Frosty97

@Leo Gura How does one become a moderator on this forum?

@Nilsi ESFJs are Beautiful, How dare you!!

Does the world stop existing when I close my eyes? If so, How?

@Vladimir The Holygrail

How did you get there, Besides the Will part

(People claiming to see heaven and hell) is a full of shit

I'm a South Korean who's fluent in Korean and English. I currently live in Seoul, South Korea and anyone who is Korean or is planning to visit or is living in Korea, PM me I'd love to help in any way shape or form. Chat about Psychedelics, Life, Life goals, anything that comes to mind I'm open to talk about. If I'm not responding here for some reason you can contact me on KakaoTalk id:mark2954

Why not visit South Korea too? I currently live in Seoul, South Korea. If you're open, message me

@Judy2 Thank you

So when I've had a bad sleeping cycle or had masturbated too much or have had a bad mental state(Or had concentrated on one thing for too long) for a long period of time or the combination of all the above, I experience a non-psychedelic induced psychosis(Meaning, I feel like the body moves on it's own) but it is nothing very serious and it comes down in a few minutes. Will raising Consciousness help a person like me too? Or will meditation help a person like me too? . . Well I said psychosis but I don't think it's as serious as psychosis but just a feeling of the body being very smooth with it's movement.. That would be a better way of saying it.

@Judy2 Is it that obvious? I don't know Because I feel like I'm not the whole of Consciousness but just a part of it. I don't feel like I am the whole of God but just a part of it. Do you Know that you are The Consciousness?

Do you ever hear new tones in your dream

After reading your post as I was watching youtube videos, I stumbled on to this video and reminded me of what you said about you playing violin as a child. This dude also played violin and said “it’s not about getting the notes perfectly right but is about feeling what the producer felt making and playing the notes.” https://youtu.be/FgzyLoSkL5k Just wanted to share:)

I've been following Leo's bread crumbs and it has lead me somewhere I couldn't think of. And just living as if Leo's teachings are true has lead me a long way. I don't have access to psychedelics right now but I am not as desperate of them. I was going to write a long paragraph but I erased it because it was going to get too long and unnecessary. That's all for now

Recently somethings been happening to me. Before a couple of days ago, I was consumed by fear. I resisted a lot of my experience and my eyes looked always hurt and always was giving hurt to other people(This might be imaginary now that I think of it, but what's the difference?) I think also that I'm becoming more like Leo. Leo's words or looks or in song lyrics or in my past interaction with other people give me messages that only I can know or understand(or is hard to communicate) Now I am no longer consumed by fear and walking around anywhere is comfortable for me(before it wasn't) By no means am I saying its all easy. But when uneasy feelings come to me I hold space for it. I am afraid this would go away but the thought of it going away also happens within me. I take anti-psychotic medication but I think as time go by I can overcome my "illness". The gist of it is I am not the hurt, fear,my illness, and so in.. although I am also all that. I don't think it's a God realization but I am not in a hurry to achieve that state anymore. I am what I am and I will not give more or less attention to anything that passes through my consciousness. But I have a dilemma. That I have a girl in my life. If I give her more attention that mean's I'm putting her above other things and I'm not ok with that. I'm in a cross road of starting a family with her or pursuing indifference to anything. I write this through how it flows through my consciousness. Maybe you see something Oh I think Kendrick Lamar's recently announced song 'The heart part 5' started what I said in the writing(It's not the only thing but a big part of it). it's a really good listen, expanding you.

@Leo Gura Leo I’m having insights front back and center.. It’s honestly quite challenging

@axiom I’ve experienced psychosis and tbh it does sometimes border on it. But I don’t take it there anymore. And what’s the difference?

@RMQualtrough Is lithium taken to a person at all? When do you consume lithium?

By that you mean taking it or getting off it?

@axiom I just accept them as part of life

What voices?

OMG is everyone seeing this sht? Am I the only one in awe of this?

Then maybe put a filter on who can write,read on the <sourcing discussion forum>. Like, only members with more than 200 posts and 2 weeks after the account has been made can write or read on the <sourcing discussion forum>. I think there can be many solution to that problem.

Is sourcing on private message allowed?

So when I was young, I used to be super secure within myself. I would get tons of gifts from girls on Valentine's Day and on pepero day(a day like Valentines's day in South Korea) and part of it was due to my strong sense of self and imposing my reality above others. But after I had a schizophrenic tendency after sophomore of high school I lost that security within myself. I want security and self confidence back but.. I'm noticing, sensing that it was a (mostly or all) delusion So my Question is: Is all self confidence, strong sense of reality and an ability to impose my reality all delusional? And how can I get my super confident self back?