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I did it . I fucking did it . I lost my virginity to this hot girl (please no personal questions about the girl. like where she from or whether she is blonde or brunette etc .to save her privacy ) So we both arrived to the hotel in 8th December. I didn't pick up her from his house. She told her family that she is going for a vacation with her girl friends. So we arrived late at night and it was the perfect time. Before I arrive I masturbated to test myself..didn't cum .just was checking if my dick is working. me and this girl were alone. I kissed her and hugged her then I asked her If I can go the shower. She didn't mind .she asked me "do you want me to go to the shower with you ?" That statement turned me on so much .I went to the shower and started checking again if my dick is working. It was .so I didn't feel I need Cialis. . As I was masturbating I heard her get in the outdoor shower. I heard a lot of moaning and went to check on her and I asked her if she was okay and she turns off the water and she walks out of the shower completely naked looking like a goddess..she had big breasts and was curvy. Then she looked at me up and down and she said “I need your help” And I instantly started growing a boner. but as I was talking to her , the horny 14 year old I am I started to get hard and she noticed and asked to touch it. I had to think about it for a minute and then I say sure so then we went inside and she started licking all over my cock and balls, and she was sooo good. It felt amazing and after a while I asked if I could play with her, so I started kissing her neck then her feet and went back up to to her breasts then to her thighs and then to her pussy and it was soooo wet, and I couldn’t get enough of her and she tasted so sweet. After a while I asked if I could put it in. She said yes please, as she grabbed my cock and shoved it deep in her pussy. I went in and out really slow. Then she grabbed my hips and thrusted me deep inside of her pussy, she was moaning super loud and it didn'ttake long for her to cum. and she came a second time but this time was different because she absolutely soaked me in her sweet squirt. Then a few minutes later I came so deep inside her pussy (in the condom of course, so no risk of getting her pregnant).and it was the biggest load I had ever seen. Then after that we made out for a few minutes but she told me to wait there for a minute and she went to her room and after 5 minutes she came out wearing a strapon and she had a bottle of lube in her hand. She said bend over bitch ..so i did then she started to tongue my asshole. After that she put some lube on her finger and slid it in slowly and it hurt but it felt good. So I was ready for the strapon and she lubed it up and stuck it in and I screamed super loud but I told her don’t stop and she kept on pounding my ass and soon after I had the best orgasm of my entire life, and the gape on my tight ass was the biggest gape I will ever see in my lifetime but she was playing with my balls . And man ..I've never ever felt that good my entire life . Then we ate some pizza and went to sleep .I rested my head between her tits and slept like that . That was the first night . Then the next day she told me she doesn't like to have sex In the morning. So we ate something. Played some video games together. And before you know its.it went dark . we started by making out and taking each others clothes off, then once i was naked and she was in her underwear she pushed me against the wall and sucked my dick which at the time was about 5 inches i think. I was so turned on. then she laid out on the bed took her panties and bra off and told me give her oral, which i didnt even know you could do to a girl but she told me how, then we decided it was time to finally do it we did missionary style and were making out and hugging the whole way through and its to this day one of my favorite memories of my life, the intimacy there was something ive never gotten again, it was so special because it was our first time. we were both pretty bad at it but i last about 5 minutes until i pulled out and nutted on her boobs we then cleaned up and put on our underwear and she just laid on top of me and we fell asleep, it was like a scene out of a movie and i think it was the perfect way to lose your virginity We didn't have sex the next day because we were sexually exhausted. Instead we spent our time eating KFC and playing video games and I ordered champagne and we both got drunk and slept on each other's belly. Then the next day we have regained our energy and appetite for sex . Although not fully. Because I orgasmed three times. So I popped two pills of Cialis. we had a wonderful view of the sunset. Then when the night came , We immediately started making out with each other and then she went down on her knees and started sucking me off. I was already hard and she was looking at me seductively. We stripped fully naked and I penetrated her from behind. slowly and soon after 5–10 mins I was fully inside her. Never had I felt our bodies so connected and we started thrusting in sync loving it all. It was over within 5 mins. Thanks to the foreplay she came first. I then came over her face and boobs. We cleaned up and then returned we left the hotel next morning .The experience ended and then we met our friends in the cafeteria. I gave her a wink and she smiled back. He had sex a lot of times before that.(she wasn't virgin, she didn't bleed when I penetrated her). We left today's morning because we were both tired and exhausted after having ejaculated too much . One note I want to add is that sex require physical strength. Unlike masturbating. In masturbation only two muscles are working : Your dick and your hand . But in sex your whole body is performing effort . So if any of you guys have not had sex before ...just know that it's a little bit difficult than masturbation. Also there is performance anxiety which can make your dick limp no matter how hot your partner is or how she is seducing you . In conclusion: This was the happiest week In my entire life .I made some epic memories to remember for the rest of my life And what's more exciting is she told me we can do it again in the future. ??

Yep. I told her early on that I like my asshole liked, fingered ,and fucked .I told her in our second date when I first got to know her that I have some gay tendencies like this one . She didn't mind .I'm really lucky to find an open minded and sexually involved girl like her (I guess it's cuz she ain't Indian ). She is very sexually experienced. (She wasn't virgin) she fucked guys before me ...but I just couldn't care less .I was desperate for sex. She told me if you want to keep taking my clothes off and fuck my brains out, that’s heaven for me. I think a man who shows his desires, lusts to a girl and I doesn't give a shit about all that ..will be more desirable by women.

@Ulax thank man Yeah I just felt I liked it(the anal play ).. It felt really intimate, something only we could share. It Showed that she liked my body as much as I liked hers and sometimes it was not so subtle signal that we were going to get all naughty . But I fucking enjoyed it and that's what matters, okay ?

@Gesundheit2 @blueberries @petar8p @Razard86 @Federico del pueblo @Roy @Jannes Thanks ?

Wohoo I'm feeling on top of the world. The girl I met few weeks ago in college told me she is ready to have protected sex ..I booked a 4-star room in a hotel in Delhi from 8-12 December. Why ? Because I simply can't have sex at my apartment. My apartment is in the same building as a guesthouse. In fact, I’m the only permanent resident here apart from the owners of said guesthouse. And almost on both a daily and nightly basis, I’m “treated” to the sounds of guests who check in for 10 or 15 minutes and then check out again. It’s made me more disgusted with humanity than I ever thought was possible. So that's why I'm shooting for a hotel . However that's NOT my primary concern at the moment. My primary concern is that the last two times I masturbated ..I was so sensitive (because I've been doing nofap since January). I ejaculated in less than 3 minutes. So I don't want that to happen when I fuck this girl..I want this night to last for hours ..I want to absolutely fuck the shit out of this girl .if I ejaculate too early ,it will be a failure. So I need to buy three things : 1-a condom. 2-a spray that reduces the sensitivity of my dick so that I can last longer . 3- a pack of Cialis to help me get it up so that if for any reason I couldn't get hard . This is my first time having sex ever . So I hope you guys overlook my immature excitement. and any sex experts here who had plenty of successful sex before to share how to have a kick-ass amazing sex ?. Oh man! LIFE IS GOOD ?

Lol thanks man ?

Of course it's a form of cheating . But you have to be open-minded about guys .most guys are bisexual but they keep it as a secret. They don't tell anyone about it .so im not sure how did he have the gut to tell it to you explicitly that he wants to sleep with a guy .he should've kept it a secret and not tell you about it .but since he is not doing it behind your back and he is open with you about it ...then you might want to give him some credit for being honest . Like i said If I was a girl and my boyfriend displayed gay tendency I would immediately broke up with him . Why? Because somehow being gay emasculates men. However..if I'm being honest , I'm not sure what should you do. That kinda sucks, not knowing if the person you're romantically and sexually involved with actually swings your gender-way. Maybe try to offer him what he is looking for in a guy. So maybe you should fuck him in the ass if that's what he wants . Option 1: buy a strap-on penis, duct-tape your breasts into your armpits and walk into the bedroom naked with your strap-on hard-on and see if your boyfriend yodels with delight. Option 2: potentially deeply offend your boyfriend by questioning his sexuality and sexual commitment to you. Option 3: be confident in your attraction and attractiveness and your lovability and trust your boyfriend and drop the topic and any associated thoughts and . Do whatever YOU find best. Good luck ?.

Cheating means that he is having sex with someone behind your back, without your knowledge or consent, while you are in a relationship with him. If he had sex with other people before you and he became a couple, that is not cheating on you. If you know that he is going to his male friend’s house to have sex with the friend and you are OK with that, it isn’t really cheating as you’ve said, “Bye, love you, have fun.” as he left. It is when you come home early and find him and a guy in bed together and you had no idea…to me, that is cheating. So yes..being bi can increase the chances of cheating .because you can not only cheat with a woman but also with a man . But if I was a girl and my boyfriend cheated one with another man..then I will immediately dumb him out. I doesn’t matter with whom he cheated, male or female. What matters is that he respected you so little to throw commitment out the window. So he felt embarrassed about being attracted to men and felt horrible for having to see them in secret? It still doesn’t give him the excuse to disrespect your relationship, and disrespect you, the person he supposedly loves so much. You can feel sorry for his internal conflict with sexual orientation without needing to forgive his cheating. Bringing a third person into your sexual encounters won’t fix this. He has broken a trust.

If he is really hot ..why not ? I don't have any red lines when it comes to sexuality. I actually remember in my teenage years the first sexual experience I had was masturbating my dick to the thought of other dick touching mine . So like I'm said I'm pretty bi. however, Technically speaking, i would not be straight anymore but at least bi-curious. But that’s not a big problem as a large percentage of the human population (both men and women) are bi-curious. Some men think that if you don’t have anal sex then you’re still straight. But no, having sex with another man is not straight sex… But i could still enjoy this kind of sex…

Yeah. Just like straight men watching other categories. It’s fantasy, and not representative of someone’s actual sexual preferences, just like how if you watch step-family porn, it doesn’t mean you are actually going to do it or desire to do it with your own real-life family. Now, this obviously changes if you aren’t just watching it casually… if you obsess about it, then you’ve entered something abnormal and might need some professional counseling. Otherwise, it’s fine. Enjoy your preferred kinks and don’t let other people’s subjective opinions bother you too much.they probably are watching or doing waaaaaaaay worse shit than you.

Yep ..that's because she is not Indian. Indian girls are sooo closed off and sexually repressed. They don't meet guys except as a coincidence. I'm pretty privileged that there are multiple and diverse ethnicity in my college. Then I can find more girls who are open sexuallly .

I'm bisexual by a vague definition of the word. My sexuality is quite circumstantial and fluid, so sometimes I'm 50/50 split between men and women, sometimes I'm 60/40.etc I once masturbated to gay porn but it wasn't a satisfying experience. I tried trans porn (girls with penis) and it felt amazing . So no ..I'm not attracted to any body part in the make body except the dick. Unless the guy is a real 10 Chad handsome. Then it's a different story. It's a bit weird, simply because it's still, somehow, taboo. You don't hear about bisexuals in tv. No one talks about how their sexuality is fluid.if they ever mention how they used to be into one gender and now they're into another, they often say it like they were wrong before.. Being with a man is cookie. I don't have to take on typically masculine traits, I don't have to consider adoption, I don't have to listen to “you're too pretty to be gay”. I'm tired, and I'm taking the easy way right now. But after this experience I'm pretty sure I'm like 70% straight and 30%gay .

@KH2 I've said it in the past. One of my biggest sexual fantasies is to get fucked in my ass by a hot a girl . I guess that was after me getting into trans porn .I wasn't like that 5 years ago .I was 100% heterosexual straight. But porn missed up with my mind . But who gives a shit as long as it feels pretty damn good ,right ?

It was a blowjob (she sucked my dick and that's it ) the whole thing lasted few minutes. I didn't fuck her .but this is my first time I fuck a girl in her pussy and alow her to fuck my butthole (because I'm bisexual, I adore women but I also like dicks

I didn't smoke for the past two weeks . I have made up my mind . I don't want anything to do with this habit anymore . I decided to quit cold turkey. I used to smoke about half a pack a day for 5 years. But I've made the decision. Enough is enough . I'm scared shitless of what kind of damage I did to my lungs and to my body as a whole in the last 5 years . I started smoking in high school to impress girls . Didn't know its gonna escalate to a hardcore addiction similar to drug addiction. I'm not joking. This shit is as addictive as hardcore drugs (although I never touched drugs like heroin, I smoked weed once and it just made me feel dizzy and almost drunk and brain fog ). I expect by the end of 2023 I will be completely smoke free and finally liberated from the chains of this habit . So..my plan to quit is as follows: 1-Spend a few days getting mentally prepared to quit. Really getting to the mindset that this shit Is a life and death situation. Its extremely important to quit . 2-Understand that i can NEVER EVER smoke again. Not a single cigarette, not a single puff. When i start bargaining with myself on how it's okay to smoke I must remember there is no such thing as 'just one' or 'just a drag'. Smoking will not make me happy. I Just need to accept this as the truth. 3- Be happy about quitting. I'm not making a sacrifice, I'm kicking an addiction. I should focus on what I gain from quitting not what i lose. I will lose the temporary high that I get from smoking .but I will gain safety from lungs cancer and cardiovascular diseases. 4-The trickiest part is getting in the right mindset, but once I'm there it's golden. Nicotine will be completely out of my system in 3 days, after that I will be getting over the psychological addiction. If i get particularly antsy i must find something to distract myself with .like a lot of walks (i eat a whole lot, unfortunately for my waist line so waking can burn those belly fats ). 5- i must Keep track of how much money im saving. I must look at how much money I'm wasting on buying cigarettes. If I could save that money each month ..I would have a decent amount of money that will help me to open a house and getting married in a few years and getting my shit together in life . I'm thinking of using that extra money that I waste on buying cigarettes to join a gym. 6-i absolutely MUST find an alternative. And here I need your help ,guys . What could be the alternative? It can't be something unhealthy. I thought of video games ,junk food ,porn, sugar (candy)etc..but in my view these are also unhealthy. Not sure if they are as terrible as smoking but I need a healthy alternative. (I will update every day here how it's going with me ). Thank you for reading and any advice appreciated ?.

Right now I can see a person's face ..I can look at his eyes and I can become fully conscious of him . But I cannot be conscious as him. I can only be conscious of him .i cannot penetrate inside his perceptual system and see the world via his eyes . If he was consious ,I would be conscious as him .but since I'm conscious as me and not as him..therefore he is not conscious and I'm the only conscious person In existence. My consciousness is the ONLY fact in existence. The consiousness of other beings is a Fantasy that I'm imagining to create an illusion of reality . So the entire universe is only the bubble of consciousness that I'm conscious of right now . Solipsism isn't bad or crazy..it's the absolute truth. And I'm only having terrible time with it at the moment because I'm going through a process of stomaching it and accepting it .Once I fully accept it...I wouldn't need to share anything on this forum .because I'm only sharing it with myself.

It exists .it's called delay spray In my masturbation sessions I have used several techniques including benzocaine in different doses (spray, gel, etc), thicker, double and triple condoms, quick-burning exercise and I still can’t last more than 3 minute. The orgasm lasts 20–40 seconds, so I have to perform oral sex on this girl before I ejaculate inside her.

She is a girl I met in uni few weeks ago .then I went on two dates with her to a coffee shop and a restaurant and we exchanged Ideas and getting to know each other . She is definitely into me. Because she offered having "intimate time together "(that's how she framed it).if it’s what she wants it’s what she wants. I think people often underestimate how women also get urges, seems like it makes sense considering she’s a single before meeting me I don't think it's an issue at all. I know many ppl will make assumptions that if a woman wants sex right away she's a skank and couldn't want a real relationship but that's just not true and not fair. Also ..I don't have time for long periods of courting before sex. I can't just meet up whenever, it requires arranging some meetings .So when I do find someone I actually like and deem worthy of my limited time more than likely we fucking.

bro..I'm asking how do you distinguish dreams from reality ? Which means how do you know you are not dreaming right now ? How do you know you are in the "real " world right now ? Inside the dream there is a complete universe. It has the appearance of depth and solidity that we also experience when we are awake. The laws of physics are sometimes different and we meet with people who are deceased. However inside the dream, these things appear to be totally normal. They are all created by our mind. We can walk through forests and cities, lie on the beach or make love. We eat, drink and experience the full gamut of life. How can we tell that the waking experience is not a dream? How do we know for sure that when we sleep, that isn’t a waking up experience for another dreamer, the dreamer who is dreaming us? Of course, we know that the waking experience is similar to dreams in many ways. We know that the world our senses perceive isn’t really as it seems. We know that the objects around us aren’t really solid..they are made of atoms which are themselves 99.9999999999999999% empty space. The apparent depth and solidity that we perceive are all creations of the mind. This is, of course, also true of your own body and those of the people around you. Enlightenment is, in a way, realising that the waking world is just a creation of our minds. It is realising that as real and solid as it might seem, the waking world is really just a series of concept and ideas created by our minds. And, off course, the existence of the mind is itself just a dream. Seen at an atomic level, there is no brain, no body and no mind. These are also just ideas. Inside our sleeping dreams, we also perceive bodies who seem to think and act and experience the world around them. Those bodies, brains and minds have no objective reality outside of the mind that is dreaming them. Why, then, is it so hard for people to accept that this world, too, is merely another dream? Accepting that the waking world is another dream, devoid of objective reality outside of our minds, is the secret to permanent peace. It is lucid dreaming in the waking state. We participate in the world, totally accepting that is a dream and acknowledging that the dream has no objective reality. Once we accept that our own concept of self, of the ego, the “I”, is a complete fabrication, it is impossible to take it seriously like we once did. If you were asleep and having a lucid dream (i.e. aware that you are in a dream), would you worry about anything happening inside the dream? Or would you just go along with it and enjoy the ride?

@Gesundheit2 I obviously cannot prove that stones and bricks do not have experience. But suppose they do not have experience; they exist nonetheless. Therefore, the words "experience" and "existence" are meant differently as far as I'm concerned. I don't really know of anyone who thinks and can justify that experience is an element of existence. . Rocks exist, but we have absolutely no evidence that they experience anything. I'm assuming that "experience" means consciously experience. If it just means "stuff happens to the target of the experience" then, sure, stuff happens to rocks. If we go with that definition, then I'd change my answer to yes. If something exists..if it's a form of matter, located in the Universe..then stuff happens to it, even if only on an sub-atomic level.but only YOU have sentience.

The equation has no two sides. Direct experience is all there is . Notice this! Don't argue with me ..just notice it . It's not difficult or impossible to do .you can do it .

Good questions. It's tricky to explain. But i will try my best to explain.. Whoever it is that is conscious in this Universe and reading this sentence RIGHT FUCKING NOW is the ONLY conscious being in existence. So if you are conscious right now ..that means you are the only one . And no one else Is conscious but you. And even if anyone else is conscious..you are them In a different timeline. The bottom line is that there is only ONE conscious experience happening at a time .they are NOT simultaneous. How do you even distinguish dreams from reality ? You are missing the point. That boundary between the dream world and the waking world is imaginary . Do you agree that everyone in your dreams are imaginary and just your own construction of your own mind ? Now just extend this to include even the waking world. However..it is up to you to believe what you want about this issue . I have a complete clarity about it . If by some implausible chance solipsism is correct, I think you would want to spin out whatever stories you have going as long as possible to avoid the loneliness of an empty universe.

this is my own opinion that feels hard for me to say. So no hate please, I don't want to push a belief onto you so please stop reading and don't say anything rude please if you disagree : I just don't see how more than one consciousness can be displayed at a time. I think the universe can only give vision, colors, and thoughts to one person at a time. But I believe all of life shares one being's life anyway. I feel like the universe can only be like one tv screen for everyone's eyes to look at, but inside same body. I guess the one living being would reincarnate forever too because there is not another option for the universe to give life to everyone. (I would think the being is a girl because if everyone had to vote on being male or female the most votes would probably be female) I don't believe life ends after death, especially since the being shared by everyone has so many lives to lose if it dies. I feel like it is impossible for no life to be occurring in the universe at all.. So that would basically grant eternal life and happiness to one being that is not really ‘alone’, not human, but a vessel for all the souls to continue living forever. I wouldn't be exactly happy about it, and I feel like the universe would give everyone their own consciousness if it could be able to. I just think if there actually was more than one life going on at the same time, the original one beings eyesight would have to be a split screen like video games, but split into over 6 billion pieces. Which wouldn't make sense. Solipsism is true .and what's more fascinating is that you can be 10000% sure about . Just study your direct experience carful enough. No need to logic your way into convincing yourself about it as a belief system. Just think for a moment..what's the difference between Leo's bald head that you see on YouTube and Leo's bald head that you see in your dreams? Is there any difference? They are both appearances within your bubble of consciousness. Which is the only thing that exists . And you know this very well. Your denial about it comes from an emotional reaction. It simply doesn't "feel good " to view the world in a solipsistic view . But do you care about truth or how you feel ?that's the question.

And the aliens are conspiracies (don't know the plural of this word ) on the earth by the illuminati . This in the midst of a big galactic war between good guys and bad guys.

Imagine that you go to sleep and you suddenly wake up as an alien in a humanless world, realizing that you had only been dreaming you were a human and that humans were merely a fictional creature that you had dreamt up while sleeping. Too far out there ? Maybe but I haven't found any evidence that makes this impossible. First, I would like to focus on dreaming. We all are familiar with dreaming as we all have experienced dreaming during our sleeps. We happen to be in entirely new situations in those dreams, and I am sure 'out of body' experiences are not rare among the dreams that people have seen. It is true that when we suddenly wakeup from a dream we happen to feel a bit awkward. But after that we carry on with our normal lives as nothing as happened. So I think this will apply even if we are aliens who are in a deep sleep dreaming a life as a human. When we wakeup, we will be aliens and nothing more. When I think about the themes that this scenario implies, I would like to clarify a few things: 1) Do you believe in presence of aliens? 2) Do they have a consciousness? 3) If yes, is it similar to our consciousness and can we think of the shared consciousness including their consciousness? 4)if the universe contains billions of galaxies..isn't it u unprobable that humans who live on this tiny little rock that is floating around in the middle of nowhere(earth) are the only sentient beings in a seemingly infinite universe?