Terell Kirby

What have been some of your more profound insights from doing self actualization work?: A few: Reality as a mental construction-power of re-contextualization & interpreting reality in ways that open up new possibilities and opportunities. Understanding bias- grasping reality is filtered thru lens of egoic bias and projections. Grasping how biases serve us, moving closer to objective stance on things Radical openminded ness-importance of cultivating the ability to entertain truths within contradictory perspectives. All perspectives are True in that they exist as they are, for themselves Consciousness more fundamental than knowledge. Understanding limits of knowledge as gatekeeper to fundamental Consciousness. Deconstructing rational systems as a means to influence one’s life to be more holistic, integrated and grounded in first order experience. Embrace of Death as a transformative experience-doing it right doesn’t lead to suicidal ideation, but a zest for life, making a most of life while it’s here. Metaphysical structures of reality are as follows: higher order Intelligence working toward Divine Union in all partial perspectives. Life as a fragment of Universal intelligence that breaks off, only to return to Source once it is lived through. Importance of being in service to Higher Order Intelligence.

Hopefully you’re familiar with Play-Doh and had fun with it as a child. Consciousness is like play-doh, it molds itself into any form it wants. Now-When you play with actual play-doh, you are the on molding it into form. But now imagine if the play-doh molded itself, not needing anything outside of it to shape it. It would also be the underlying substance of everything-form within it would be distinct, but non distinct as it relates to what it’s made out of. Not only does it mold itself, but imagine that the Play-Doh was the only thing in the Universe that existed, to the point that it was the actual Universe -that there was no “other to the Play-Doh. It’s also indestructible-Infinite. Now, in your direct experience-you recognize Play-Doh as Existence itself, which also the same as recognizing it as Consciousness. Finally-you merge with the Play-Doh, so that you no longer are separate from it. You BECOME the Play-Doh, recognizing that you always were it- Infinitely. This is what it mean to become God-the Infinite shape shifter, and craftsman- it’s Beautiful ❤️

yet another display of male weakness trying to intimidate / dominate a woman (on top of it a woman of color). Props to Rep. Omar standing her ground. Our political situation in the US is shit- it's really a shame what's going on

Guys, it's no use arguing over. We can either investigate for ourselves if God is Love or refuse the call. But notice that refusing the call and defending a position gets you no where in this work. Anything Leo has claimed, as arrogant and bombastic as it may sound, i've tried to go on a personal investigation into it myself to validate or invalidate it. He's never asked us to believe him

This NXIVM cult stuff is insane, it amazes me how the human mind can be manipulated into all kinds of twisted crap:

I dont know how do you know that ?

That’s heartbreaking.

Why do we kid ourselves? I’m finding this position is the best ground to do deep contemplation about what’s true- prevents you from taking on biases of teachers and humans in general. Pick up a topic, and admit to yourself that nobody knows anything about it. Until we personally validate truth claims about any aspect of reality, it is hearsay taken on faith. For example- The sky was blue before you knew that others “knew” about the color of the sky. Our experience is prior and fundamental than the idea of some “other” knowing about it.

How about an episode on ‘How to Not Idolize Peter Ralston’ ? But in all seriousness, you have a point-any teacher or teaching we idolize creates a distinction in reality between us and him- In Truth however, our Minds are all constructing Peter Ralston and his teachings. They are high consciousness-but still partial and limited in that they are coming from a human:

Ralston is strong at cutting through spiritual fantasies and bullshit, which is also a strong suit of yours. Doesn’t seem like he’s explored many higher states of Consciousness outside of his sober state, however a lot of his dictating comes from a Truthful place I feel

Huge waste of time focusing on personality quirks of Leo- the man isn’t here to offer us pleasantries-he’s here to get us to Truth. Try not to kill the messenger, you’ll fail to get the message

Certainly a worthy endeavor to deconstruct such labels and categories:

gender aside- how tolerant are you in terms of being socially isolated and misunderstood? That's the central question for any human seeking Awakening. It was stated a while back that woman's survival and sense of self is often shaped by her social bonds. Cutting all that off for Truth poses a bigger risk to survival than men in many cases.

A good Book reference: Ending Unnecessary Suffering-Peter Ralston

Wonderful. i am rewatching your episode on conformity, probably my 3rd or 4th time. The ideas in this are so profound, I’m looking forward to these being introduced on podcast forum, hopefully reaching a broader audience.