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@RendHeaven That makes your last statement equally obsolete then....and it can go that way infinitely... Being a certain level does NOT mean you are not and cannot be the lower levels at certain points and times. Anger is red which will be experienced for most mortals until they reach the level of transcendence... Getting together with family/tribe during holidays, for example, or a country uniting during a national tragedy (the code purple or whatever) is a 'normal' occurrence even for those at higher levels. If one naturally and innately subscribes to, envisions, believes in, and tirelessly strives towards a certain higher level values, then none of it should be discredited. Again, it is the level of awareness that matters, not that, one day, I decided to participate in a ritual for fun or agreed to go to church to make my sister happy. The scale is fluid...downward...in the sense that the ones on the upper levels always have access to lower emotions/energies. This is a long debate I wish I could have in person, but alas! Cheers!

@RendHeaven No, it ain't. Anything can be used to grow from. Besides, it's the self-awareness that matters, doesn't it?

I do not agree that ego always gets in the way to allow objective self-diagnosis. After all, as also mentioned in the video, a Yellow has high self-awareness, doesn't it? I am fully convinced I am Yellow, with a strong tendency/vision of Turquoise, if not a large part of it. Of course, I have an orange/money part in me but I am able to link financial ambitions to my higher yellow/turquoise visions. It is also true that I still have some remnants/elements of all previous stages (as every human does, and will have), but the key is awareness of these and diligent, ceaseless strife to work on them, allowing my emotional aspects to catch up with my higher/spiritual/global vision. It is true, for example, that no latter the level, at different times (crisis, disasters, celebrations/reunions), we all, regardless of the level, may resort to lower levels temporarily.... I firmly believe that Leo is Yellow-Turquoise, and I wish I had a chance to prove this to him... ....well, unless...the ONLY ALREADY fully enlightened such as Eckhart Tolle, Dalai Lama, Sai Baba, Mother Teresa are the ones that'd categorize in these tiers (with which I'd disagree with)...

The purpose of relationships (of any kind) is to help us grow and we should treat them as such. Initial sexual attraction is necessary because that is what allows us to get together in order to experience (drama)/most contrast and, thus, grow. If both individuals are not evolving and only one does, as it is in your case, then such relationships usually fall apart. Of course, at any given moment, the other person mirrors our own self-love (or the lack thereof) and fears/insecurities back to us. Only when we "self-improve" - a.k.a. grow, the quality of the people and relationships we attract. I am a woman but can relate to you in the "mother area" issues. I've done a lot of inner work and clearly see that it all is getting better. So I'd say that focusing on the inner journey is always the best (only) way to go... Focus on self-love/acceptance. All in the outer reality will just follow to reflect the inner world... In this way, relationships are a great tool to gauge out inner (values, emotional, spiritual) levels. Thank you for that much level of transparency and vulnerability shown in your post. Ready for a great shift. You're on the right track!