IAmReallyImportant

Bullshit. Becoming a billionaire does not depend on something like psychopathy.

This is a wonderful analyzation, thank you!

Like this was one of the most likely reasons?

Improvement, support? I don't think anything in particular other than I have already written.

Yes you simply assumed me being triggered, because I put critique on. For critique there can be many reasons? Overlook your thinking process from a meta-perspective, this may help you.

You assume a bunch of things which are not there, again.

I didn't mention that you don’t question him neither any you in relation to this statement.

I said "nobody can beat the book of not knowing", because the is the most compact formulation of finding the Truth that may ever exist. At least in form of language-based guidance. And you can clearly see that actualized.org is bloated of with unnecessary conceptualizations and aspects with deceptive potential. I did not say "Peter Ralston is better than Leo Gura" lol This would be too simple. One could say it is more Truth based, even if you can get stuff out of both teachings of course. It is justified critique. Without critique you could not have the Internet sending this messages. You are judging my critique. You frame it like this was not constructive. Maybe you feel offended. Your interpretation. These are text messages. I am very direct and I think this is good. Won't change that. If you take a problem with it, I wish you the best. The composition makes the music.

You can say it is a bias to not be a Nazi, too. That is no argument. I know what I am writing about.

Nope I experienced that a forum member literally offended someone as he questioned Leo. You don't know when I am projecting, because I don't mention you in relation to this. The new stuff of Leo is mostly common sense and what I think most people already know and can think of, who are not completely retarded. I think this is because it is grounded on Leo's own thoughts. That's why I found the old videos more profound, honestly. Obivously, you don't understand what I am talking about. Unnecessary talk to fill up a video with the hope that the listener gets a minimum of understanding. Then with the premise that you should take psychedelics anyway. Then trying to put a philosophical framework on a non-philosophical topic and pretending that's not the case. For me, this is so far the failed attempt to create something new. But that may yet change. The whole thing creates an army of people who think they are more "evolved" and are quick to judge instead of looking at things with caution and equanimity. In a subtle way, additional prejudices are formed and the whole thing also has the potential to separate rather than unite. I won't justify my username, for example, because i find it funny how quickly people make judgments. That's also how you recognize those who are a little slower and less accurate in their thinking.

I found it so interesting that people really get upset, whenever someone questions their Leo. This doesn't look like a good symptom imo.

You seem to have assumptions about me, whether there is no reason to have these. Actualized.org creates a conceptulized framework about concioussness, which is completly unnecessary. Peter Ralstons work is purely about guidance and grounded in decades of work with real people.

For me it is a hobby anyways. I know enlightenment is not the thing most people imagine. "Mystical states" seem to be common to me, too. And nothing special. The feeling of relieve after transforming a believe may be a motive, besides the pure interest on the work.

Conceptualizations about concioussness are most devilish. That’s why actualized.org is by far not the best teaching. You don’t know how much influence the notion of persons who are enlightened alone has on your experience. It is more deceptable than you might recognize. Nobody can ever beat the book of not knowing. Because it is 100% no bullshit, not 80%. Its about pure, clear and direct contemplation.

Enlightenment doesn't give you anything. Neither joy nor hapiness. It isn’t necessary or 'higher' either. It is a phenomena of interest in eyes of many people.

Mankind is a bullshitting animal.

Every time I see others who struggle for years with moderate success I get demotivated and frustrated. People with < 100k YouTube followers e.g. . They are not on something but still on board. Or startup people who get stuck on 6 figure businesses for over 10 years. Or even are not like Elon Musk. It makes me feel I don't even want to start, because everytime I see that it is like I attended to win a lottery and the stake is my lifetime. I don't know any life purpose which could make me look over that. I want it all and not a caricatur of it.

So true.

Thanks, that is a great reminder?It brings things back to concioussness. What I discover is that currently things that can be improved are humility and being satisfied and grateful with what is in front of me. Once I thought also doing small things first and then increase exponentially. But recently I became a CTO of a 20 employee company after 1 year work experience and 1.5 business experience and was asked by another company to do a Phd with them in the US. Also got contacts to business giants who want to help me find my passion, teach me etc.. So miracles literally can happen. And the most important thing is to remove any self-referential believes or the self which is not being. Otherwise, less energy is available in general, it slows progress down and suffering will happen. I don't do this for status and YouTube was an exame. The amount of income is just an indicator of creative progress for me. Normal stuff simply seems to be not my preference. Like somebody doesn’t like the color green.

Thanks for the compassion! I think this is a great mindset, it takes away the pressure. Also, I think everything which is done is ideally done out of inspiration. And this is possible.

However, I think not everything is low-conscious. There is also an element of inspiration and thrive. Like I want to do something, to put something in this world, to build something up and as you said to contribute. And you are right. I now become more aware, how important just fun and inspiration is. The other things only lead to suffering..

This is true, but not completely. With 4-5 years old, as I had no trauma besides a severe burn injury, where I almost died and that I was molested. So nothing, which would influence that I was inspired about creating something big or too become a celebrity. Back then, I always imagined how I created a company and my friends would work for me. And how this would grow. Later, trauma occurred that could affect my view of success, so perhaps it became unconscious in this way. In my early and later teenage years, I was in a situation where my existence was constantly threatened. And also a lot of people who thought it was a good idea to always criticize me and put me down, also almost everybody who was responsible for my education. And now I think I have to become successful so that no one can belittle me or mirror to me that I can't achieve anything in my life or that the only thing I can do is have a normal job. I feel angry and not understood when people often tell me that I am one of the most intelligent people they know. Because I feel reduced to that. As if I am a nerd who has no life experience and this is the only good thing of me. For example, my high school teacher told me I should be a professor because I wasn't cut out for business. That hurt me a lot. Other people might see it as a compliment. Or often people say I'm sympathic, then I would think, "They think I'm likeable, but no one special to them and someone they surrender to because they have low standards and think they need to make compromises in their lives. They just need people they can talk to so they don't feel alone - like I'm just good enough for them." Or often people say I'm nice, then I get angry too because I think "they don't see a personality in me, just a nice guy who wants to please everyone and is limited, who is no leader". This leads to scenes where I hurt people even more, just to prove to myself that I'm not a nice guy. Unfortunately, I cannot deceive people and take advantage of them. Because somehow I feel that if everyone did that, this world would not be the one I want to live in. And that I know what it's like to be treated badly and that's why I can't do that to anyone. Then I have doubts about becoming successful. Because you often have to do crooked things. For example, I can't sell anyone shit.

Depends on if you want to save money and then start a business or invest it or both e.g. . You could also start a painter business etc. . I don't think you can say that in a generalized manner.

A few days ago I saw a video about aliens and someone claiming to summon them. As I lay in my bed, I thought about attracting them into my experience. Then suddenly I was in my bathroom and tried to go out. But it was like I was walking in the mud, it was hard to get out of there. Then I woke up. When I woke up, I saw some lights in my room that looked like certain entities walking around. I think it is more about intention and attachment always hinders the experience.