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@Breakingthewall nothing weird about that . And that’s not what is being discussed . Obviously the body will get weak from cancer . Ramana also died of cancer . When his disciples and devotees insisted that he gets hospitalized he said the body itself is a disease . Let it die.

here’s self-inquiry Who experiences my life ? I do . Who am I ? Where did this I come from ? Where is this I ? all conceptual answers are false . Find it directly . Look inside your own being . There is no you as a fixed entity sitting there . Is this true or false ?

Osho describing his ego death .

This is false .

The ego is the feeling that you are a person separate from reality . It’s not true . There is no actual person separate from reality . So it can’t diminish or disappear because it doesn’t exist in the first place . Then why do I say the ego can’t understand this ? Because actually it’s clear as day that the ego is illusory if you care to do five minutes of self-inquiry. You are just afraid of surrendering to reality because you think surrender will make things worse but if the ego is completely gone that’s enlightenment and infinite love . You walk around nothing bothers you anymore like Ramana Maharishi . I’m not saying I’m enlightened though .

@Monster Energy It can be understood intellectually..obviously that’s not what I mean . Good luck getting a person dying of cancer to get cancer is good . Only an enlightened person would be able to do it ..in which case there is no person to do anything.the person died long before .

The ego will never understand this .

I’m dying 😂😂😂

Yeah but you still want a girl and cash so square this with that.

@Jirh I’m seeing these kinds of threads a lot recently. We can never know if the person is sincere about this or trying to soothe themselves out of desperation for a relationship. It’s more likely the latter because as you said it’s in our DNA Lilke literally the whole point of physical existence is to survive and reproduce there is nothing else. And there is a distinction between just sex and a relationship. Today all you need to have sex is literally just money .But money can’t buy you a relationship. Most men here are indeed lacking this aspect . He himself admitted in OP that he is a virgin and desperate for a girlfriend. He is saying he was brain fogging about it but he realized now that he calmed down that it’s no rush he can just focus on daily achievable tasks .

Yeah I get it and sorry for sounding a bit flashy and rude. again what you’re saying is that working and making money or trying to get a girlfriend is simply difficult or requires effort and you don’t want to work..you’d rather sit and meditate but also you still want money and a relationship? Well this can’t fly . As a kid you hated going to school for example but you understand in hindsight this was for your greatest good? I hate going to the gym every morning but no pain no gain .you have to bite that bullet. What do you work as if you don’t mind beyond the startup ? Meditating 5 hours a day is a double edged weapon. Why are you meditating?

Aha this is laziness then . Maybe the meditation is too much ? Meditation should teach you it’s all equal. You must simply be happy within yourself. Looking for happiness externally is a battle almost never won. It is a thirst quenched only temporarily with the thirst only to return with stronger vengeance. it’s pointless to tell you this because no one is convinced of anything other than their own experiences..and I’m not sure if you have come to this same conclusion yourself . my point is this doesn’t really make you broke or single .if you want to make money then what are you doing sitting on your ass ? There are ways of making money in this world..robbing a bank ..investing in the stock market ..bitcoin etc . Money is never made by sitting and doing nothing . My point is you don’t have to choose . Make time for mediation and time for practical things to achieve your goals . This is not rocket science.

I did the exercise. It is Destabilizing .

What’s this thing about getting sucked into a black hole ? It sounds terrifying. You say this a lot . You guys experience this shit on psychs?