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@Judy2 brilliant . now take off the sane mask you've been wearing your whole life and go dance randomly in the bathroom.

@Salvijus 1+1×2^5 =tomato soup. Insanity is everything and everywhere ready to be unleashed. Only your ego aka devil is suppressing it .if you are not conscious of how crazy you are ..then what good is your awakening? See its very easy to ruin your mind with a dynamite. Cause your sanity is a house of cards .

Where is this going ? Locate the fucking truth in your experience right now and quit playing . High fives!

They're are synonymous. You can call it cheesecake if you want . Don't get lost in what is the right name to slap on top reality . you think you are "Anton Rogachevski "? That's a label that was sticked on you when you were born .you could've been called Shakira or Katy Perry.

You are saying it like "meh ..experience just is ...so fucking what ". Boy do you realize there is nothing else that you can say you know about reality? Today the electricity has been shut down in my city for two hours .I couldn't cook or even drink cold water .I wondered where does energy come from ? From food ? Where does food come from? From nature ? Where does nature come from ? Go ahead and squeeze your brain into aches and try to come up with an answer . Energy doesn't get created nor destroyed. Didn't you take that in physics class in middle school ? Energy/nature / reality/ God etc ...JUST IS.

You can't have correct ontology without getting your epistemology right first . It's like you want to eat the dessert before the main dish. No. Belief is not required at all .why should have Beliefs about truth when you are directly experiencing truth right now ? And don't tell me this is obvious as fuck and so what ...because you don't get it yet .its right in front of you but you still don't get it .

As long as you believe you are a human being and you are part of the earth then you do have many shitty days coming along your way and lessons to learn. Because as you like to say Karma exists .look at your own life . you are a grown ass man ..married..have a family and stable life .are you happy ? I mean REALLY happy ?.. Do you still suffer as soon as you give up the idea of your humanhood and start investigating the truth..that you were never born and you never die..until that time you will appear to suffer. Suffering is one side of the coin called life .its inevitable. Therefore a wise man seeks to discover who he is and become free from Suffering and have unconditional happiness. If such a thing even exists .

You shouldn't do anything. But yes if you want to arrive at truth then you should deconstruct skepticism. Only if you should arrive at truth .but who said you should arrive to truth? See what I'm saying ? Why can't you enjoy being clueless? Anything you can't see ..touch ..smell ..taste..feel or experience is not true . If you say " but I also experience these things in a dream and the dream is illusory ".. The answer is that dreams are NOT illusory .they are as real as "real life ". Truth is just what is .

@Anton Rogachevski This is a deep question. Like as deep as it gets .it requires writing walls of text . I suggest researching epistemology..Epistemology is a subfield in philosophy concerned with the question of how do we know stuff . Like should we use the senses or intellect or both or neither ..etc Generally I would say to be epistemically rigorous : 1-nothing is obvious. 2-nothing should be taken for granted. 3- everything is under a sharp razor of investigation..and if something is not true or doesn't make sense then it can suck my nuts.

Because simple-minded people need to hear superstitions to fall asleep to . There was no ASMR thousands of years ago .

@Anton Rogachevski in truth there is neither a god nor a devil .both are metaphorical. Its a metaphore for the eternal fight between You and you .

Not true . Do you realize that suffering is the catalyst for people seeking spirituality and truth ? If everything is going well in your life why should you care about freedom from suffering or enlightenment? It's precisely because suffering exists that spirituality exists .

It's actually the reverse. Deep sleep isn't present when you are awake .it's the opposite. You are imagining Deep sleep .there is an experience of going to bed and an experience of waking up .the actual time when you are asleep is not experienced .just because when you wake up and see few hours have passed and you don't remember anything during them ..then you assume I was asleep.

Its simple ...God is the devil . This is where stage blue folks go bananas when they hear .

True . Although a bit just imitating leo but still true . Sanity is an illusion. Everyone are insane deep down but they cover it with hypocrisy and kissing people's asses to just survive and fit in society and not end up in insane asylum.

This ^ are the thoughts which I referred to . Don't fixate on the thoughts .fixate on the space between them .it's like a musical rhythm. It goes up and down like a zigzag. Focus on the low pitch tone (silence) not On the high pitch tone (thoughts ).

@Davino Nice got it thanks for the analogy . God in itself and whether you are conscious of God are apparently two separate matters . Point is im god anyways so i can't lose this game even if I tried to 😂. I will return back to my godhood even if after a 100000000000000000000 incarnations.

I am an atheist( i dont believe in a god in the clouds judging me ).. so I don’t believe that my life has any meaning for the afterlife. But I do believe that it has meaning in the here-and-now. Yeah ... okay..I’m going to run the rat race for maybe 40–60 more years and then die. But the meaning of my life isn’t objective or exists independently out from my own fabrication . I get meaning from watching CR7 screaming "siuuuuuu" but does that matter ? Blasphemy is normal just like masturbation is normal . Try to cum while shouting " fuck Jesus " and I promise you after that you will become enlightened forever.

It's kinda like the taxi driver who keeps rambling with you while driving you to your destination. It can be very annoying especially if you have social anxiety or don't like to talk to strangers. The solution is counterintuitive..Try to annoy them instead of them annoying you .keep talking about everything under the sun until they beg you to shut up .and in that way you've developed some socialization skills as a bonus .

When did you realize that nothing matters ?(I'm assuming you've realized it already). i think I was maybe nine or ten years old. I was in my bed at night thinking about life and what to make of it. Then somehow I realized it was all empty.. everything. I cried the rest of the night. Some time early in the morning my mother came in asking me what was the matter. I said “you will die..dad will die..I and every one else will die.” she told me yes honey but you will live your life first. “No you don’t get it" I responded. YOU WILL DIE ONE DAY.this fact alone if grasped fully can totally make you totally liberated and you might outsmart Ramana Maharshi himself in a spiritually nihilistic debate about existence.

I think what we say when we say "God" is all encompassing. I think that you are making distinctions between "emptiness" and "God" . What you are experiencing right now and all that could ever exist is God. But yea if there is only God... It's neither simple nor complex because it can only be compared to itself. God is beyond distinction but also includes all the distinctions which it imagines.

Well what do you think "God in its purest form " is if not nothingness/pure emptiness/formlessness etc ?

Ur welcome . No I don't use guided meditation . I don't even meditate that much . I meditate maximum 1 hour in the morning of my day offs from college. I just simply watch the blank space between thoughts. And that's it . That's all it takes to calm down your monkey mind chatter and relax and enjoy the present moment. Because that's all there is to do in life . I mean imagine you have so much free time ..what the fuck are you gonna do with your life? Yes you can try this and that ..but at the end of it all you will be back to baseline and bored. So all that is left is to just bask in being and chill out on nothing.

You're welcome bro . Not to give your ego a stroke but whenever I see you chiming in in a topic I just go like "finally someone who is ACTUALLY awake in this forum 😂 ".

Bro this is dope as fuck . Is it written under the effect of drinking 🍻? What's that you're about to take a sip from in your pfp 😂? Much love man . 🙏