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If I were faced with a choice between stepping into a portal into the unknown or returning for another incarnation.. I would need absolute certainty that my ultimate destination is safe ..which I do . There has to be a deep knowing that nothing can truly harm you in the end..that love ultimately prevails no matter what. Reaching that certainty requires work . If someone has not realized this.. then fear and resistance are completely understandable. The heartbreaking part is that if such a moment ever comes..whether you are able to surrender will ultimately be by God’s grace. The ego cannot make surrender happen through its own effort because the ego itself has no real independent existence. That is precisely the obstacle.. the one trying to surrender is the very illusion that stands in the way. In the deepest sense.. there is no separate self to surrender. Many people who awaken through psychedelics have no idea how they were guided toward that experience. They often assume it was their own choice..without recognizing the unseen forces that may have led them there. Take Ramana Maharshi…He seemed destined to become a realized sage. It is difficult to argue that his realization came solely through personal effort. Perhaps it was the unfolding of karma or some deeper grace..something I don’t fully understand..but his life suggests that realization is not simply something the ego achieves through willpower.

She’s not here .

That’s you tripping on Frank’s consciousness? I didn’t watch him . Who cares about him? Read Rupert spira’s consciousness. He was asked about the classical question of freedom of choice vs predestination and you can hear his response . You claim you can decipher his “level of awakening “ by just reading his awareness . Demonstrate it .

you want a girl that is both beautiful and spiritually mature and shares your values and interests . Find her(!)

Yes it did . So you are looking for a sexy nerd ? You can find her today if you want .

what are you actually claiming? Go ahead ..trip on Rupert Spiras consciousness here and rank him up .. is he fully awake yet? Who’s the GOAT btw ..Rupert vs Osho ? Spirituality for gamers .

Yes but after 50k approaches you must have slept with hundreds of girls from all flavors..but you are still not quite finding “the one”? I’m honestly just checking the thread now..sorry if I’m not understanding the context . You are saying you are disillusioned by this whole lifestyle and you want to rise above it ? Or do you want to lock one girl down and commit to a serious relationship with one girl but so far no one matches the quality and personality type you’re interested in ? In any case in this field precisely you are more experienced honestly ..but I don’t think if you are a serious guy about this stuff and you actually pull girls from clubs everyday and every night and you teach it also and you have approached 50,000 girl and you are still disappointed. Maybe it’s time to rise above it . I don’t know. I’m not above it . I’m actively looking for a wife actually through social circle. So yes I difffer from you here .

I guess it just comes down to preferences. 😂 Personally I don’t need “depth” from a girlfriend .I want a certified bimbo lol. That’s way more my vibe. If you’re looking to date a hot public intellectual though you’ve gotta accept you’re hunting for a unicorn. Someone who’s exceptionally smart and exceptionally attractive? That’s a pretty rare combo.

Oh lemme check . Women are naturally not intellectually oriented to begin with . And a nerdy logical woman is a huge turn off anyways . Men are mostly logical and curious. That’s just how god designed this game . Why no women as presidents or military generals (I’m aware of the few exceptions)? Because that’s not a woman’s role ..it’s men’s role . A really appealing chick is mostly superficial. That’s the trade off. I’m not saying that’s bad or anything but you should already know this .

You can’t socialize without bullshitting . Pick your lane .that’s the bottom line .

I don’t think they are identical but they are an expression of the same energy or force . That is a feminine energy . Or maybe it’s the other way around ..the feminine energy is an expression of the love and goodness energy . But there can’t be feminine without masculine and vice versa. in Sufism (Islamic mysticism) there is something called “ Jalal and Jamal” . Jamal literally means beauty . God is beautiful..good..loving ..merciful ..like a rose or like romance and sex or music etc . jalal means majesty and mighty . God is also profound and masculine .. like a thunderbolt.. a mountain..death ..etc no matter how you try to “absoluteize” the Jamal part without distorting its meaning it can’t work . Whenever you say “Love “ you can’t help but think about “love “.

Sorry to hear . You are a living breathing soul ..so am I ..so I totally feel your pain. and mad respect for opening up . please utilize the healthcare section and the mental health issues section for this situation. Don’t come at it from “if solipsism is true then my suicide won’t hurt others because there are no others “ ..stop looking for excuses to justify killing your self . That’s spiritual bypassing and obviously is completely off even for you let alone others . Write down your physical & emotional problems and make threads in the sections I mentioned. You are completely anonymous. Nobody will recognize you. I hope you are already doing something about it like I would not wait two seconds to go speak to a specialist. I was suicidal at some point in the past and most people were but they just want to sound like they are tough and unshakable but all of that is lies and ego..you are completely vulnerable..you might go to bed tonight and never wake up again ..so live in alignment with the truth ..that is you are vulnerable. So allow yourself to be vulnerable. Cry ..express emotions.. I hope there are people In your life who you can do that with ..that’s all I can suggest for you.

Interesting. Obviously a comedy show is more immersive than reading a comic ..and a comedy movie is even more immersive. Do you think it’s the fact that actors are real people that takes you out of the story?If someone turned your favorite comic into a movie.. would you have any interest in watching it..or would it still be a no?

oh man the irony of this 😂. Sure you typically enjoy life by staring at bare walls ? Do something constructive and contemplative but enjoy some off time time with booze or something. Unless you’re Jesus Christ or Albert Einstein and you have no time for that because you are supposed to rescue humanity from darkness .