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@Yeah Yeah you are hilarious do you know that ?your sense of humour is enough to keep you alive .

I don't think there Is any bigger joy in life than a cute little boy or cute little girl calling you dad or mom .. Arguable but that's something I came to appreciate and proitize in my life ever since I became an uncle . I'm totally focusing on getting my stuff handled in life so that I can get married and have kids . If you'd ask me as little as two years ago I would say fuck wedlock and fuck kids ..I just want to be a player and sleep around with hunders of girls ..Don Jon lifestyle . But it is true that your priorities and your interests in life can and do change as you grow up and age and gain some actual life experience. I started to appreciate the distinction between sex and intimacy. Sex is not enough .and sex is not that difficult to get to be honest with you ..all you need is some money basically. But you can't buy things like intimacy..love..connection ..caring ..etc with money alone. I do think that these things like marriage and raising a family and kids is one of the most important aspects of life. I didn't realize that when I was younger because of obvious teenage immaturity and because I have no frame of reference of this..until my sister got married and I became an uncle . And that's actually my number one goal right now in life. I will put philosophical and figuring existence out on hold and focus more on that goal I just mentioned. After all I'm not going to ever reach any levels of understanding existence deeper than what Leo have reached and have shared in his channel for free .I'm forever grateful to Leo and I have all of his profound videos saved .but for now I need to shift into more down to earth stuff.

From my experience the best time to meditate or practice any spiritual things is around 3 AM. During this time your "soul" becomes the most active . And this is not new age bs ..because there is something called the biological clock. For example your body releases melatonin as soon as the sun sets to prepare you for sleeping..and testosterone reaches its peak around 8 AM..and that's why most guys wake up with a boner in the morning. So every timezone during the day has its own suited activity. From my experience as a night owl I can assure you that past midnight is the time where you can tap into your spiritual aspect or call it whatever you want . You will get the deepest insights if you contemplate during that time .the stillness and the quietness that comes before the rat race begins (3-5 AM) is when you should spend some time alone . And you have a right to spend some time alone . Spending some time alone all by yourself can literally cure depression..cure suicidal thoughts ..cure craziness etc . If you live with your family or friends or any kind of roomates you should definitely leave the house every other day and sit alone in some park preferably late at night when there are not that much people hanging out and just sit alone and watch what will happen.

Not following what becoming a brain dead retard has to do with knowing while you are still alive what happens after death . So you might need to expand on that . You can't know what happens when you die while alive BY DEFINITION. If you are alive then you are not dead ..if you are dead you are not alive .

You will die and find out . That's 100% guaranteed. No rush needed.That's something right? You will know the answer sooner or later . How does that change your outlook on life and death ? Why are you asking when all the answers are inevitably going to be revealed once you die? Because you are afraid and you want to know right now ? But that's just not possible. And it's pointless to stress yourself out about an impossibile thing.

Thanks .I get it . Deep question. I have no answer I'll leave that one to people more experienced than me . 🙏

@Arthogaan I understand .what I meant is these kinds of questions don't usually have an end game . Because your notion of God is too loaded with anthropomorphizing God. Make up your mind Whether God is conscious agent who does things with intention and free will or just unbiased impersonal inevitable infinite flow of everything that is possible. Much love brother .deep inquiry.

But why are you talking as though God is some separate creature sitting up there who knows where doing stuff ?

@ivankiss sure ..good luck meditating properly now if you are super hungry or some blonde bombshell is giving you a lapdance. I'm speaking relatively mister smartarse.

Good . For me it's not exactly the morning but the dawn. Good luck 🤞.

Kindly explain what has that got to do with OP and welcome back brother. Thanks.

Why are you suicidal? What makes you want to kill yourself?

It's quite a story . Leo dropping that video telling the watcher "you are the only conscious entity in the universe ". Then taking it down immediately because "people " aren't mature enough to handle it . But other random youtubers reuploded the video and I listened to it multiple times ..many many times . And I resonated with what Leo was saying because that's exactly what I've been feeling for my entire life but couldn't put it into words . But notice this : If the solipsism video is true then the solipsism video is false ..because the solipsism video says there is only me and the solipsism video is made by Leo telling me there is only me .so If he is right then he is wrong . Get that ?

Only a depressed person would say such a thing. It's relative whether eternal existence is good or bad. If you live forever in heaven with 72 virgins then what's terrifying about that? If you spend an eternity in a hell realm then that lmight be terrifying. But the the most important point is that eternity is not endless time ..its timelessness. Just like in deep sleep. No . Think about it for a second..If you cease to exist forever and ever in the most literal sense possible that would be bad. All philosophers agree that existence is better than non-existence. I understand life can be a bitch sometimes..but the Very fact that we exist at all to experience this world is really mind-blowing. And in fact the logical conclusion that follows from our existence right now being a brute fact is that existence is eternal and immortal. It didn't originate /began nor will it ever vanish /disappear completely.

Spot on 🙏

@Leo Gura hi Leo . i hope you are having great time .I have an idea that's been bugging me for a while ..so the YT channel is almost more than a decade age . And you talk about fascinating stuff especially your metaphysics..yet still the dark background and your face talking .I mean obviously at some point you need to add some non copyrighted videos ...maybe reaction videos ..maybe some intersection between you and lectures of other gurus .etc like for example your strangeloop episode there was a lot of graphics and that obviously made the episode more interesting. Are you thinking of doing anything from what I mentioned here ?

Wtf did I just read ? So having kids is satan on earth? Its the ultimate evil? Aren't marriage and reproduction an instict that any normal healthy human craves ? Your argument is that we are "programmed " to do it therefore we shouldn't do it ? Might as well stop eating and drinking and sleeping because we are also "programmed " to do them. You are a human chimpanzee..you want to eat and fuck . Don't kid yourself .

Hard to make anything of one ambiguous statement.

@theoneandnone oh thanks appreciated. So this is not your first account or i misunderstood something ?You didn't clarify though what do you mean by annihaliting everything. The only cure to solipsism is to stop thinking about it and stop causing yourself headaches about it .

Idk are you hinting at suicide ? Just don't do it. Death ain't a joke .and fuck solipsism btw.

No I appreciate you . I totally agree if you mean libertarian free will is an illusion . We need free will to be real to get married? All the billions of married couples in the world have free will and you don't?

I addressed this point already. Our ancestors lived a natural life . They hunt and eat and sleep as soon as sun sets .they meet face to face and they marry . Now everything is artifical and fake . You will definitely change your mind once you get it that we are social animals and we do need each other's. We are social creatures .man needs woman and woman needs man. There is literally no other purpose to life at the physical level other than survive and reproduce . So let's say you become rich and successful..you've handled basic survival needs .what now ? First thing that should pop in your head is "time to have a girlfriend or wife ". Its precisely because of all the suffering women ebdure to birth a child and raise them that they want children more than men. Imagine a fucking living breathing human creature literally emerging out of your womb 😂..you will literally love it more than you love yourself . Victim mentality.

What fuss exactly? Let's assume for a moment that you are correct ..doesn't that actually a point in my case which I'm claiming here (that marriage is an important factor of living the good life )? What differentiates us from animals and cave men thousands of years ago ? Of course I'm aware that we are not living in the 50s anymore and that it's 2025 already and marriage is not needed to have sex or have a romantic partner or even to have kids legally (in some countries it does though ). But like I said ever since I started visiting my sister's husband and kids I changed my mind . I used to think wtf is wrong with married people but your outlook in life might change as you grow and gain life experience. You don't want to die alone when it's time to "go" right? Because women want children more than men. Women need a man to take responsibility of them and protcect them. Men want to fuck and done ,run away 😂 But still there is obvious benefit and elevation of your quality of life and level of maturity if you become a father and work to feed your kids . You might not be able to see this in a young inexperienced age though . Bro you sound like an antinatalist nihilistic guy.

So you seriously believe that married people would just get married to show-off for other people "oooh look how cute and happy we are together holding each other's hands "? Also if we stopped having kids then human race will go extinct. I don't blame you though .I was thinking exactly like you when I was 17 yo.

I must say as well the first few days were full on hell landscape. I use cigarettes to cope with stress . Like when I go to buy bread and I have to cut through crowded hungry mofos to buy the freshly baked bread I need to chew on a 🚬 and blow some steam outta my chest to deal with the absolute nonsense of society.