Terell Kirby

You’ll have to understand Truth before you can understand the ego. As the ego is what resists Truth.

@Someone here Notice that this is what resistance to Truth looks like. Your mind will continue to spin its wheels to no end unless you discover this for yourself. The forum will do you no good in this process.

For those of you have awakened to yourself as God, how do you deal with frustration that comes with the difficulty of embodiment? Of course it’s one thing to realize that your are formless, but it’s another thing to act from this state. Fear and self deception that is associated with form-identity still remains; I can appreciate how strong it is..but I know it’s only there for my ego’s protection and survival. Im sure with practice and time, I will get better at integrating, but any feedback (from this imaginary forum ) would be appreciated.

ahh now that’s the kind of language I want to hear !! You should use this kind of speech more often, much more down to earth and revealing .

Reality is Mind. In actuality, to deny that existence is the Mind of God is to live in a world of concept..even if it is spiritual concept. The devil is a master at taking the Truth, and displaying it as falsehood.

@Nahm seems as though you are an advocate of shutting off the mind, the typical Neo-Advaita approach. But alas, what you call conceptualization is just as divine as cessation (ie. Shutting off). Truth be told, the process of embodiment through conscious effort seems as though it takes more courage than cessation. Reality is a monster of concepts that can be conquered, if one wishes to take the road less traveled in this work. I tend to do so.

Hmm yes. Integration, for me, is the process of embodiment. We can’t deny that becoming introduced to a radical way of seeing reality comes with urge of wanting to see it 24/7, without it being disrupted by self-deception and the mind tricks of the ego. Not true, this is an assumption on your part. Embodiment, for me at least, correlates to how prone you are to self deception and living a life of falsehood. It takes conscious effort to prevent this .. which is what I am referring to here.

Is it more effective than the actual vaccine?

To become more fear-less in chasing my dreams.

Mastery is basically insane levels of practice (repetition + feedback). It also requires designing your practice to me more challenging in increments to create more resistance. 10000 hours seems about right to do it things properly. You could have all the talent in the world, but without sufficient practice to hone in those skills.

@roopepa I’d give the Actualized.org Life Purpose Course a shot. It did wonders for me in figuring out my passions and interest.

You miss the fact that not being able to will a million dollars, is Will itself .. go meta.

I have heard Leo mention this many times, I am beginning to process it at a deeper level. All perspectives have a kernel of Truth to them. A big part of this work is realizing what Truth actually is. In this context, Truth is Existence. Each perspective, whether it seems crazy, irrational or deluded to us (relatively speaking), is True in a sense that it Exist. All perspectives are divine in this nature. Deeply realizing this can making us more loving and accepting of that which doesn’t align to our current (and ever changing) worldviews. Just some food for thought.

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You are imagining the humans you are asking questions to

I love white women .. and all women

You may want to start by deeply reflecting on the possibility that finding Truth through asking humans is a futile endeavor, and that it ultimately gives your power away.

To ask this questions assumes that consciousness has some independent mechanical function to it (ie. a start point and end point). This is assumption is totally wrong. There is nothing mechanical about consciousness.

Seems to me like we never discuss sobriety as a means to improve one's life. Maybe I'm missing something..

Somewhat, I started to realize that my career (although lucrative .. six figures) really didn't have any grounding that connected to my passions and emotions. Luckily, I have made clear my life purpose, and will spend the next decade or two actualizing it. It's challenging, you'll go through swings of nihilism, followed by intense creativity and fun pursuing the pragmatic elements of life. Patience, introspection and contemplation are key. Align your top values with your work .. but that first requires you to find out what your top life values are.

This is a sad attempt by the OP to become a martyr ..

Lol I’ll pass .. that wouldn’t help me one bit.

To describe it with language would not do it justice. Since you are the only thing that exists, the answers are all within you .. it will take lots of courage and fortitude to come to the realization. As you can tell by the reactions to my speaking of the Truth, many will try to dissuade and discourage you .. mainly because they lack the courage to find it in themselves. By all means, don’t let it deter you. Best of luck.

Hate to break it to you, but this ain’t awakening. God isn’t within nature, nature is within God…as is all of Existence. To live in a world of should and shouldn’t is the ego’s game. I’ll pass on that.

If the awakening didn’t include the realization of you as God, then it’s not a real awakening. Best to be realistic here.