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The fundamental reason you are not satisfied in your life and you are suffering is because you are an infinite being trying to find fulfilment and happiness in finite forms. Whether it be money ,sex, success, fame etc . You will never be truly Satisfied by these means .simply because they are finite .no matter how good they are ..they are still finite. Which makes them not good enough. Even if you have millions in your bank account ..you will want more cash .even if you had one million orgasms with million different women. You will want to sleep with more women . When does it end? Of course it doesn't. You've engaged in your desires enough times to fill one zillion universes .and its still not enough. That's why you are still incarnated in human form. If you truly transcended all desires ,you will become formless .you transcend your desire for money ,For sex ,for success, for social interactions ..and then eventually transcend your desire for food and water and even breathing .and then you ultimately transcend your desire for the entire formed realm and you cease to exist /basically die from the high levels of consciousness that you've acquired and you rest eternally in formless heaven . But of course that's the last thing you want to do ..you want to keep indulging in desires for another million lifetimes. And you shouldn't put yourself down for it .I'm In the same boat as you are .all you can do is hope for that radical shift of perspective to happen. To get serious about one thing :do you actually want TRUE happiness or do you want to keep suffering endlessly? You might ask why is desire the cause of suffering? It's simply because attachments are transient and loss is inevitable. Thus suffering will necessarily follow.

@Loba I have a theory. Try to recollect your earliest childhood memory. Go back as much as you can. Remember the first moment when you were in a state of complete consciousness. You just had a body, a mind of your own, all the environment surrounding you just seemed to spring out of existence, right? It was like opening your eyes after a nap and everything materialized out of thin air, right? You were aware of your thoughts, your mind, your body, your surroundings. Well, I guess after we die, we would just wake up in a different place, a different body, a different mind. But that's not the catch. You would not be able to tell the difference because you don't remember about your previous life. It would be like you were just born into this. You would feel normal. You might have been a fearsome emperor in the past, whereas you could be a common clerk in the present life, struggling to make ends meet. You would never know. But that's just one possibility. Out of infinity. So what exactly determines what or where you go after you die ? It's certainly not pure randomness and mere chance..there is laws to this existence. What and how you live this life right here right now affects what will happen in the "next life ". And our minds determine that . If you are familiar with placebo effect .it works the same way .whatever your mind holds and firmly believe becomes real for you. So if that's what you imagine will happen when you die .then that's what's gonna happen .and there is no contradiction between what I'm saying and what you're saying .

Since reality is imaginary (everything is your imagnitive mind's product. I can't really explain this here ..I did it before in previous threads of mine )Then whatever you imagine becomes real for you . So if you imagine and firmly believe that after death you will go to hell ..you will. And if you imagine that after death you go to a paradise..you will. And if you imagine and believe that after death you will reincarnate as a new human being (or an animal)..you will. And if you imagine and believe that after death its just pure nothingness forever..then that's what's gonna happen. So take responsibility for what you are imagining/believing . "Be careful what you wish for " as they say . I can't really explain how I came to this conclusion..if you understand that the entire universe is something you are imagining (just like how you imagine the universe in your dreams ) then you are creating whatever experience you are having . So ,you die every night when you fall asleep and then you imagine a dream world .or sometimes you don't dream at all and it's pitch black . Well..that's the case with physical death as well..you imagine what comes next . This is why it's important to explore your subconscious mind and purfiy it. Because it created reality .you need to align the subconscious mind with the conscious mind to work together in harmony to create the next dream. Now I can't deny it ..this is somewhat speculative perspective of mine. So take it with a grain of salt and validate for yourself in your own direct experience and awakening work.

1). No. When I say I'm god .I mean I'm the Creator of the entire universe. Not just that but I am the whole universe itself. All avatars and dieites that people have worshiped since the dawn of time (krishna, shiva ,zeus, Allah,flying spaghetti monster etc)are false gods .the only God is YOU. Which is of course ME . 2).I know that the entire universe will die when I die . Nothing will remain .just like in a dream at night. When you die.you wake up and the other characters disappear. 3). I know that I'm not just "in " existence. I'm existence itself. 4). I didn't say that my consciousness will disappear when I die. I clearly stated that im Afraid of ending up in hell realm after death .even though following my own advice..I should be careful what I believe because my mind creates reality

I personally believe that after death I will end up in a hell realm. I can't challenge that belief. I firmly believe that reality is fundamentally evil . And that's what's screwing up my whole life . There is no escaping infinity. If reality is absolutely infinite (which is the only way reality could exist at all ). Then you must experience EVERYTHING. And if you dream up hell..you can mateilize it . About enlightenment, I think enlightenment is not an experience. It's not a state .its not "god realization ". Etc this is according to the Buddhist teaching. Sitting down under a tree, the Buddha vowed to remain there until he realized the truth. After a night of deep meditation, his Enlightenment came at dawn, and he was thereafter known as the Buddha, the "Awakened One." It was simply him recognising some fundamental truths (the truth of no self ..the truth of emptiness..and the truth of the relationship between desire and suffering). So according to Buddhism there is no such thing as God. Enlightenment is something totally different. But if you ask me I disagree with that . Buddhism is sort of atheistic nihilistic religion . I think the highest Enlightenment is recognising absolute solipsism and that you are God imagining the entire reality. And then you take full responsibility for creating your reality . And that's what I'm failing to do .and that's why I'm filled with pessimism about my own death. If you have some insight that can help me change my perspective. Then I will appreciate it .

So Do you believe that that's what awaits you after death?

I suck at socializing.im shy ,introverted and insecure . It’s hard to push myself to go start a conversation with anyone and when I’m in a conversation it’s really awkward and I don’t know what to say. like at university, I want to start a conversation with other students but it’s really difficult to actually get myself to and when they come up and talk to me I dont ever know how to talk to them or what to say.. nowadays we all have one thing in common (unfortunately) . we all live in this crazy time of pandemic and shit .I find that people generaly like being asked about their feelings during this times. For instance, I just recently met some people on my college. I asked them about how they feel about online classes and their response was good. I feel like it was a good starting point. I need a life coach. Can you coach me Leo? Can we talk to each other outside the forum? (of course I will pay you). I'm at a very confused period of my life .its like I have a mid life crisis. I need someone to guide me.

@Leo Gura no video for a month now ? Also you are not as active here as you usually used to be ? Hope everything is going alright with ya .

Yeah .all his videos with the word "god " In the title are bombs . This one too takes you deeper down the rabbit whole of solipsism: Yeah his stuff is definitely not for the normies .the metaphysical skull-fuck that you get from Leo's videos are irreversible

What eternal unmoving moment you are talking about ? Are you living in the same reality as us ? Everything is constantly changing. Time is ticking. And you only got so much left .so you better take responsibility for the thoughts you feed your mind . If that's what you believe will happen..then that's what will happen .because your thoughts create reality .don't underestimate the power of thoughts and beliefs. I'm telling you literally whatever you imagine that follows death. Is what's gonna happen. Well,I will have to aske you what do you mean by enlightenment exactly? This word has been so overused to the point no one knows what the fuck it means anymore. Same thing with words like "love " or "happiness ".so I ask you to define the term first . Yes .what was your state before you were born ? You were completely formless. Then magic ? happend ..God said "let there be light " and here you are . To think that you will end up in a black blank void after death is improbable to me. Because here you are .you exist .you were born once .why not born again? And again? And a gain ? To infinity....Well you get your answers.

Thanks to everyone who participated in this thread trying to help me .I sincerely appreciate it .however It's too much replies and too much text that I am unable to respond to all of them. All I will say I just came home from the main mall in my city. I approached two girls..one told me "leave Me alone or I will call the security ". The other girl was more open ..even though she also rejected me .but she took my phone number .and I don't know if she will call me or not . So just reporting how its going with me recently. Thanks again .

No not through psychedelics. Through my sober awakenings which usuallycome from deep contemplating and smoking lol, I can never picture the exact reality that comes after death but I know its gonna be whatever I imagine it to be . what you believe, must be real. At least until it gets replaced by the truth. Maybe an example would help: When I was about seven years old, I was out in my neighborhood around dusk. I happened to look at the roof of a house and I saw a rat run across the top of the roof. It climbed to the other side and a second later, a bat flew up from that spot. I asked an adult standing near me, “Do rats turn into bats?” He told me “Yes!” For the next ten or so years I honestly believed this to be true. It was part of my reality. And I just assumed that everybody agreed that it was true. The subject never came up. One day I had a flashback of that moment. I suddenly realized that that adult had lied to me. My reality got replaced by the truth. I was set free from the lie.

We are all looking for happiness. If we are honest that's all we fucking care about. But Because it is our optimal state of being. It seems however, the more we look for it, the more it eludes us. Why? Because we keep searching for happiness in the wrong place. In satisfying our own limited ego. If we look for happiness within then it be found

Well..because by far ..it is the best feeling in the world. Can you think of a healthy example of something that feels as near good ? I said "healthy " because you could argue that cocaine feels better . I cling to the personal idea that sex is NOT something to share with a special someone as an expression of love. I d feel comfortable with the idea of having sex for pleasure. But still...Within a committed relationship, sex is one of the key elements that help to foster the level of intimacy you will never get anywhere else, with anyone else. It is a wonderful beautiful thing. Outside of a committed relationship, sex is a helluva lot of fun and feels *really* good.

I agree .I have to take action .I try but I fail .so I try again .but I fail again. So is it just a matter of trying til ya get lucky some random time? Also ,I get too lost in theory instead of action. How do I take action and start improving my life, instead of just planning? I always try and make the perfect plan (not that it’s a bad thing) instead of just taking action. I know I should take action but I never do. How do I take action instead of constantly planning?

Im not in a place in my development where relationships don't matter .honestly ,to me it matters a ton. And it affects my self-esteem . Even my mood and my drive to get out of bed at the morning. So I believe that success in the dating aspect of my life influences my overall happiness. So I wanna learn how to get better at it .

Hey mate..what am k supposed to do with all these links? At least try embedding them ? I will try to take a look them .but better next time to post something from your original thoughts and opinions instead of linking videos.

Why is it a problem? I'm being brutally honest and clear about what i want . And to be honest I just want some sex .I don't care about long-lasting relationships.

I disagree .we are here to be happy .what's the point of living If you cannot be happy ? I mean that's why people end up killing themselves. They can't be happy . The only question is how to generate genuine deep happiness in your life . It matters and matters not at the same time . You really need a course in not conflating the relative with the absolute jk lol? And I'm all for that too.i want money and sex and yachts and ferrari cars yada yada ..but sometimes I get the Insight that no matter what you do ..it doesn't fucking matter ..you will never be satisfied by anything less than infinity. Because you are Infinity. So you can only be satisfied by the Totality of yourself.

Exactly. You should do what brings you joy externally. Nothing wrong with that .but only after you establish a source of inner joy. So that when the external resources run out from you..you don't fall into depression and misery with evey whim.

Is it possible that in the future ,Science will invent anti-aging technology that prevents humans from Aging and therefore from death ? Is this fundamentally possible or not ?and why or why not? Can we achieve the dream of immortality with enough science work. I mean who knows what could happen or be invented in let's say 5000 years from now (if humanity still existed ). Thoughts ?

Here's the Wikipedia page on stoicism : https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Stoicism And Here's the Wikipedia page on hedonism: https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hedonism Which philosophy is more appropriate to embody in our lives ?

When a kid asks his parents "where did I come from "? The parents tell him that they gave birth to him .but then the kid goes asking "but where did you guys come from "? And the parents say "well,we too were born from our parents and so on " but then the kid asks "where did all of it come from ? ". The question that the kid is asking is basically "where did all of reality come from "? And the parents either say that they don't know or more likely to say that "god created us ". But then of course the kid asks "but who created God " ? And the parents here get frustrated and say "well, nobody created God. God is just God. He is eternal " in other words its just the way it is. We've hit rock bottom .there is nothing more fundamental than God. And notice that this is not a mechanical answer .it's a mystical answer .it basically says that things are the way they are because God did it .and God just IS. Nobody created him . This is following the principle of Occam's razor. Occam's razor demands that the simplest explanation should be accepted as truth unless there is sound reason for believing that it isn't the simplest explanation. It therefore stands to reason that thought should be seen as the only ingredient within reality...there is no such thing as thought independence, so called material reality can be dismissed as an unnecessary theory. The whole of reality can be conceived as existing within the realm of thought alone. In other words, we know thought exists because we experience it directly, material reality is only a supposition...a supposition that is not required to explain reality, therefore one we can cut away with the razor. God is the encompassment of all thought, everything else that thinks is a subset of Him, dependent on him, though not necessarily controlled by Him. However..If we truly follow along with Occam's razor..then the most accurate explanation to reality is that there is no explanation. Reality just exists .its a brute fact .reality itself is rock bottom .reality itself is God. We cannot go more fundamental than qualia/consciousness to talk about the brain and the neurotransmitters etc. No .the simplest answer is that reality exists .and that's all we know .that's the bottom line.

@Leo Gura you teach that our minds are imagining reality . Just like how when we dream at night we are imagining the entire dream world into existence. I have a simple question..why can't I willingly and consciously materialise a million dollar $ or a hot partner to have sex with? Fundamentally, existentially what exactly is preventing that ? No matter how much time and effort into thinking and imagining an apple (or any object for that matter ) I can't manifest it .what is ,Fundamentally preventing this? in your "radical explanation of God realization " video ,you talked about how in an infinite state of consciousness or "god mode ". . You can literally construct or materialise anything into existence just by imagining it .that sounds like a cool feature of consciousness to me. So what is required to access this "god-mode " and have access to all the "cheat codes "in reality ? So my question summarised : what is preventing me from imaging a unicorn into existence just by thinking about it ? Is it the laws of this universe? But are these laws really "real"? Doesn't that prove that there is an objective external reality that is independent of our mind /consciousness/Imagining? Thanks in advance.

You can have fun all you want .just dont fool yourself into thinking that material possessions will ever make you truly happy . If you ask what does it take to be happy? Well..Nothing at all. I am happy. Happy while employed, unemployed, sick, healthy, single, married, regardless of who is in political office, during COVID, etc. All that is needed for happiness is found within.