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Maybe you don't like how you look ..you are too skinny or too fat or you don't like how big your nose is or you don't like how small your dick is . or whatever..you don't like your physical appearance..or you are struggling to get laid ..or stuck in a cycle of addiction..or you don't like your personality traits . How can one accept oneself unconditionally .would be a great episode.

I know he has a video on nihilism and older videos about depression. But in the light of new levels of awareness he reached recently,I hope that Leo can cover the topic of depression and suicidal thoughts more in depth. Why antidepressants don't work ..and a spiritual advanced solution.

I'm not sure if I'm addressing what you wrote. I think it's better to divide the mind into three parts, conscious, subconscious and unconscious. It's the default state for most things to be "below the surface". The unconscious is just imperceptible from the conscious mind, all I can say is that I think it does local parallel processings, while the conscious mind does global (brain-wide) linear processing. It doesn't matter what our habits are, how our conscious mind is structured, the unconscious always remains imperceptible for everyone. Then there's the subconscious floating between the two, we normally don't percieve this one either but it's always lingering just below the threshold of conscious awareness. But with things like paying attention, doing cognitive-restructuring techniques with pen and paper, doing meditation, these can be brought to the surface. The personality can be greatly changed this way. I think the human self-awareness, from which the "I" is born, which dominates the conscious mind in many people, also has its roots in the unconscious mind, but it's present in all three. It's only a matter of definition what we consider part of ouselves and what we don't. I found it best to equate the "I" with the self-aware parts of my being, but one can also identifiy with just the conscious "I", or the whole mind, or the whole human, etc.

Are you saying The answer to my questions may depend on how ' YOU' is understood, in terms of the concept of self. There are aspects of the subconscious which are extremely important. For example, many aspects of the bodily processes, such as breathing and the heartbeat are automatic to a large extent, although will may be involved on a subconscious level. Also, the psychoanalysts and psychologists, such as Freud and Jung do point to deeper aspects of the subconscious, in spite of the dismissal of some of these aspects within the philosophy of materialism, as an understanding of causality and its relationship with consciousness.

I also want to discuss free will if anyone is interested .because my views on free will didn't change since seeing Leo's first video on free will .the unconscious mind is basically 90% of our mind .most of our decisions unfold unconsciously without our conscious permission.

You can understand something conceptually without having a direct experience. For example I understand that reality is infinite because there cannot be a limit imposes on reality from outside because there cannot be an outside to the universe. I fully grasp this point at an intellectual level. Even though I haven't took 5 meo or other substances and have no direct experience of infinity.

@bmcnicho @King Merk I will try those seeds and see if they work. Thanks for the recommendation. Any tips on how to avoid the nausea that comes with it though? Or is it inevitable?

5 g of powdered nutmeg.

Yeah me too sometimes I masturbate during a whole day .I start in the morning and finish before I go to sleep . I skip meals and obligations to just sit in my room fapping off to porn...definitely not a healthy thing to do .but I think one fap session every two weeks or so is not a big deal .it's when you take it into extremes like this that prevent you from functioning normally during the day is when it becomes problematic.

8 orgasms during sex? How did you have the energy to do it ? Sex requires more energy than masturbation. Because in masturbation only one muscle is moving..or two actually..your hand and your dick ..whereas in sex the whole body is performing effort. Sex is akin to a workout. How did you do it lol?

Oh wow ..why did you feel all of that ? I don't think masturbation causes any of these .except maybe pain in the genitals especially if you do it roughly( death grip ).

Weird . I always feel the second and third orgasm more intense than the first one .

Have you ever heard of the Indian phrase; “सुख के दिन नींद आती नही और दुख सोने नहीं देता” Meaning, When you're happy you can't sleep and Sadness doesn't let's you sleep. That's the same thing with life. When we are happy days pass by like moments and when we are sad, every moment seems like eternity. when i say life is too short , this means you shouldnt take up small things for granted . every moment is so important so there’s no use spending it being frustrated or angry about things that you cant change . life is fragile enough so take the opportunity to enjoy living , despite what situation you’re in . whether it’s beauty of sunrise or cup of coffee , enjoy the simple things. you stop wasting your time and energy on unnecessary things such as negativity or toxicity but rather , you embrace emotions such as gratitude and kindness . you know that moment wont last and you take advantage of being in that moment .

"Our desire for liberation shows that our true nature is unlimited " - Ramana Maharshi

When you are on top of the world and feeling amazing because you've been kicking ass in life (whether you have fallen in love with someone,won the lottery etc) then you can't sleep from the amount of positive energy you are experiencing. The same goes with sadness but its more nuanced . Usually you sleep a lot if you are sad because you are trying to escape from negative emotions. But in most cases if something is making you anxious like your exam results in university or your worried about your STD test will turn positive..then you can't sleep either . As a general rule ..happy time passes quickly because you are not focused on time .you are focused on the happiness. And difficult time passes slowly because you are counting every minute in hope for the relief from the struggle.

I think it's relative . There is no black and white answer. Life is Too short if you filled with joy, too long if you are filled with misery. But Both joy and misery are drama finally.

Nothing has a point. Everything is just what it Is but you project meaning and purpose on top of it to help you navigate life .but the cold truth is that the universe is indifferent and it doesn't matter in the slightest bit what you choose to do with your life . But with awakening you can realize that there is no point and be happy and satisfied about it .because you no longer try to achieve anything or get anywhere. There is nothing to achieve and nowhere to go .just enjoy the ride .go sky diving or somethin'.

Why ? Is it because it can be poisoning in high doses ..which is exactly what is needed for it to cause full blown hallucinations? @something_else thank you for your answers .that did clear up some of my confusions . And I guess you are right. I should do my own research. Like I said because they are illegal in my country and there is no way for me to obtain them. Unless I travel to South America or any other place where some psychedelics are legal .and I don't have the luxury to do that either in the meantime.

I guess you mean Syrian rue ? Yes it's legal here . I never heard of it before . And I googled it and found it can cause hallucinations. So I will be experimenting with it along with Nutmeg. Thanks for the suggestion.

They are legal. Do they work though ? Are they worth trying? And how exactly can I use them to grow mushrooms?

Is it consumed by eating ? Can it be poisoning in high doses ? Is it guaranteed to cause similar effects of psychedelics? And why you don't recommend it ?

@acidgoofy did it cause any psychedelic-like effects on you ? Or none at all ?

Disclaimer : Don't Read if you have emotional sensitivity or you get easily traumatized. What are you afraid of? I'm gonna expose and explore some of your and my deepest fears.. Full on exposure.. Full nude.. No cosmetics.. Are you afraid from the idea of falling forever.. An endless free fall? Imagine falling down in an endless spiral with no bottom forever.. Or maybe you are afraid from the idea of being stuck inside a room with no doors.. Just four walls.. You stuck between four walls.. For eternity? What about the idea of these four walls starting to get tighter and tighter untill they crush your body into pieces? But then you will die.. That might be a refuge.. How about the four walls getting so tight just enough to make you almost crushed.. But not fully yet.. Such that you can't move and will be stuck like that... Forever? How about being conscious inside darkness forever? Losing your sight? Are you afraid of going blind? Are you afraid of the idea of hell.. Being stuck inside a lava chamber burning and suffering unimaginable amounts of pain forever? You are afraid of pain basically.. Right? All kinds of pain.. How about all kinds of pain possible all at once for endless time.. Are you afraid of that? As a male..you sure have some castration anxiety no? As a female you are afraid of breast cancer right? You are afraid of infertility right? As a child you are afraid of losing your parents in a car accident no? As a grown up..you are afraid to die alone or to spend your last years with the company of no one? Are you afraid of regret? Of failure ? Of realizing at your death bed that you did it all wrong? That you fucked up big time? And that there is no going back? What else are you afraid of? What if I told you that reality is absolutely infinite and that you wil in fact will experience all of these things inevitably and there is no escape? How does that change your relationship with existence?

Yes "the mind " is a thought. It's not a physical object . Have you ever seen "a mind " before ?