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Oh that really meant something?! I thought it was gibberish Thanks man, I didn't know until you told me!

Here in the forum? Does it? We're just discussing how to use the dark net safely.

@blueplasma Could you give us where you get these information from? Why never use vpn with tor? I thought vpn gave you more anonymity.

Where can I go to learn these things? @Javfly33 @Chives99 @BlackMaze

@Leo Gura Leo, I write this to add to your theory of changing material reality with consciousness. If you remember I'm the guy who had a psychotic episode where I thought a dog would come into my apartment when I opened my apartment door. So before I got sent to the hospital I tried changing time and it worked! just a few minutes but I was sure at that time that the digital clock I was looking at went back a few minutes. But I'm skeptical about this because I was in a trance-like state. And also I think I'm not your normal-average person. Why I say that is because I had an incident where I shut off my memory part of the brain when I was running a 400m race in my highschool track and field. I'm a pretty fast runner so I was selected my class 400m runner and there were like 12 other students there and in it was a rugby player also. So sprinted fast to first place until like 150m, and about in the 200~300m mark, I got tired and so I lost my first place to 3rd place. me and that rugby player were next to each other and fighting for the 2nd and 3rd place. At the moment when we came neck and neck to each other, I remember thinking I can't do this. But right after that thought, some unknown thing(courage?) came up and I have no memory of anything after that until I crossed the line and ran some meters more than the finish line. I didn't know what place I finished the race in. And what had happened in that missing time. After the race my friends told me I finished the race in first place. And they said it was a great race because I overtook the rugby player and the other runner so dramatically. So in this reason I am skeptical about me thinking time changed in unusual way. Because it might have been my brain tricking me to see the clock going back in time. Since my memory can be out of whack while running, why not in my psychotic episode it be out of whack. @Leo Gura I have a question. When you say you turned the lights on or off with your consciousness. Was it also the case in reality(to others also)? Couldn't it be that your memory tricking you?

What do I want. I want the God mode. Why? Because I don't want to be attached to anything. But if I get it, it will be the end of me. Will I take it. I've always wanted to play the God mode in games, anything because it makes me detached from it. I realized what I've been doing and why I am this way till now.

Do you know that watching porn damages the brain? It may definitely affect the brain but so does anything else.

I'd say Leo's content contributed to it. But not only him

So about three years ago I was hospitalized because I was tripping without psychedelics. I didn't know what was going on at that time but, looking back I now realize that I was tapping into 'mind is everything, everything is your imagination' type stuff The reason I say that is because at that time I thought I was materializing what I imagined. I remember I was sure that if I open my apartment door a dog would walk in. This particular thing didn't happen but I was in like this mode for some time until my family called emergency hospital. I take anti-psychotic medication now but I think I'll be able to gradually get off them. Anyone have had this type of experience? Any thoughts about this matter I'd appreciate. Thanks

Is it? Because when I did it, it wasn't real sound and I can stop it . For schizophrenics they really actually hear sounds and they can't control it.

@Leo Gura My ego is kind of boosted right now from hearing you say these things! I have you as my higher authority which I shouldn't but it's gratifying.

@Leo Gura Oh and another thing that I can do is when I hear a certain sound that sounds like a part of a some song, music, sound I know(or heard before), I can play the full song, sound in my head with it sounding almost real.

@mandyjw I'm not sure what your trying to say here.

@Nahm At that time I thought things into existance, or more like I hoped things didn't materialize as I thought them.

@Carl-Richard Well one of them is I see random patterns or images in somethings unintentionally. Like visually in the sky or on a view of mountains or in the bathroom tile floor or on the wallpapers I see a face or an animal or when I watched porn a lot that week I see a vagina shape in something. yeah at first when I was diagnosed schizophrenia I searched deeply into schizotypal or schizoid or whatever I might be categorized into but now I think I'm passed that point. Oh and another thing that I can do is when I hear a certain sound that sounds like a part of a some song, music, sound I know(or heard before), I can play the full song, sound in my head with it sounding almost real.

@Leo Gura Could you tell me what it means when you say "If your inclined to do this work"? Also I'm not the usual schizophrenic in that I don't hear any voices and stuff like that. I can see how one can go to that direction though.

Yeah, and also 'the dancing buddha' phenomena happens, happened to me from time to time. I thought it was normal but now I know it's not what normal people experience.

@Leo Gura So when you say "if your inclined to this work" does that mean schizophrenics? Or at least include schizophrenics?

@The0Self I've been with bipolar people and I'm definitely not bipolar. The doctors call me schizophrenic but I know now that what I am can not be boxed in like that. I'd advise you not to box people in like that. Also others being bipolar is your creation, it's not them

My question is just this: How do I search the Entire Universe and grasp what Everything is in a flick of a wrist just like Leo said? And how is it possible?(My automatic mind says Because you are the whole Universe which is a ready made answer) That's all

@Leo Gura What are your thoughts on this Leo?

Your words are misleading. What you said sounds like Leo stopped he’s creative work after receiving money from his fans through patreon which is not true.

Anyone know when Leo will be back making Actualized.org videos? @Leo Gura

@Blackbeat No it is not.

@StarStruck I don’t think so. Leo created Patreon like one year ago and he stopped posting Actualized.org content on youtube 1 and a half months ago. Don’t tell others what you really don’t know.