. For two human bodies to perceive the world simultaneously does not contradict oneness . 2) I’m not sure what is your second point regarding randomness.

I prefer leaving this point as far as this topic goes . It’s definitely a challenging topic and I’m not going to claim I know the answer with 100% certainty. I totally agree but the conclusion here is exactly what i said . Logic breaks . Duality collapses . But thinking and reasoning only works through distinctions and me and you just agreed that distinctions collapse regarding God and we must embrace paradox .

God is more than me because I (the human being typing these words) can’t move a mountain or create a fucking insect on the street . God is also me because creation does not possess existence independently it receives or “borrows” its existence from God. Where else would it come from ?

Are you saying for perfection to be truly perfection it has to include imperfection within itself ? Am I understanding you correctly? No . Be precise. mind or awareness? They are not the same thing . Mind is a concept and I explained to you how illusory it is. so your question does the physical world exist independently from my awareness? yes it does . when you close your eyes… the screen doesn’t cease to exist. The universe exists . the universe is contingent. therefore the perfect necessary being (God) exists . you can know that . the every essence of God is itself is impossible to answer because it’s prior to definition, language, thought , forms, distinctions etc. knowing must dissolve into being . Even God doesn’t know what God is. Because there is no knower and known . It just is God .

My own contemplation + insights I learned from Leo+ some knowledge about God from the Quran + AI editing my terrible punctuation.

The answer is simply that it’s impossible for a perfect ,all-powerful being to get tired . but for argument’s sake, if God lost consciousness even for a microsecond , the entire universe will collapse or ceases to exist. I swear . I’m dead serious. there is no such a thing as a “mind “. Show it to me . It has no form or actual existence. The misunderstanding happens because we assume that our thinking processes and constant state of daydreaming ,talking to ourselves, imagining , dreaming etc has a generator entity which we call the mind . But there is no such thing in reality . we also assume that the mind is in the head . We assume the self is in the head or the face or behind eyes . Simply because most of the fives senses are located only in the head : the eyes for sight , the ears for hearing , the nose for smelling , the mouth for tasting . Whereas the touching sense is spread equally across your skin all over your body . So we think of ourselves as the mind or the ego which lives in the head or the face . If your eyes and ears were located at your feet , you would think the mind is in your feet . the universe exists because God created it . The mechanism by which god creates is through direct manifestation without needing anything else . this particular universe before your eyes appears physical , material , etc call it whatever you want . but the universe could have been mental like a dream . the nature of God itself is beyond physical vs mental . It’s 100% ineffable.

guys ..make a decision to stop . I’m familiar with both of you . You know better.

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