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I feel with you, was in the same situation. What I did is made my employer to set me on a bench, sick leave and so on so I can start and still get the money. Then I got unemployed and took the unemployment money to get more time to create a business which gives me enough money to work on my life purpose. Its still not over and I play with my life but I still think it was the best decision. Working as a software developer is a not a good job considering the people working there. At a barista or so people are more cool but doesn't feel good also. So I think the best thing is to go all in. Leo said in one video go the safe way and travel from job to job. But then you would go half way in. So I think it is not a smart advice. It is not an absolute perspective to think somebody on youtube or elsewhere has all the answers. I know, many naive kids do. Just in case someone comes with prejudices now. Everybody has to know for oneself..

It was 3 hours a day for a week or so. Had to do with creating a business plan for a grant. I also had a time with only 2-5 hours per day for about 8 months related to health issues back then. And it doesn't felt comfortable but didn't get a stroke or something even I still worked my ass off.. So I don't think it is that dangerous if you are younger, but the effectiveness wasn't that good for me. Currently, it is like I would kill somebody for success if it would be necessary and no risk would be involved.

@Nahm Thanks for sharing that great content. Have to say I tried this 3 hour sleep thing for a while but didn't really work x D Maybe it was the Armodafinil combined with coffeein, too. It often occurs that I want it so bad, that I start to scream "fuck you all, I want it more than everybody else" in my room of course, were I locked myself in for over a year now to get this done..

The only thing I'm thinking about at the moment is how much money selling videos of the act to news agencies could probably bring in. At the end, it could be a gold mine you just stepped upon. I think it is a matter of perspective and the perspective decides about the outcome. I personally talked to someone who was in the mass-shooting in Munich. He wasn't traumatized and proudly talked about his experience. Different kinds of people there. In the DACH-area we have strong weapon-laws and still there are mass-shootings nearly every year.

These minds are easy to understand. This shit is studied in a short period of time. Always the same patterns. If you are someone who needs more challenging stuff, I would switch.

My first was one was 5 euro as I was 12 years old for rba battles : D sounds familiar. It looked like this mics they have on grocery stores but the cheap version. Switched this rap thing on and off. https://www.30daysinger.com/

As being successful with conscious rap is really hard I would think about alternative paths like creating multi million dollar businesses which do support your rap business. The audience is also very small and the Dach area has only around 100 mil inhabitants from which you can maybe take less than 0.1 percent for real fans. So I think using other languages like Spain or English would be beneficial. In addition the German rap scene is built into syndicates like most bigger businesses. So I think it would be good to get successful with more mainstream first and then slowly change it.

Sounds like an Allrounder. Is cool but many people say it destroys focus. Kick ass in this mf. Destroy this conciouss rap haters lol Found texts always the easiest part. This one took about 10 min. for example. Lastly I learned to sing good in only one month with 1-2h training a day. I think if the environment and health is good and you have the tools this also makes a huge difference. Try the 30 days singer course it's about 8 euro a month and totally worth it. Maybe this could give a boost. Not sure if you are aware of it but this one is the best middle priced Mic It was used by Michael Jackson and other stars and I think Joe Rogan e.g. uses this for his podcasts.

If this is the first song he ever made this would be astonishing. Often times, this is not the case and people are not aware that they take over another style.

Now you can view it. It is funny, because I think there is also a Kollegah-Influence. Haftbefehl e.g. said he studied hundreds of tapes and multiple styles. If the combination makes the sound unique it is ok imo.

However, I am not better lol x D It somehow reminds me on a thing I have uploaded years ago: https://youtu.be/dL2p5ZSgySY Also wanted to pull it through but I thought I am too old and so on and university became more important. Hope you will follow your LP!

The voice is good, but in overall it sounds to much like Kollegah. Also like the feeling behind it reminds on certain Kollegah tracks. Don't know what your goals are, but you need something fresh and sophisticated as well as relations and marketing to make money with that.

Missionise people is for dogmatic religious folks.

Wouldn't recommend if you wear brackets. Got problem s with that.

If you feel this is worthwhile to pursue, do it

lol No, that would not be a good idea. I think something else needs to be done to solve this. There are all kinds of suffering in the world and honestly I don't feel like I want to help on this site. Because this paedophile thing disturbs me a bit. I don't want to focus on that. I met all kinds of people with all kinds of problems and ailments in my life. Want to see experience something good now, which has nothing to do with disturbing shit. This is only what I feel, other people might not and that is of course equally ok. And I hope you got that if you generate such videos, you have to look at them. Nearly every week, probably for a few years. I could imagine a better work.

A better idea would be an app or service that is innovative and aims to connect people in real life. I mean directly in real-life without scrolling through profiles and stuff. But not like a blind-date, a more AI-based approach. And not only dating-apps but group meetings as well, but better than meetup. Without static photos or profile texts. That would be new, the other stuff is worn out. This whole dating app thing is so fake and annoying. Everyone is trying to paint a picture of someone that the person really isn't. Then you have to date them only to find they are inauthentic. Sometimes you can get lucky, but then talking to people directly is a better use of time. There is also no way to weed out these people. You can't really judge someone just based on pictures and texts. These apps lead to a people-consumer mindset and diminish empathy and these personality tests are also idiotic.

Personally, I don't rely on other people's paper researches. And it's not just about the abuse, it's obvious that such a service would achieve nothing. It would be the first step towards paedophilia becoming the norm. And it helps to open the door for toxic political movements. In general, I don't know if such virtual porns would even be legal at all even if they would be synthetic. And it's not about the orientation, it's about the unhealthy background. I also think it's unfair to demonise people who don't really have a choice. It's sad and something should be done about it, but not in this way. There are all kinds of algorithms that can recognise the data you use to train your neural networks. If this were to become big, it is very likely that you would get into big trouble. By legal images, I mean those that you are allowed to use for commercial purposes. And for that you usually have to ask and pay. I think porn has done in general more harm to humanity than good.

Had the same idea. The amount of data would be huge to generate photorealistic videos and you need all the legal rights for the datasets. Millions have to be spent for this. You could look for investors. However, there are better ideas to pursue. And I don't think it is a good idea to do this for pedophiles, because this could lead to an societal insensitivity regarding unhealthy sexuality in terms of traumatising people.

On some professions one must be sure to be qualified. Otherwise, other people could get hurt or you charge money for work that is not worth it. That is why being self-aware is important. One can startup on any time. But when it comes to working for money or do responsible work one cannot just do something and see how it goes without having a clue about being qualified.

It reads like you think you don't have any hope. But doing things like opening a thread shows the opposite. That means you suppress emotions like hope, because of the fear what you might face or of the amount of work, which would be necessary to get over this. You feel stuck and you have the need to change something but feel powerless at the same time. You don't feel seen or recognized by others and you are frustrated. You are not fucked up even if you think you are. And you never will be. It is ok to just lie around and do nothing, you can wallowing in negative thoughts and emotions. And there is nothing wrong with that. It just doesn't feel good and do you really believe the thought "I want to feel bad?". If you decide not to, I personally like this emotional scale from Abraham Hicks from Nahms site tools . Even if one doesn't want to do work right now, it is interesting to read.

Some people are not self-aware and construct frameworks which support their defense-mechanims regarding seeing how good they actually are. So they think they are good and thus continuing doing their work and if it is about nothing tangible, they manipulate others concioussly or sub-concioussly to get validated. To see if you are qualified, the answer to the question should resonate while you are honest with yourself. And in addition, I would self-assess on different tests which cannot be manipulated and see how they intersect, if this is possible. You never can rely on opinions of others, since in most cases they don't know the subject and if yes, they may also not be qualified.

I think there is also a lot of discrimination going on saying e.g. homosexual women are more masculine or homosexual men are more feminine. Can imagine that it doesn't feel good to certain people. And as it is useful to understand how to opposite gender works, it could also make the thing more complicated as it actually is, because there not that much to learn. It is no rocket science imo. I also think e.g. not every women needs a strong men to support her, but this in parallel doesn't mean that she don't want to have a masculine one, too. And so on. Nearly on every argument you can find examples where it doesn't apply.

I mean the ones seeing women as mysterious creatures who at the same time trying to figure it out intellectually and have a hard time to get results. For me this whole discussion unnecessary, because it is a feeling and experience thing anyways.

Agree, but it is also hurtful not to consider perspectives that are not so common. And this is what happens often here and with other teachers. It is like trying to heal one wound but then create new ones. This more man/more woman thing also includes the binary perspective. And to give certain aspects more or less importance is not a healthy view imo. One cannot just generalize things using assumptions with the highest probability.