Richard Purdy

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  1. I want to know how you guys think a solid stage orange foundation is made. What do you do everyday? Schedule, diet, work, fitness, social life. I’m kinda in a limbo where I jumped the shark to more stage green ideas without building a solid foundation at red and orange. I don’t know how to SURVIVE. Obviously I do but you know what I mean. I feel stuck like I need a little bit more. I’m not your hustler, I’m more of a creative person. Give me your best ideas stage orange people.
  2. @Consept Yes, my brothers. I sometimes feel like I have no say, can’t make my own decisions. It’s whatever they say goes, since they make the money. There’s no boundaries whatsoever
  3. I tripped in my dream last night. Today should I to take the day off and regroup or can I go about my business? I have to drive an hour to the airport. Wondering if tripping in dream life affects real life the day after
  4. @JuliusCaesar I woke up completely sober, but a little shaken from fear. I think I smoked DMT in the dream, and a couple minutes after I woke up and it was morning. I'm just wondering if its safe to travel in a car for an hour, or just wait until tomorrow. Something tells me its fear but it's hard to tell
  5. Y’all try the gravity bong? Here’s the piece, you light and raise the half cut up bottle in water then take a hit. 1 hit is equal to 4 bong rips
  6. I know nothing about politics and have never voted before. What should I look out for when voting for people this election? I don’t understand current events, I’m pretty young. I never pay attention to politics. I want to know the difference between what these politicians need to bring to the table and what is bullshit. What is the most apple pie ideal politician?
  7. I love video games. Art is art.
  8. Yes. Very foundational and needed. Not talked about a lot.
  9. Apples Blueberries Pears Mangoes Yuzu
  10. @Leo Gura I’ve seen you in the sky before. How come you fly Amazon looking drones? It’s really cool how it’s engine body is completely silent. When you visit planet earth are you just here visiting out of curiosity to explore what’s here? What’s humans to you and why do you shine lights on us when you see us
  11. GTA VI was leaked this past weekend. Hacker teapotuberhacker somehow broke into Rockstar's servers and uploaded 90+ videos of the game (1 hr of footage) instantly becoming viral. Leaks were uploaded onto YouTube as Rockstar is copyright striking anyone who uploads footage. Kinda pointless, it's unstoppable now. On the internet forever. The hacker promised this isn't the end and threatened to upload the source code for VI as ransom. It's hard not to hear about it. It's currently being investigated by the FBI but no leads so far. Heres the original post. Seems like he removed the original file: https://gtaforums.com/topic/985481-gta-6-americas-leak-90-mp4-footagevideos/ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HTIkBudvTDA
  12. My mom has a year or so to live. We’ve lived with each other for my whole life. She’s seen me grow up and seen a lot of what I experienced as a kid. I’m 21 years old. What should I do with her? What questions should I ask her? (Her viewpoint on My experiences as child, my traumatic experiences, etc) What should I ask about her and her life? What are some things to say that my self would my satisfied with 10 years from now when I have my own family? Please be detailed. I have some ideas but I was wondering what you guys would do if you were in my shoes. And to the people who lost their parents, what do you wish you would do/ ask. I want satisfaction with how I spent my time with her. I hear love is a good idea. Thanks
  13. Being that there are all these alkaline diets and natural remedies out there that have cured diseases, is it possible to cure cancer? If not cure, but help aide in the healing of it? I’m looking for a real remedy, no stupid bullshit. Even if it helps a little. Something to shrink the cells. There must something the mainstream knows nothing about. Diet, fruits, etc. give me your suggestions.
  14. Collecting video games is awesome. Game cartridges are just so cool. I was born in 2001 but for some reason I'm just crazy about collecting cartridges. Nobody understands but me... It's a great way to invest your money too. Just resell it on ebay Conker's Bad Fur Day is an N64 game worth 120 bucks. The most intuition based game from the 90's I've seen. Everything about it is art. There was no script, everything was done improv. I've never seen another game that has fun like this one. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Q5y9_RQ4Fk
  15. Can you workout or run while on DMT? Or do you have to be careful? If you shouldn't, how long do you have to wait after the trip to start working out again
  16. @BenG I'm trying to see if it can damage you. I'm curious, since its a deep fear of mine
  17. The topic above is what im referring to. I want to become a therapist/coach teaching how to feel. Emotional mastery, emotional intellgience. Can't figure out what specific niche to call this in my resume. What niche is this?
  18. I always feel like I ruined myself for the day. I had a DMT trip in my dreams and got traumatized. In waking life, when I feel the same trauma I felt surface in the dream, or when I think about it, I feel like I’m activating DMT waves in my brain. So I always try to avoid these thoughts and feelings. I feel like activating it while you’re doing daily activities can hurt your brain.
  19. Somebody on this forum asked; “Could you ever develop shamanic breathing to be as strong as a mushroom trip?” and Leo said: “There is no substitute for the underlying chemistry. Mushrooms are crazy powerful. If you were able to get that effect sober you would be classified as insane.” This makes sense for all psychedelics. However for DMT, since that’s already in our brains, can’t you get the DMT effect while sober? I’ve seen some YouTubers do some breathing exercises to naturally release it. Or is the psychedelic different from what’s in your brain? In a dream I took DMT and tripped a few months ago. It was a bad trip. Last night in meditation, I replicated everything I felt in the trip (Felt myself going through tunnels, feeling the feeling you get during come up) It really felt like I was experiencing DMT again. I felt the waves of traveling and the same beating. I resurfaced some traumas from that trip too. Feeling the traumas from that trip in a sober state. It felt like the real thing. Here's my ultimate question: When you feel out the same trauma that came up during a DMT trip in sober state, can DMT resurface in your brain? Or is it just my imagination, my thoughts?
  20. Never took it in my life. Only weed molly and LSD. I had a dream that I smoked it with my dealer in a gravity bong in the parking lot. We started driving. And I started getting deeper and deeper into the trip. I resisted it and was scared. My dealer turned up the music and every beat got me deeper and deeper into the trip. I kept freaking out. From the visuals and the feelings it was a come up of a DMT trip. All I could see was red pulsing, pulsing my reality, if that makes sense. By the bass of the music. I woke up immediately after. I can still feel and remember everything what it felt like.
  21. Even posting this post. I feel like I have to stop all my activities for the rest of the day in order to not feel this forever. Then start again the next day. And the next day. And the next day. And the next day. Here's the next story: I was dehydrated while deep in meditation and my chakras were shaking. I was feeling them out. I suddenly felt trauma from the DMT trip (from my sleep)) And felt them out. This was scary for me. I felt like I was going to injure myself, but I felt through it anyway. Now I deeply regret doing it since I was dehydrated in the process. Now I have to wait 2 days, hydrate myself, and get back to normal before I can do anything again. Any daily activity. I had to be on my phone all day to heal. I know its in my mind, but I just believe it so much. My brain is hardwired to think like this. How can I unwire this? This is a tough subject, no one ever knows wtf I'm talking about, lol. This OCD is very complex. Help.... I need a practical plan!
  22. @Thought Art @axiom You ever feel after breathing you have to give yourself some time to settle down? Or do you get up just go about your day
  23. You’ve probably been asked this before, but don’t you need time to integrate these trips. On a side note I want to take LSD consistently but I want to avoid having to double the dose every time. How often do you recommend. Seems like I’ll be doing the do nothing technique.
  24. She kinda cute not gonna lie. Come on I can’t be the only one who thought
  25. How about for DMT. Can you get that effect sober if you keep thinking about it?