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actually the more I grow up and mature it becomes clearer to me that god is real .

It depends on which religion you’re talking about. In Hinduism we have a he god and a she goddess . In the Leonism GOD is something nobody on this forum can ever comprehend.

It’s true in a sense even though I’m not sure what is the clutch here. My mental state is in direct correlation with the physical world . Obviously they are inseparable. Since they both are parts of reality they must be related. The question is which one is more fundamental? Or are Leo saying both are one ? But if both are one then it’s a strange loop . But the clutch seems to be that the mental is more Fundamental as Leo is a proponent of idealism .

@James123 the Quran was said to be channeled through infinite intelligence. Even if you are Urdu and don’t understand Arabic it still touch you.

If Messi wins this time again and won the golden boat of this year’s World Cup..Ronaldo might commit suicide. Lol I’m impressed how he can carry such agility in moving in this age . He plays like he has been in his prime .

Thanks for sharing this with us. Try to get tangible help for your physical suffering which you mentioned . It’s difficult to find clarity in your life regarding existential matters if your basic everyday experience of life is filled with unease . Regarding your mental suffering.. have you tried visiting a therapist/ psychiatrist or tried antidepressants? I was suffering from anxiety and depression and suicidal tendencies in the past and these things have helped me immensely even though I didn’t believe there was any point in taking them . Don’t give up your hope in getting better . I also suggest daily meditation.. daily prayer.. daily gratitude affirmations .. and a way of expressing . It seems like writing this expression helps in the release process you desire . You can start a journal and write daily about how you feel . This in itself can help you feel better. I would not recommend philosophizing too much about existential matters now . Because you clearly suffer from depression and suicidal ideation. Try to fix that before you start thinking of things like this. Hope you find peace soon .

One of my favorites. The Quran is so heart touching. this Recitation from this chapter is very powerful.

He sees romantic and sexual love as more than just feelings between two people. they reveal one of the deepest truths about life itself. Love is the force that pulls us toward another person and makes us want to connect. When a man sees a woman who touches his heart..he feels drawn to her. He wants to know her.. talk to her.. and be loved by her. If she feels the same way..their love grows into a deep bond that brings two lives together.The fullest expression of that bond is both emotional and physical. Through sex two people unite and quite literally become one person . And from that union..a new life is created. A child is born because two people came together in love.This is why love is at the center of existence. Love brings people together. Union creates new life. Creation flows from love. love and sex are not just desires ..it is the power that drives life forward. That is why Osho sees both love and sex as sacred: they are expressions of the same creative force that gives rise to life itself.

@Schizophonia Have you read Osho’s book “from sex to super consciousness “ ?

@Yimpa thanks my love .

@Yimpa I want to put this in my signature. I’m feeling in a moment of bless . I love myself and I love god and I love you and I love everything .

Do you think love and sex has any absolute nature like infinity and consciousness? if the questions are off topic please feel free to not engage me .

More like a contemplation I want to share with you : when we love a girl ..and we adore her and we want to propose to her and hold hands ..then kiss..then hug …then the inevitable must happen :sex. More existentially speaking : why is this process the most beautiful thing in existence? What does the energy of love means ?

@Mellowmarsh god is alpha and omega ..beginning-less beginning and endless end . He is the first without start . He is the last without end . He is the manifest actuality .nothing covers him . He is the hidden essence .. nothing below him more subtle than him . The ego is is the belief I’m separate from god . No matter how dark it gets or difficult it gets ..no matter how long it is going to take .. your destiny is the infinite happiness as the best thing ever ..God .

Have you loved a girl before ? and what is love ?