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for me personally the objective part is that porn is obviously unhealthy and toxic but let’s not pretend that we are angels because almost everyone watches it. the subjective part for me is it makes you feel like you don’t need to find a girlfriend or wife because you can have an infinite harem at your fingertips..so why bother?

@Eskilon It’s a non issue . The mind is trying to survive by thinking creatively when you try to silence it . good luck.

How long do you meditate each session? And do you have such short memory? Can’t you meditate in times when the mind is naturally less active like first thing in the morning or before sleeping ?

Write them down after you meditate . Obviously don’t stop your meditation every minute to write something. sometimes the fastest way to do something is the slowest. if you have to find your car keys to rush to work cause you’re late you might mess some Coffe on your suit .. you can find them if you slow search for them.

Yes you are going through the nihilism phase realizing of those insights . it’s temporary . You can look at the same truths in two different ways. An example would be the realization that you are 100% NOT responsible for anything in your life …..you can look at this as a depressing fact or liberating fact . as we get older we start feeling cooked because we gain more life experience and maturity. We start growing sick of certain things in life . The phase of losing mojo for life is over here. If you have your daily food and shelter and hopefully good health then really what is missing ? What are you expecting from life ?

Thanks Leo .

If you view a specific section like this one then go to the forum index you will appear logged out temporarily unless you refresh the page . is that what you are experiencing ?

Its just pure imagination shape-shifting substance. This doesn’t mean I know what is that substance but words point . Here's some interesting notes about dreams: 1- they don't have a beginning or context. Its instantaneous "lights on "and a whole scene is there . 2- it's often related to shit that happend in the waking state .so watch out what you input into your so called brain during the waking state cause your mind will create dreams out of that..because what else would you dream about other than stuff you already have in your mind ? 3- the whole solipsism thing is still a hard nut to crack for me. Because obviously you know the entire dream is you imagining the dream world .I don't exactly (yet) see fully why is this so farfetched to be the case with this experience right now.

Give an example . link a conversation. It works so well for me regardless of the topic about spirituality or otherwise.

We basically did . Religion started off as primitive methods of raising consciousness and promoting good values through rituals and sermons and worship. we now have way more advanced techniques than that .

oxymoron.can’t work. religion is a set of spiritual beliefs.

Who is the I that gets it ? what is meant by “self illusion “? Either there is a self or there isn’t..not a self that is illusory . you keep saying there isn’t a me or you while All the time using the pronoun “I”.

Why is there nothing rather than something?

What would stop nothing from becoming something 😂 ? If the primordial state is literally lawless nothing then anything can happen including this universe .

@VeganAwake 🤦‍♂️