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I agree . If you read the rest of the post , that’s exactly what I added .

I want to express something which I comprehend . But I’m failing . Because it can’t be said. For if I say it I would spend all of eternity talking about it. Because as reality is endless and contains endless details and never-ending flow , I would need to catch up with every new moment within the ever changing world. To explain to you what reality is and how it works , I would need to keep talking forever , but to no avail . the notion of “Absolute Truth “ is very problematic in my mind. Reaching the Absolute Truth is usually imagined as discovering a piece of information ,or a sentence ,or an insight that would make everything finally snap into its place forever . But an insight is a kind of understanding. Understanding is a form of thoughts. Thoughts never stop changing. The Absolute Truth as a static thing which is imagined as a great profound clarity and understanding of everything, is impossible. Because, everything changes . The insight won’t stay glued into your possession forever . The statement “ Absolute Truth is X” is no longer true as soon as I finish uttering this statement. So where is the absolute truth? It’s gone . And then I read a scientific article and I’m thinking about how to improve my health . A different thought occupies my mind now . Do I have to keep repeating to myself “Absolute Truth is X” nonestop ? Every time I say it .. it’s gone . consider this statement “ human beings are evolving collectively towards holistic unification of every single disagreement regarding what is the correct political position that brings equality and heaven on earth to all people “ is this statement true ? No . Why ? Because maybe there are no such things as human beings . Because reality is a flow of never ending changing unfixed boundaries. There is no such thing as “ a human being “ which is always the same thing for two split seconds . To have complete understanding of reality and to tell it to others ,you need to spend endless time , as endless as reality itself talking without even making 0% progress. Because all of that talking disappeared. You have to start again . Obviously you will fail again . then there is this thing we all know but can never be said . please discuss. thanks . A Leo quote: “ When your understanding of Reality gets high enough, Reality becomes a never-ending mystical experience. That's the point.“

No . you are eternal . existence never began , therefore will never end . you are part of existence. Correct ? The human body is part of this existence. Therefore ,you are NOT a separate thing from existence. You are interwoven with it . Therefore, and this 100% logical and rational,not beliefs or wishful thinking , you are existence itself . please , pause and think before you rush to debunk . if what I’m saying is true then you , not the human body , but existence itself ,will always exist forever. does that make sense ?

@Inliytened1 Ok that’s it . I’m done here with you for now . You don’t get to tell me what should I do . “Wise up and agree with me that the word I can’t even spell correctly is true “ nope .

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This isn’t solipsism. This is epistemological nihilism. You don’t get to pull things outta your butt . https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Solipsism what solipsism Which says dimensionless ? Solipsism says you are not reading these words right now. Only me reading these words now is all that exists . The ONLY reason this seems true because we can’t imagine infinite dimensions. A two dimensional universe would think there is no such thing as a three dimensional universe. is this world where you are right now dimensionless or has three spatial dimensions? It has. Reality being infinite in all dimensions cannot be limited to these words on your screen right now .

Think of it this way : this world is three dimensional in space and one dimensional in time . You have length ..depth and width . And you have time moving from past to present to future. These dimensions limit your ability largely such that if there is a 4th dimension you can’t even imagine it . Just like a two dimensional sentient creature can’t imagine what the third dimension is like . If God is inifinite in all attributes..infinite knowledge ..infinite power.. infinite consciousness etc then it can’t be comprehended from the lower dimensions . The only way to grasp god is again through becoming literally god which is just another word for the Absolute Infinite reality . It’s all YOU and it’s All ME anyways because there can only be ONE absolute infinity . But solipsism says this limited three dimensional universe is the totality of all that there is which contradicts the infinitude of God .

@Inliytened1 Like I said, I’d rather not discuss solipsism right now. It’s a different topic for a different day. And honestly , we’ve already beaten that dead horse into another dimension. There doesn’t seem to be any real consensus on this forum. It’s basically 50% “solipsism is true” and 50% “solipsism is bullshit.” At this point..the topic has officially lost the plot..lost the trend and probably lost the will to live. 😂 Like, fuck solipsism honestly lol.It reminds me of masturbation. Half the planet says it’s good for you. the other half says it’s destroying your soul..testosterone..chakras and possibly the Roman Empire. Meanwhile the sensible answer is probably: dudes, just use some common sense. If you’re single and genuinely sexually frustrated and your boner doesn’t want to sleep like god lol then you need to relieve yourself then go ahead and bust one and carry on with your life. But if you’re doing it eight times a day because you’re bored and it’s turning into an addiction that’s messing with your health and life maybe put the damn thing down and take a walk. 😂 Anywas this thread isn’t about solipsism. The topic here is what sleep actually is because apparently that is the new trendy rabbit hole in online spiritual discourse. if God is conceived is absolute, infinite, and eternally conscious, then God would not need sleep because God could never lose his consciousness because god is absolute indestructible consciousness with no opposite . And this to me resolves one of the biggest existential problems and anxieties that humans worry about regarding fear of nonexistence .. Every night you tell yourself I’m going to stop being the person I was for a while and I trust that I’ll wake up again. But how is that known for certain? …. See ?

I want to share a personal story, an event that happened in my life lately . I thought twice , well actually a thousand times before writing what I’m about to write but my higher self assured me that it’s the right choice to share . My mother is 65 years old . She is definitely in her worst phase in her life , partly because of old age obviously. She has diabetes and high blood pressure and few stones in kidneys and joints friction and pain. She is basically done with life . There is nothing she is looking forward to . She is just praying and living with her condition because she is aware that some people have it a hundred times worse . But is that true ? Let’s see . so she had a heart attack a while ago and basically they found 7 different veins in her heart damaged. The only solution was an open heart surgery. And she did it . They would wound her chest ..and literally break one or two of the chest bones and then remove the damaged veins from her heart and then wound her leg and take 7 healthy functioning veins from her leg and replace them in place of the damaged veins in her heart . All of that of course done under full body binge . Things like this happens all the time in hospitals. But imagine instead of just knowing this mentally , that you actually go through it . I’m a heavy smoker ,so I might get some tumors and damage in my heart even before I hit my 50s. This is a form of suffering, isn’t it ? now , she finished the operation successfully and woke up and the recovery period was even more painful. She couldn’t do anything except lying there in bed . I had to feed her , shower her, clean her Pampers cause she can’t walk to the toilet. the days went by and of course she regained some vitality and energy but another thing happened. Her stomach started hurting because of spending a long time without moving and she had her “waste “ solidifying like a brick of concrete or steel . For three days she couldn’t defecate. you take it for granted that you are able to defecate ? You are a delusional devil . the only solution was Suppository which is a small medicine inserted into the anus that dissolves and helps trigger a bowel movement. And we did that .she ended up defecating with bleeding . for the next couple of days she entered a level of emotional and mental suffering so overwhelming that her mind seemed to distance itself from what was happening. She was experiencing so much suffering that she couldn’t believe it was happening. It felt unreal . She felt like she was detached from what was happening to her and from reality . Or I would describe it as she was going through so much mental and physical suffering to the point she couldn’t believe this was actually happening to her for real .basically dissociation.We couldn't talk with her even though she was wide awake but she was very sad about what happened to her that she couldn’t function. thank goodness, that too ended and right now she is 100% awake, alert , able to talk ,able to walk , able to feed herself, able to go to the bathroom without needing any help . now , I have a question here : what is that about ? Just WHY? and I know some people have it worse . Now imagine death . Imagine physical death . You are going to die one day . I will repeat that again even though that idea itself creates so much shock that we start to also dissociate whenever we confront it : You . Are . Going . To . Die. One . Day . death is scary because of two things : we don’t actually know what is going to happen after we completely die . With the caveat that some spiritually awake individuals do know but they can’t communicate it with words . The second reason is because the process of dying is painful . And get real , pain is bad .its just wrong , right ? It shouldn’t exist . It’s a mistake . “All is well “,”God Is Love” my ass . Of course it depends. Taking a bottle of sleeping pills and passing away peacefully in your bed isn’t as painful as burning to death . But death is going to fuck the ego completely in the ass . The ego is going to lose the game no matter what , that’s why again and again “surrender while you are still alive “. awakening is the solution .there's no other way around it. Like I said The kicker is of course.. You have not the first clue what's going to happen after death. Unless you awaken to what death is . The true self or the soul is eternal because it’s derivative from god and god is eternal and can never die but The body seems to die. What goes on after that? Nobody knows. Again it depends of course on how does one die. Suffocating to death doesn't sound like a pleasant experience in comparison to dying without any melodrama (like dying while sleeping). But the moment of death..that one final moment is when the levels of fear reach infinity. This moment is what I'm terrified from to an unimaginable degree . And this moment is ego losing to God . And afterwards you are under God’s command, mercy , decree . He will do with you whatever he wants and you have no say in the matter . All you have is the ability to discover is God good or evil ? Is existence good or evil ?

This can’t work. If my feeling of being separate disappears how can I still exist as individual which is by its etymology means I’m separate from the rest of existence? It’s pure contradiction. Can you clarify more ? If my sense of being separate really disappears without coming back ,”I” would literally die and all will be left is reality doing what reality does .

1) all of existence is myself . All of us are expressions of the same energy. For two human bodies to perceive the world simultaneously does not contradict oneness . 2) I’m not sure what is your second point regarding randomness.

I prefer leaving this point as far as this topic goes . It’s definitely a challenging topic and I’m not going to claim I know the answer with 100% certainty. I totally agree but the conclusion here is exactly what i said . Logic breaks . Duality collapses . But thinking and reasoning only works through distinctions and me and you just agreed that distinctions collapse regarding God and we must embrace paradox .

God is more than me because I (the human being typing these words) can’t move a mountain or create a fucking insect on the street . God is also me because creation does not possess existence independently it receives or “borrows” its existence from God. Where else would it come from ?

Are you saying for perfection to be truly perfection it has to include imperfection within itself ? Am I understanding you correctly? No . Be precise. mind or awareness? They are not the same thing . Mind is a concept and I explained to you how illusory it is. so your question does the physical world exist independently from my awareness? yes it does . when you close your eyes… the screen doesn’t cease to exist. The universe exists . the universe is contingent. therefore the perfect necessary being (God) exists . you can know that . the every essence of God is itself is impossible to answer because it’s prior to definition, language, thought , forms, distinctions etc. knowing must dissolve into being . Even God doesn’t know what God is. Because there is no knower and known . It just is God .

My own contemplation + insights I learned from Leo+ some knowledge about God from the Quran + AI editing my terrible punctuation.