Terell Kirby

Being a racist is only a good thing if you’re committed to being stupid

Great disclaimer. Firstly, thank you for being open to feedback, shows a lot of maturity. Few biases I’ve noticed throughout the years (not to be taken as criticism): Psychedelics: clear favoritism to this as ultimate spiritual path towards God Realization. I personally believe this to be the case, but also recognize the effectiveness of psychedelics is largely dependent on sober realizations and contemplations done ahead of and in between trips. Changing your state is essential, but not everything when it comes to expanding consciousness. Survival: you’ve actually done pretty good with this one in acknowledging both the intelligence and necessity for survival. But you tend to place it in the bucket of corruption, but it’s only corrupt relative to what you deem True, Noble & Good. Survival is God, though limited form that results in a lot of evil shit. Still that evil is Truth in its essence and existence alone. Conformity/Group think: you are anti conformist and it makes unique as well as your teachings. Similar to survival, conformity and group think is also intelligent in its design (though it largely leads to stupidity). Could site more healthy examples of conformity and it’s necessity in human development. But then, this work is highly individualistic, counter to collective mind viruses, so I understand this bias. Meaning/Purpose: I highlight this one because I actually don’t yet understand if you have a bias here, though it seems like it. You acknowledge the futility of life purpose and meaning in the Absolute sense, but also encourage followers to pursue it at times. Science/Metaphysics/Ontology: Everything dealing with sense making. There are many tools and methods for sensemaking when it comes to epistemology, some more effective and true than others. Your bias is championing the sensemaking apparatuses that are most aligned with Truth. However, there’s not much calling out how those methods are limited and how lesser forms can actually function better for societal aims and social cohesion. Of course social cohesion doesn’t seem like something you’d ever prioritize over Truth, it’s still worth noting.

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For the most part, yes

Tracking / posting workouts on Strava app for likes

All teachers have perspectives that are more or less false. It’ll always be tainted with bias and ego to some degree.

Seems Leo needs to bring back the Solipsism video that was taken down a while back

One should entertain the ideas, without taking it on as belief. Yet most humans can't help themselves but to take even the most pure teachings as hearsay/belief.

Bro was asking for trouble from the start :

Afternoon Chai break (Indian culture)

What’s your take on Susanne Cooke Gs model of ego development? I find that it’s a bit more clean that SD

I’m always like I’ll never get in another relationship after a breakup- Then I find myself in another . Love is love- good, bad and ugly

I’m not sure it’s possible escape this reality, dating and relationships are forms of survival that can be made more or less conscious- Hmm i don’t think you necessarily have to though. Valuing Truth in of itself is rare, next to impossible to find a partner who does to same level. With that being said, dating/relationships are opportunities to practice letting others be themselves without judgement or expectation. I typically find myself in trouble when I place too high expectations, you end up disappointed and jaded at the end

Which is to say the same as God in inescapable. Even as I’m wrapped up in the most egregious self deceptions of righteousness, moralizing and judgement; the Truth of it persists as Absolute Good. Self deception is not removed from Truth, it’s part of Truth itself. Whether I’m doing something relatively good or evil, it’s all Absolute in its essence and existence. Im coming to grips with the fact that some things are just unattainable in human form when it comes to Goodness. I’m a flawed being, a devil. But I can embrace my devilry as part of God’s Goodness-knowing that I am loved despite for all the self inflicted suffering I cause myself, and the suffering I cause others. No matter how hard I try, it’s impossible for me truly reject God’s Love outright- because I exist, and I will continue to exist for Eternity until one day I’m able to fully merge with God

that's real stuff