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The follow up for this which I need to clarify and express : from a purely biological perspective, nature made sex pleasurable to assure the survival of the species. If making babies wasn’t pleasurable enough, nobody would do it and the animal wouldn’t survive because it wouldn’t be able to spread its genes . this is simply programmed into our biology: survival and reproduction is the purpose of our animalistic nature. but we are not just animals . We have evolved higher and we have a significantly higher intelligence and also higher needs than most animals . No animal is interested in going to the moon, but we are. No animal is interested in studying quantum physics, but we are . No animal builds a church or a temple , but we do . We search for meaning , purpose, god , truth , etc . All of these things can never come from the material world . And since sex belongs to the material realm , we can’t extract these values from it . when I say there is no meaning to life , this is NOT a negative . This is NOT Nihilism. What I mean is that the search for meaning and purpose out there , somewhere else , or when we achieve the sexual pleasure we seek etc assumes that our meaning is not here and now . But that is a mistake . No matter who you are , how old are you , your skin color , your ethnicity, your religion, your gender, your age etc you are invaluable as you are right here and right now . There is no action step towards earning your worth . You are enough . This will only become clear to you when you meditate .

Beware of worshipping sex. It’s a trap of life. Sex is not the ultimate purpose of life. It is simply, apparently, one of the most pleasurable experiences in ordinary human chemistry. Hard drugs can take you even higher. But it’s easy to understand why snorting cocaine or injecting heroin isn’t the purpose of life, unless you’re already addicted and stuck in that cycle. But the same goes for sex when you turn it into an object of worship. Sex addicts and porn addicts are among the most miserable people in the world, just like drug addicts. Which is kind of ironic, isn’t it? If these activities are, in fact, among the most pleasurable experiences on the spectrum of human experience, then why are sex addicts and drug addicts often so miserable? Because they have it wrong when they believe that pleasure is the purpose of life. It’s not. Pleasure will never, by itself, give your life any meaning. You can have sex with the entire human race, and you still won’t find meaning in life. So, what is the meaning of life? NOTHING. BEING. THIS MOMENT.

You have to break that down, not just say it in one sentence. Your metaphysical worldview is that you are god , the only being there is and the only consciousness there is and it’s imagining everything. how does this allow for the existence of a conscious AI ? According to this worldview, I’m myself right now is something you are dreaming up .

There is a place where nothing is happening, but it exists and it’s always peaceful.

Your stomach digests food without you being aware of it . Your heart beats on its own without your conscious control. Are you denying that your stomach and your heart are you ?

This is such a naive take, pardon me. there is really no negative consequences to masturbation at all if you are doing it moderately, Without a specific rate . just whenever you feel like you really need to do it in order to clear your head from sexual thoughts and cleanse yourself from unnecessary stress because of suppressed sexual energy. And the reason I say whenever it’s “needed “ , and without a specific “ rate “ is because everyone is different. Your libido depends on several factors: your diet , your fitness, your age ,etc . If you get married and are interested in becoming a father , you have to ejaculate inside your woman’s womb . Now , tell me that that’s “too much “and I shouldn’t become a father ,and retain my seminal fluid forever instead (which is not going to happen because of nocturnal emissions ). semen contains protein, Zink, Calcium, Magnesium, etc . But you never really run out of semen . Your testicle produces semen 24/7 from the nutrients you get from food . now, if you are addicted to compulsive masturbating to unhealthy porn genres, then that’s a completely different thing and I agree that you should not do it in this way .

There is no qualitative difference between imagination and actuality. If you see a yellow cockroach in a dream, what is the difference between the qualia of this dream cockroach and that of an actual one? In both cases, you are experiencing the color yellow. So why do we call a dream cockroach an illusion? Obviously, we see it, so it is not an illusion in the sense that the experience itself is unreal. The experience is real, even if the cockroach we experience is not physical or existing independently from our own perception. But how is dreaming even possible? What exactly is a dream? Well, it is really imagination. We cannot know what anything is beyond perceiving it, experiencing it, and labeling it. Ontologically, we cannot know the true nature of anything beyond how it appears to us through experience. So, in this sense, a dream is no different from reality: both are experienced, both have qualia, and both appear to us as real while we are experiencing them. This means that reality is both unreal and real at the same time. An imaginary cockroach and an actual cockroach may be different in their existence outside our experience, but as experiences, they are qualitatively identical. The dream cockroach is not physically real, we assume..but the experience of seeing it is real. So the distinction between reality and illusion is not as straightforward as we assume. Another thing: there is no creation. Existence was never created. I mean, if the physical world that science studies, and which science claims originated with the Big Bang, was created, then whatever created this universe would itself have to be uncreated and eternal. The ultimate creator would have to be uncreated. And if that is the case, then ultimately, existence itself is uncreated. It was never brought into existence by something else. It is just there.

They are you , ultimately. Just different expressions of the same energy of oneness. apparent diversity and multiplicity in appearance, but same substance.

Yeah reviving this journal . Pretty cringe shit I said back in the days lol.

There is no point in doing semen retention. I really can’t handle the pent up sexual energy I accumulate whenever I abstain from masturbation for two weeks at least . I get spontaneous erections , sexual dreams , I become angry , I feel tension etc . Once every two weeks is healthy .

How many angels exist on a tip of a needle ?

what are you talking about

I change my signature and pfp every half year . Wait till January 2027. no more spike hair and sexy beard anymore though . The girls on here sexting me on DM

No .you just don’t want to admit that there are things you still don’t know .

I’m god .im reality . How could it even be possible that reality has nothing to do with me and I’m just an accidental byproduct? If I exist then I must exist . If I exist and reality exists then I’m reality . My existence is necessary and eternal.