stefm5

i was JW until my late twenties. you don't want to mess with cults. they are the most retarded people due to chronic abuse and brainwashing. they love THEIR god, they are not loving people. but they seem so in order to convert you. there are two type of girls in the cults. one type are the girls with a bunch of psychological issues because of fear and abstinence from sex which makes them dysfunctional in a relationship if they ever dare to have one. the second type are the girls who they live a 'worldly' life undercover but they stay in the cult because of their relatives or family. so searching for p*ssy in a cult is a really stupid idea.

there is zero evidence on the so-called attack to the hospital. 15 burnt cars in a parking lot and zero damage to the near-by buildings. even the trees are in place. all photos are uploaded by Palestinians. war propaganda at its finest.

if someone while sober cannot understand that being Christian is a bias; one trip won't help him at all

i see you didn't said a word about the core of what i said. instead you reacted on the word 'psychedelics'. clearly don't ever touch them again. your problem is your belief system. you believe that there is something out there to make you happy, name it as you like. there isn't. every time you will get disappointed. don't present your narrow perspective as absolute truth. learn to take responsibility for your actions. you create your reality. don't blame others.

so you wanted to escape reality and then you called the police to help you return to reality. you made a mistake to believe your concept of 'truth' as the truth. you are so attached to your concept that you keep trying to justify it. forget 'truth'. psychedelics are about exploring the depths of what you are, not to serve any concept. happiness is right here right now, it is your senses, your breath.

this is true. i cannot find it anywhere except two sites who sell 10g and more. the site i had bought it from is down permanently. i guess the demand will force labs to create it again

30$/g is expensive compared to 70$/kg from china

i really like Angelo Dilullo

the fighting is hilarious. i agree on the rest. but my point is that you cannot prove anything to anyone in this work. each person has to see for himself. i don't like the blame game which is more present from the zen school side. ps. i even know which exact time Brendan Lee will pop up saying hi in Ralston's videos. I appreciate every teaching but i'm in this forum because i feel there is something more.

the 'you' was ironic but i'd really like to know who is speaking here without having a pure ego.

shouldn't be a contest. but i see egos fighting over the way to achieve it. which is hilarious because aspect of awakening is accepting that everything is god.

funny, Ralston has too. the reality here is that awakening has become a dick contest. but that is also 'god'. meditation is imaginary, psychedelics are imaginary. why all this endless debates? practice whatever you like but at the end of the day you can't prove anything to anyone. it's all about 'you'

Youtube has become full of people talking neo-advaitan stuff. There is nobody, there is no person, nothing to do blah blah. They all use a fixated language and the majority of them tying to sell no-thing in order to survive. While awakening is not a personal story, i don't see why denying what's apparently happening (life). This makes me wonder if they have depersonalization/derealization disorder mistaking it for awakening. On the other hand in which level depersonalization is awakening? There is a girl 'Sonia' who in many of her videos cries. 'everything is dying' 'losing my parents' 'losing my dog' 'no goals' 'no career'. When in reality nothing has changed apart for her view on reality.

this is exactly my feeling for the 'sonia' type of speakers. something is missing. it looks like a disorder along with the autistic language.

I run an automotive group on facebook for turbocharging/supercharging a specific car chassis. I have huge experience (direct) on the subject so i don't want people spreading misinformation or promoting their beliefs about it. Therefore moderation is instant and very strict. Whenever a new member needs information can find it easily without being bombarded from clueless folks who probably killing their time. The way to deal with this people is instant ban whenever they break a rule because they don't have the time to form a sub-group. In contrast similar groups with little to no moderation are completely useless for gaining knowledge. People post whatever shit they like often recurring or they fight with each other and finally a noob cannot decide who is telling a fact or something he heard from some other guy in the internet.

these words are the thought/story of a finite being.

so if someone invades your house will you call it 'conflict'? would be true? don't you understand the difference? is it so hard to imagine yourself being bombed? did i make a comparison? are we talking about the media? look at the arguments you use. i never mention anything related to them. from absolute perspective there is no evil. and that can be used from any devil to torture others. i totally agree on the wildlife and human greed and everything you say, but is this means it is fine to bomb people? is this the way we become more conscious?

*the invaders shouldn't be there*. feeling never leads to separation. thoughts do that. the word 'invasion' feels bad. the word 'war' feels bad too. that's the truth. people use different words in order to hide the feeling, like 'conflict'. or try to rationalize/argue adding thoughts on thoughts to mask the truth. but deep inside the feeling is there. stop being devils. 'self-determination' 'freedom' 'love' 'brothers' feel good. so if everyone practice what feels good, this dream will be a better place to be. relatively speaking no fucking agenda justifies killing people. yes we can understand the perspective but we shouldn't buy it.

That's exactly the COMMON SENSE. NOT TO BE THERE. But this forum is full of kids trying to justify their biases with endless mental masturbation and straw man arguments. The real issue is the invasion, not the defense! Imagine a thief coming into your house and demanding you to leave in order to save your life. You choose to stay and fight risking your life. Do you know a court that would blame you for resisting/dying? Do you know a court that would declare the thief innocent because he warned you? This is stupid to even argue. Wake up kids, leave your thoughts aside and feel.

LOL what is wrong with you? they are in their country, in their buildings/houses/schools. they can be wherever they like, while invaders have zero right to be there. you seem to forget that there is an invader and a defender. i don't care who is the invader (could be us/nato/putin/erdogan/kim). the defender has every right to fight with every weapon available. civilians deaths are the result of invasion.

Of course Putin has his survival agenda like every other human. But if we stick to this POV then nobody is a psychopath or mentally disturbed because everybody serves their interests. But the collective defines some survival agendas as psychopathetic when showing little to zero empathy for other's lives. In that frame yes he is a psychopath like every other serial killer.

i was feeling insecure about my nose since i was a teenager. i was thinking constantly 'when i grow up i'll have a plastic surgery'. you know what happened? i had an accident with my motorcycle and my nose literally broke into pieces. when they got me to ER doctor said you need plastic surgery asap. so in this weird way i manifested what i always wanted. to the point, its not about others, its about how you feel about it. if you don't like it take action to change it. god/reality provides the tools.

yes its her (autieinai )

is there a reason that this verse would considered worthy? the lust of the flesh, flesh, eyes, pride, desires are all god. there is nothing outside of god. absolutely there's no destruction. destruction appears in your limited perspective.

drop your beliefs. you're stuck in your head trying to rationalize everything. 'i don't know' is the most honest approach. it motivates you to try different perspectives. why this beef with Leo? awakening is your business. notice how your ego overrides you, always criticizing other egos