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I'm well aware of this line of thinking. Its like asking a person in your dreams if they are or aren't dream characters. Of course their answer won't be reliable. But maybe that's just how the dream state works .what makes you think the waking state is similar ?

This reminds me of your god-forsaken solipsism video..you literally said that you don't have conscious experience of your own and that I'm imagining you teaching me solipsism. I was really convinced about that back then and I made a (not well thought out ) thread here that I've awakened to solipsism. Now that I think about it ..I don't find any compelling evidence that solipsism is true . It just seems true because it seems like my bubble of consciousness is all there is . But at the same time ..I'm not able to imagine a million bucks into existence. So I'm not sure . I prefer to remain skeptical until I'm more certain.

? wait till you awaken to "Alien Bullshit ". Where did I insult people? Can you please show me an example? So let me get this right ..you are saying everyone on this forum only exist In YOUR MIND..yet they are "relatively " less conscious than you ..which is something you're imagining ? Then who are you angry about? People that don't even fucking exist outside your mind ?? Then Why ban Nahm ,Gesundheit, Consilence, and now Moksha on the way ?

@Jowblob you are biased against me . I'm not sure why . But I won't engage with you unless you show some respect. Behave yourself.

My dude ..did you even read what I said? Isn't it funny that what you call "AWAKENING " is solipsism and the fact that there is only you (or me or whatever) yet at the same time you claim that "others " are not AWAKE ? How would you walk yourself out of this contradiction?

@Leo Gura If you were the only mind and consciousness around here you wouldnt try to talk to us since you would know its pointless. What would you do if everyone on this forum leave because of your arrogance? You would then have no one to teach . BTW its obvious as the fucking sunlight in the middle of the day that all of you're doing recently is for the purpose of selling your new course ?. Not that I won't be the first one who purchases it ..but try to be less than obvious ?.

I recently been contemplating insanity.. in my experience the border between sanity and insanity is crossed when I lose the ability to discern what is true and what Is false. Insanity is nothing but deviation from consensus about the way "objective reality" is. If someone says "the earth is flat" he goes against that consensus. Crazy. If someone says "I can talk to dead people" he deviates from that consensus. Nuthead... If someone says "I'm God and so are you" he acts subversively towards "objective reality". Crucify him etc... All these statements have the same overarching theme: "there is no objective reality" And this goes against absolutely everything. so society responds "well..we can't let that happen... this is threatening the survival of every idea and identity of each and everyone who plays our game. What are we to do with such people? Ostracize them..Ridicule them..Put them away in the insane asylum. For example this video of Leo might cause you to become insane if you actually allowed what Leo is saying to sink in . The idea that YOU will experience EVERYTHING. Every single possibility that could ever possibly exist . I guess Leo doesn't believe in this anymore because he now claims that only direct experience is true and everything else is just concepts . Think back to the last time when you felt very nauseous or were badly sick.. note that feeling..and note your unwillingness to be in that state. Now think back to the last time you were enjoying a chocolate bar..or watching a porn movie you liked..and note your willingness to be in the state. This is a burning question for me? Why is one easy..and why is one hard? Why not the other way round? All we know as a human.. For literally NO REASON. one sucks. One is not easy. All reasoning to why pain sucks is bullshit. This is DEAD SERIOUS business. To get out of insanity you must carve a distinction between what is ACTUAL and what Is CONCEPTUAL. Insanity only exists in your mind and your mental fantasy. Direct experience is always true and your thoughts about what might it be or what might happen in the future is never true .

To wake up one day and find all men dead and there is only me and all the women In the world .and to have every girl in this world to me lol. Has anyone here ever wished this before ? I know it's farfetched and crazy but it is what it is I guess ?. Also ..I like my girlfriend's mouth better than pussy ..I like blowjob more than penetration..anyone else here like me ? Even when I watch porn ...I watch the blowjob part and skip the missionary and the doggy etc ..but I do like the money shot .

How do you know it doesn't mimic the effect ? Have you experienced vaginal orgasm before ? The G-spot in males is inside their ass near the prostate ..if you cum through your dick while at the same time finger your ass ...then Trust me ..you will experience earth shattering female-like orgasm.

Finger your butthole.

How could they when I'm handsome as fuck ?

Honestly I've reached a level of consciousness that is unimaginable low just few hours ago..and I became conscious that God is separate from me and from the universe. OK please let me explain..of course there cannot be separation between God and his creation because reality is infinite and all those boundaries dissolve at the highest level. But I'm totally and utterly not God-realized . I'm not awake. Because I asked god for help after my girlfriend left me . And I cried for his help .and I felt that I'm just powerless weak little human that has no clue in the midst of the darkness . Most of us think that the God is a very powerful entity residing in heaven or somewhere else watching over us with some crystal ball or something alike. He has taken something (or nothing) and created the Universe and us. But the truth is much more mysterious and intriguing. The Universe is just a fraction part of the God. There are infinite number of Universe exist but the god is one. The universe is materialistic.. It is bounded with time.. space and dimensions. God is Omniscient..Omnipotent..AND Omnipresent. Yet you can relate to God as other than you . Its simply beyond our imagination. Because how much you can imagine .. God is beyond that. So if you are not conscious that you are God. Be honest with yourself just like what I'm doing here and start treating God as the sky daddy that you pray to .

? it goes full circle though ..so usually when you hit your lowest low ..you come out the other side into your highest high . Does it feel better to be God or to pray to God? I discovered that praying to God as an other is one of the most satisfying experiences you can ever possibly find in this shitty existence. ?

Haha nah bro I'm being serious. Life will test your ass . If you think you're God..you gotta be zillion % dam sure of that .because in the first test that life will put you in ...you will cry like a woman in her period . It can be something as stupid and trivial as not being able to poo. Hahaha

I know that that's right .but I'm not conscious of it right now .

No worries bro.thanks for your apology ? it's not like I'm not prone to mental masturbation. So your critcisms might be valuable for me.

Like I said I don't really know..but there is some truth to what you're saying..I mean you can look at it from a scientific perspective..When one ends life..it only make space for other forms of life. All carbon. nitrogen .hydrogen oxygen, and other elements that build human being and any other life on Earth do not change in moment of death. Nothing happens. Same elements will be used to build other form of life very soon. Death doesn’t exists. We silly monkeys.. made that up in our heads. Even if When life ends.. death do not occur..another life is formed.

Great question. The only correct answer (even though I might be disappointing for you )..is NOBODY KNOWS! The body might disappear magically for no reason at all . Isn't that how you was born ? You just magically popped out of nowhere? What makes you think this body will die ?what if starting from age 60+ you start becoming young again ..? Or million other crazy possibilities? But you see you are deeply convinced by society and culture that this body will drop dead someday . The truth is both death and immortality are beliefs.

How so ? Can't you distinguish between concepts in your mind with physical reality? No I don't do that . Again..Taking DMT is not imaginary if you actually take it ..death is imaginary until you actually die .but the difference between death and snorting some substance up your ass is clear .one can be verified in quick way and the other is impossible to verify .of course I expect you to know which is which . I don't care about what Leo says .I'm not parroting Leo. I'm taking about direct experience. In direct experience there is no such thing as "death " except a THOUGHT in your mind . I won't repeat again. This should be easy to understand if you actually cared to understand me instead of calling me a Leo parrot. What did I say that makes me arrogant? I really don't get it. You asked a good question and I shared with you my thoughts on the subject. I'm not trying to sound smart .I'm literally telling you the correct answer to your question. Of course it's correct for me .if it's not for you.. then throw it in the trash bag. Good luck ?

Yes you would be imagining closing your eyes until you actually close them .Once you close them It would not be imagination anymore . Same with death .you are imagining it until it actually happens. The question is :will it ever actually happen?

Ok

You don't get it . It's more radical than that . You say "what happens to my visual field when this body ceases to function ". "This body will not live forever ". Actually..YOU ARE IMAGINING THAT RIGHT NOW . isn't that what's happening? What evidence (scientific or otherwise) do you that "this body will not live for eternity "? Death at all levels is just a belief.

You're imagining death . There's actually zero evidence that death is real . But don't listen to me ..I'm probably a nutcase

Gotcha. Here's a Salvia trip report from one of our members here ..he post it a while ago ..see if you resonate with what he is saying : it's absolutely ineffable. It tore me apart and reassembled me in the outer layers of infinity, and this kept happening forever, for all infinity. And when I say forever I mean forever. It showed me worlds that are so beyond this one that describing even the tiniest part could fill 500 books and not get even remotely close. It showed me all levels of existence, and then threw me out of them as if they're nothing. It's simply unimaginable, no words could come close, or touch this experience in any way imaginable. If you've ever done some psychedelic and broken through, multiply that by a million and it's still a tame experience in comparison. It breaks reality. This experience happened more than a decade ago and I'm still collecting the pieces. I honestly have no idea what the fuck happened. It's hard to talk about because while I faintly remember the experience, I just know I can't English it because it would be like trying to stick a fork into the moon. I know this doesn't help much but I literally can't share the experience not because I don't want to but because it was out of this world and as such, unable to be mapped to any concept from this world. If you ask me, it was beyond even death. I was infinity, forever. How I ever found a way back to my body is a mystery. It was the weirdest thing that ever happened to me by a factor of one trillion. This should go without saying but please do NOT take Salvia. I haven't benefited much from this experience, other than being shown that everyone is completely full of shit and nobody actually knows what's going on. If you're going to do psychedelics, take any "lesser" psychedelic, they are far easier to integrate. Even DMT, while I haven't done it, doesn't sound like it has the potency of Salvia. I've read hundreds of trip reports from DMT and not a single one mentioned being stuck in infinity or experiencing months or years in another world. Salvia CAN take you there. So can Datura. Stay away from those two.