StudentOfLeove

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  1. Time is like a bullet from behind I run for cover just like you Time is like a liquid in my hands I swim for dry land just like you Time is like a blanket on my face I try to be here just like you Time is just a fiction of our minds I will survive and so will you We are the only ones right now that are celebrating And we are joining hands right now We are the only ones right now that are suffocating We are the dying ones right now As the water grinds the stone We rise and fall As our ashes turn to dust We shine like stars Kisses on the dancefloor in my past I need some comfort just like you Beating like a bass drum time goes by I want the last dance just like you Drowning in the flood of morning light…
  2. They hurted me soooo deeply and I am going to kill them all!
  3. Ah just by the way. I am Shiva.
  4. I have shizophrenia, something like that. I am sorry for all the suffering I caused with it, I am so sorry;( I am overworking myself (toxic orange). Karma. I am working on this.
  5. No word can bring you justice what you guys are doing here
  6. STUDENT ~ TEACHER TEACHER ~ STUDENT Sometimes in life you are the teacher, in other times you are the student. Can you be both simultaneously? I really wonder about this.
  7. @Beginner Mind "This words do not solve my suffering." What do you think about that type of person, what would you say to them?
  8. What happened to Adyashanti?
  9. He is so god damn funny, its very difficult for me to keep the silent respectful listening attitude. Gonna practice that...
  10. I know someone who claims that he was lord shiva on a psychedelic trip. He told me, he is 100% sure he experienced himself as the absolut god shiva. I find that interesting.?
  11. I find it very interesting how some people would never try this in the first place. Its like they are locking a door for themselves that had infinite potential, thats so sad, but if you locked it it means you can unlock it again and a new world shows its way to you... do you agree?
  12. This is music to the soul...???
  13. Maddnes. Ah my old friend... I once was in a state where I did not move my body and I tought I was god, I cant die and I suffer for eternity and that was the truth at that state. Try to imagine this. No infinite love in that kind of self created eternal hell... but then you get back out of that state and everything is fine. I really dont like to tell this kind of storys, kids but I needed to. Lol. It was all just an experience... have a nice day
  14. @seeking_brilliance @Mikael89 YES... language is limited.
  15. Who is it that suffers? What is form? I mean where does form come from? What is love, how is love formless? Why do "I" suffer? Why does "he" or "she" or "it" suffer? Is suffering itself the brutal nature of love? I try to get out of my mind... what is this "mind"? How did it came to existence? How did it all came to existence? What does it mean to surrender the EGO? How does this happen? How does anything happen at all? Wtf. Well I realise I cant understand it/reality with my mind... but then who is it that tries to understand this right here? You see how my mind works? How it tries to get somewhere.... but where is somewhere and where is nowhere... Nowhere is now here! hahah I could try forever...