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She's cute.

No ! I'm saying something more radical (sorry for pulling a Leo 😂)..I'm saying you don't understand anything at all . You don't understand why your teapot exists .you can use science and trace it back to the big bang ..but science stops at the big bang ..and philosophy stops at reality being infinite and eternal..and religion stops at God..and everyone are making shit up and no one really grasps what the fuck is going on .

Actually the more "high quality " it is the more garbage-like it is . You are just not connecting the dots . Softcore regular porn doesn't arouse me ..I watch clips with detailed plots ..If you want I can pm you the names of the brand or I mean the website or the porn channel. I get it you are just being yourself no worries .

I always thought he was just your twin..but now ..I have no doubt that he isn't

@Princess Arabia listen my love ..I understand exactly where you're coming from ..I dig it ..don't judge ..it's all meaningless vibrations and fake moans from a fucking screen showing pixels of 10 guys cumming bukaku on a teen girl's face ......yada yada Listen ..Every single male on the entire planet watches porn and wanks his Johnson every once in a while ..and any dude who denies this is simply a blatant liar 🤥. Doesn't matter if he is single or in a relationship with Scarlett johansson or Shakira....same same .. This absolutest philosophy of yours won't cut it when it comes to practical issues. Stop this spiritual nihilism. Things have meaning. Relative of course but still . If Porn is no biggie then why it's prohibited to post porn here ? What's wrong with profanity ? You gotta be careful. . I really am not here to argue or get in conflicts with anyone. I understand your post yes. Really I am not trying to hurt anyone or start a war with another user. Also I accept all the character flaws you are pointing out. This type of advice might be in line with absolute truth yet isn't handy .

@Xonas Pitfall @Keryo Koffa

@Xonas Pitfall where's your twin?

Did you just assume his/her gender?

Yep. It's absurd right ? if you stopped imagining anything on top of what's "actual" ..you will see that the only actual thing is nothing . Try it. I dare ya .

That's how it was back in my teens (15_19) Nowadays what's more important than nutting is the 8 Gigabit collection of the hottest porn scenes . Bro I watch high quality mind blowing porn ..forget about brazzers and that kinda boring nonsense. I watch cinematic artistic porn..it has hooked my brain and got me by the balls .

Understanding is the biggest illusion. Nobody understands anything about anything. And my mind is fixed on this .even science admits this ...science describes how reality is as it is ..but never explains why is there something rather than nothing .

That's correct. But you don't have access to the cheat codes . Otherwise go ahead and materialise for me a chicken biryani dish because I'm starving right now in college 😂. You see..you have denied yourself the access to the rules of reality deliberately to make life more fun and exciting or adventures. My comment was meant to shed light on this naive view of yours about reincarnation and mahasmadhi. As if you are literally a video game character in a video game world with a lifetime span and second trials .it's not like that bro .

It's simple . Just quit all spiritual work for a while and go have fun . Smoke. Drink .go chit chat with some cute chicks .Cinema. shopping etc Listen to your body .learn self-love and self-care . What are you deprived from? If you are deprived from tasty food ..go to a fancy restaurant. If you are deprived from intimacy..go have a bunch of sex . It's really just like how we as kids did in the summer break after school..you just forget about all the bullshit you've learned throughout the year and just enjoy beachy 🏖 vacation.

No need to apologise. So let me get this straight ..you're saying that toxic garbage called porn isn't inherently bad..wrong ..or problematic at all ? Weird coming from a woman .

Could be . Either way i don't think at all that the problem is in my therapist. I've spoken with him a ton and he helped me with my anxiety. I will stress this point again : I could care less about masturbation. I don't masturbate that often nor does it even cross my mind that I should have a wank . Yet ..I watch porn every single day . That is what is problematic. I'm addicted to watching porn and downloading new movies. Kinda like making a collection of porn hits . That's the proplem. It has nothing to do withy libido ..my dick ..my balls ..my testosterone levels etc...It has to do with my BRAIN.

@Princess Arabia why splitting hairs ?

Bro life is not a video game .

Bro life is not a video game .

@Carl-Richard it's a waste of time arguing with Razard86. He just can't be wrong . Can there be two infinities? In math classes in high-school..did you study that infinity +infinity =infinity ? And infinity × infinity = infinity ? What is oneness ? What is nonduality ? What does it mean to say reality is made of the same substance? Is the thing that is aware of this present moment within me different from the thing that is present within you ?

To me ..enlightenment is not that you get to know something. Its the realization that you know absolutely nothing. .completely .and to be OK with that and not finding it troublesome . To be at peace with not knowing. You barely know 1% of all there is to know . I'm only saying this to not be extreme .the truth is you literally do not know anything. Period Also enlightenment is the realization that everything is OK .everything is alright. No matter what happens .it's all gonna be good at the end .as the saying goes "everything will be okay at the end .If it's not okay ..then it's not the end ". Enlightenment is realizing everything Is you . Not to be confused with solipsism. But all other people in the essence are essentially you . But they have consciousness just like you . Enlightenment is realizing everything is inevitable. Each atom In the cosmos follows the laws of physics. Everything is preordained from the beginning-less beginning. Enlightenment is realizing that you don't need anything. You lack nothing. you are perfect and complete just the way you are . And finally...Enlightenment is realizing you are the creator of reality. You created this universe. Nobody else .and there is nothing to do but just to relax and enjoy the ride knowing that all is well .

Because there is literally no such thing as death if you are conscious enough. If you are not conscious of immortality then you are not awake. I once sat down and started questioning what happens after I die ? And I wanted to get a direct answer from within myself. Not go to YouTube or Google for the answer. And all the sudden I got this skeptical idea that "wait a minute ...how do I even know that death is real ?". I mean I never experienced it before . Then I thought about what happens when you die In a dream .you simply wake up . So it is that when you die in "real life " that you simply awaken to a higher level of reality beyond the "real life " level (just like how you awaken from nightly dreams to real life). Or. Like literally if I just jump off a cliff or shoot myself in the head ..still I won't die . I'm stuck in this world forever .

I Take Zyprexa ..Invega ..Prozac.. & Zoloft . My therapist have prescribed them to me two years ago because I suffered from anxiety and panic attack . And I still take them daily . Tbh I'm not sure about their technical classification. But they are psychiatric pills . Which are generally known from affecting erection of the penis . But as I said ..I didn't even masturbate for few months now . But no day has passed without watching pornhub .

Why do you want to die ? Life is beautiful if you master it . Stop this childishness. I'm spouting tough love because I want the best for you brother .

Go to India.