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@universe I guess I never connected that loneliness was an emotion. Holy shit.

@Parththakkar12 While I'm not keen on the criticism of Leo, I will check out Teal Swan. Thank you

@bejapuskas I just started inner work a month ago. But since then, yes. Every day.

@bejapuskas Silencing thought? Reflection on where fear comes from? Mindfulness?

@bejapuskas But disconnection from self when around others, is an ego problem. Because if we had no ego, it wouldn't matter who we were around, We would constantly feel connected to self. So Elham and I, have a disconnection with self, when around others and can be fixed by working on ego.

@bejapuskas It's disconnection from self, correct?

@Elham That's me most of the time unless I'm playing social deduction games with intelligent people.

@Leo Gura Okay, thank you for your explanation, Leo.

@Space Are you attracted to them sexually?

@Preety_India Is it anything that can be reported to a moderator? This is a cultural thing men have. They view women as lesser and probably women of a different race, even lesser. I'm sorry you experience this. I think you know this, but there is no losing and winning. Just conscious and unconscious behavior. I think this is your ego trying to close you off to protect you. Don't allow ego to do this, Watch Leo's strong emotions video and feel the pain/judgments/any emotions these interactions bring up. Keep your heart open and your voice loud. Remember men are lesser beings but we are them, so we must love them. Love them for their simplicity and efforts. They are stunted culturally and emotionally when being reared. They are not taught empathy. Because they have no intuition they must try very hard to overcome these hurdles. When you see an un-evolved man, pity them. Pat them on the head or dress them down. If you allow their behavior to continue, it will.

@Parththakkar12 Thank you for your response. So I'm currently following Leo's view to cure loneliness 100% has to be done with inner work fully. With no emphasis on friends or community. I'm not sure if this is right, but I am working towards it. The reason for having friends for me is to create more sexual options in the future when I'm ready to date, which, with each passing day seems less and less relevant to my life. I think I would like to build a small community of friends though. But not under the illusion that this will cure my loneliness. Just maybe to build my experiences through life and occasionally make people laugh. Which, I genuinely enjoy.

@bejapuskas I agree. You seem to be more inquisitive than others on the site. I really enjoyed our interaction, Have a good one!

@dimitri Well... "working" is so subjective. lol It helped align my focus and I learned some new ways of thinking.

@dimitri I just got back last night. I posted about it briefly in my journal. But I'll post my understandings of the trip later tonight. I posted some pics if you wanna see. It was beautiful.

@Espaim Yes, I get that. I'm not 100% happy alone but I'm used to it. I resonate with that statement a lot. Thank you for sharing <3

commenting so I can come back and watch videos later

@Godhead Ah, okay. Thank you for the explanation.

@Apparition of Jack Oh thank you, thank you. Edit: so... it's not real justice then. The blue justice? It basically goes against the definition.

Blue confuses me. Mainly because of "justice." BLM and veganism and other social justice movements are steeped in the pursuit of justice. Fighting against abuse, oppression and exploitation. Yet all examples listed seem to be mainly, alt-right conservative groups. Can we move "justice" to green? @Leo Gura

The king is green.

@Jai Love your journal. I want to get to this level one day. I set a timer for a 6 am morning meditation. ?

@Lyubov I'm trying to think if I have been inauthentic. I dont believe so. Judgemental, yes. I do need to work on my judgements. I'm a person that throws my weight around. And I'm more comfortable in the presence of others that do that too. In one way or another. However I think it's the type of people I was hanging out with. I actually socialized one night on my isolation retreat (lol) and didnt feel drained. I felt quite happy. The people were different. I'm sure I'm more drawn to some than others. But I know that's coming from ego. But also Consciousness is suppost to protect me from hurtful situations. So maybe the people I hung out with before were not good people to be around.

@bejapuskas Im honest around everyone. But maybe my comfort level is not the same. Some people make me uncomfortable. If they seem to be hypercritical, cynical or shy, I become more withdrawn and uninterested in being around them.

@Kinjal Showing strength and showing anger are different things. You can show strength to get you through a situation. I've been in situations where I've had to show erratic behavior to protect myself at night from a man on the street. But it was mindfully done. I wasn't actually crazy. I gave the appearance of being crazy. It's different.