IAmReallyImportant

I will take a shit and don't flush. Then I will go to the dinner table and ask my brother that he didn't flush the toilett and he has to do it. He will, because he financially depends on my. Now I am the king. Back then, I used to sit in my basement finding stuff out about trading. Now you shut the fuck up and listen.

Who is right, rich and jerks off now?

If you use the law of big data and practice as long as it takes to do a market analysis right and to learn skills you will have some success as long as your iq isnt under 80 and you dont live in an 3rd world country and are able to create a supporting environment and manage it to overcome your demons with willpower.

Do you mean with different people or like friends and family? Than maybe not zhat much as I work most of the time.

Onenote has bugs and is hard to export. Notion is way better. Everybody uses notion and you should, too.

Idk. if it is that, but I don't think and just feel it. Then there is an impulse to subjugate them or make them feel worse. However, this happens in a state of low-energy. Like when I haven't slept for 24h or slept just a couple hours and am stressed. So rather rare moments.

They put me in a hospital.

And I also have a sense of moral and good and bad. As a child I hadn't and I believe I still wouldn't have it today if this situation didn't happen. But there were exceptions e.g. as a friend broke her arm I felt guilt.

Idk. if I am a psychopath. I did the PCL-R test and it stated highly psychopathic. However, I care about others etc. So it remains a mystery.

As I was 12-13 a traumatic event happend and after that I don't have much of these memories regarding similar behaviour. Only about moments where I should feel something according to others. Like the example with the dead body I have seen etc. I was just highly non-agreeable etc. and am still.

Or once as a child a friend fell in love with someone else's girl. I then thought about what you can do and then suggested to him to kill the other. I was 9 or so. Today, of course, I would never suggest that to anyone, but looking back, it was kind of funny. Or once when I was about 7 years old, a sports teacher hit my buddy and I said we'd finish him off and tell him that he had sexually harassed him. This whole thing has been on my mind lately, because I never thought about it before..

And on the street I feel negative emotions when people crossing by. But it's more like disgust or aversion. Maybe it comes from me, because I often detest certain emanations. Like when someone is overconfident or insecure and then tries to compensate with false pride, for example. That's why I think I'm projecting emotions. If I don't pay attention, people can push certain buttons by being insolent and arrogant. At one point I almost made someone loose his job for this, because I collected some people out of rage and also evidence for his misbehavior. I can get angry very fast. That is why I think emotional empathy isn't good, because it can let you do bad or stupid things.

In my teens I had PTSD so I felt fear. Nowadays only if something happens that reminds me on a traumatic event. But it is not much and disappears very fast.

Hard to say, but I think so. However, I don't care if people cry and as I once saw a dead human body lying on the street, I didn't feel anything. As I was 7 years old and my grandmother was about to die and sceramed all the time I made jokes about it to my parents. I compared the sounds she made to a dog I've always wanted. And my fellow pupils were shocked that I wasn't sad. Or in one occurence I saw people punching someone almost to death. It was somehow shocking, but I was completely rational and just turned around and later called the police. I don't turn happy if other people are happy around me and laugh. But idk. as I recognize emotions and I also care about others and I feel responsibility and don't like it to lie. It makes me sad if people are unhappy and I want them to feel better. Would be hard to say if I have emotional empathy if I hadn't it in my life.

You can live on government benefits and use that to switch the environment e.g. Depends on the situation. It is not about something nobody has done before. If you don't have any expertise you can do just market research and pick the easiest thing that makes you the most money at the beginning and is also fun to you. After that, you can expand.