GodDesireOnlyLove

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  1. @fridjonk I'll only take your last sentence ❤️❤️ thanks! God bless your sleep
  2. @DivineSoda got this on repeat since months dude. 100% sure of this vibe I got from you was real. click on this movie on repeat, that's as powerful and beautiful as a psychedelic trip.
  3. @Meta-Man whatever. have a good time waking up people from nothing ps : I m living in pure bliss.
  4. or you play the game or you don't, either way, both are true, believe it or not. it's the easy way, you waste your life sitting on a chair and told us "it's just my non free will, now I need to poop because of my non free will". why humans are so perfect is not a construct, wake up, because the neo cortex, but indeed no free will is disconnecting that part of you for making you a npc. the ego will trick you to believe there is no free will to makes you feel comfy about having a wasted life and be happy about that. but that's ok I can get it cause I share with you the idea that indeed we are "limited". but someone who isn't aware of higher level of design cannot conceive higher level of design. you are high on the scale, not high enough. you believe in a human construct who believe in an ego in a deterministic world. I don't even believe there has been an ego in the first place, it's all thoughts, pure imagination. the only paradigm there is, maybe that one. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chaos_theory maybe just a thought, the only way, actuality.
  5. @Meta-Man I understand you, I agree with you right now. it's not meant to be all the time that way though.
  6. @Meta-Man Told you man, that is a belief. you didn't go deeper. I got deeper. it's not "no free will", but it's neither what you would call "pure free will" neither. the brain is currently operating under certains filter and paradigm, but you can have a paradigm that control your entire paradigm. but as you are arrogant, I m not sure I'll share with you more. Find for yourself. But determinism is not valid or non valid. You are the one operating on belief system, we all need to have one, I m just more & more purging the one that is under "god will" or whatever, of course I'll not fly tomorrow with my arms. But even that, not sure. I would remain skeptical, in a world where a feeling of choice exist, I wouldn't understand why there is such a feeling in the first place. think it again. Maybe the feeling a delusion, but it's where start the real work in the 2nd dimension, before that you were/ or is, indeed, a pure pnj, until you start being woke.
  7. before any psychedelics, at age of 8 I asked people if that was sure that we see the same color or if our sense of it differ even if we give it the same name. beware I m not a super human, but a friend of 26 years couldn't understand this, that is obvious. I call'd people npc at age of 15 years old. I think video games and living in my own head almost all the time since early childhood played a lot on my "awareness". ( I played probably 10k hours games before 20y ) Something that I grasb at 8 years old a guy of 26 couldn't, ( we had to talk to him as 2 friends to makes him "understand" ) ( I m currently 26 ) that makes me think that reality could be really "deluded" for many peoples, really "bubble", really "tunnel". leo talked about his outrageous experiences, most of the experience he got ( thanks to him ) I got them on LSD first time, not all of them. and what he talks at the end, I told it to my psych at 20 y old ( that everything is a dream and reality will end if I close my eyes. ) She give me ritaline as an answer LOL. but as I m the psych, I was giving ritaline to myself, the goal was selling it for weed though. I m so deluded on many things still, so had lost somes pieces, and find again some others. I think reality is super real now. But still. I don't know is the more obvious answer. Leo was very truthful in his last video, we don't know, can't know. he teached me a lot about others non existential delusion ( like self love ) before him I was just a nihilistic pack of shit. I think I just follow leo because he is "wake" and funny, one of my favorit youtuber.
  8. @kag101 two things, you didn't read the books about it, and probably can't see it as accurate because you didn't do any work to use this lens in your reality. not that you're wrong, but that is aswell a perspective, a perspective that isn't wrong, could be stacked up aswell as a double perspective on it, but not the only one. SD is very relevant and efficient in my paradigm. saying SD is useless is just proof of a biased belief and having not put time and inquiry into it. But that's ok, some resonate better with chakra system and all that.
  9. @LaucherJunge good points, I watch her videos sometimes. But I still think that she could be confusing ( to me at least ) , but I probably prefer leo & myself for some reason. her "life background" and where she happen to be now is more than respectable. the worst of the teacher to me, is infinite water, this guy is way to fucked up for me. I really get the "guru vibe" from him.
  10. LOL sure you lived that to 100% degree, but in fact, it was just the story of you going to the restaurant, loosing sanity and opening a box with a sandwich, it's funny how it recontextualise reality about our deeper thought to the maxima, I m still thinking that we bring with us the operating paradigm of our consciousness who start to filter reality under the lens/paradigm that we have deep inside. I had a trip where I was feeling under the control of god, because I was believing that I had absolutely no free will, the others, was on the contrary, very healing, was about I totaly control everything. God mode. Since this trip no more inquiry for now, I want to build better knowledge of reality before actualizing it in a trip.
  11. she spread good advices.. sometimes but way to confusing. a lot of disorientation. a broken bridge Falsehood and devilry
  12. @Nahm exactly my point. Love cure it all again ❤️
  13. Laws of nature and Gravity. Think of it
  14. if you really look humans deeply, very deeply, theirs hands, their faces, you'll feel everyone is already an alien
  15. belief, belief, belief. it's not because you operate from chaos that order isn't true. But surely today you operate from this false belief. Or whatever you feel, I'll not deny your reality, probably real from your perspective and feeling right now. like you already know everything, good, spreading teaching, like 99.9% of deluded. strange looping myself in the meantime. anyway, just sharing my <3 you choose the reality you wish for. maybe I m the deluded monkey who want to liberate himself from the determination of his lizard brain. maybe currently not possible in the current world, but be careful with operating on belief system as radical.
  16. @Meta-Man I don't know you; but sometimes feeling a need to teach is the very shadow we cling on. maybe you don't operate from a feeling of teaching, can't tell. but if you do, then surfingthewave is right pointing it at you, whatever his "level of consciousness". & it could be whatever you makes of your life. Believing in "no free will", is the best way to fail at being woke.
  17. My opinion is that I build trust by opening myself to people, sometimes when I lie, this was a lie, I hate myself when I should have trust in love and failed to my own blindness. I created the non trust environnement always, it is myself, because of fear, because of blindness, whatever. I m the creator of people loosing trust in me, they never fail, I, and I only fail. if people doesn't trust me, that's because I didn't trust enough in the first place. I wasn't powerful enough to pardon, to build myself to the level of awareness to create trust within me and within them. I can put my faith & trust in what I want, it will probably happen, you need a conscious effort to build things. Not happening in a finger snap. If you want a solid relations with someone, be aware of what you're building always. Are you aswell operating from a lack or a wish to build ? / love Awareness, more awareness. I Stopped to put the blame away than on me, at least, I try, and if I failed, I do better, and if I fail again, I stand again, and again and again. I m the creator of my reality. litteraly. ?♥️
  18. Probably not. I still secretly wish It's the New World order plan. forcing people to higher consciousness through a big manipulation by pushing suffering. But I'll not speculate. I just got my imagination very crazy. For me It's growth for others It's death. Absolutely not fun. Will that makes orange go green ? We will know truth when it will be there. For now no Time for that. Go growth whatever it is. Self quarantine could provocate a lot of New woke people. I Hope. ?♥️
  19. A belief leo know he is not alone. Or he wouldn't be doing this' think again.
  20. if he were enlightened he wouldn't say that drug exist in the first place. because to my view, if you're thirsty and you drink water to "relieve the pain" it means you didn't liked your state of "being dry", tada, you altered your state of consciousness. you better live all your life dry then, and don't drink water in case that change your state of mind. of course in the relative there is substances that are playing on the mind/body that change what every pov call a "normal consciousness" but I would say, this is totaly relative. what is the structure of "normal". and where begin the "psychedelic states". where does it ends ? call me a druggy if you want, but I m even so conscious that I avoid coffee and thea for their propriety in alteration of my consciousness. I use them with the same awareness that If I were putting LSD inside me. for me sadghuru is a redflag, only good to makes people more lost in fluffy spirituals stories ..
  21. If you truly have an high iq you learn having EQ. On the other side... can't tell. Not my personnal experience LOL. Please throw flowers to your new god. Bow bow ! No one could measure my iq. Cause they all operate from a lower one ?
  22. @Galyna the entire universe is lovable but that could be overwhelming. ?♥️
  23. @DivineSoda the kind of dude I instant friend with ? I can feel your entire being in a picture be careful ? @ivankiss would be gay for you bro hahaha ( ps : u already seen my pictures months ago <3 )
  24. @Galyna happy that someone resonate and see my ?❤️