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How do I let go? "Thoughts become things." I've been coming across this concept a lot lately. In the past month I've read and heard so many different interpretations of the Law of Attraction, and I think it's pretty interesting how so many different sources say the same thing, each in their own way. I've been trying to change my thoughts and have had some success, but what's been really interesting is that noticed that the practice alone of trying to change your thoughts shows you so much of your own inner shit. While practicing control of my conscious mind, I've come to realize that I still have many emotional blocks that I've stuffed deep down, and they're manifesting today as frustration, anger, destructive tendencies, lack of self-love, doubt, and fear. Some days I am like a cloud, everything that happens to me just goes through me, and some days I feel like a live wire, the slightest thing can make me boil with rage. I know that I have a lot to let go of before I can truly wake up to myself, but I'm not sure how.

The 3 Books a Day Diet I got this strategy from Tai Lopez (mostly stage orange guy, I know, but he's also kind of stage yellow based on how much he consumes information and integrates it into his life). Regardless, this is a pretty awesome way to get through lots of books in a short time, as well as optimizing them for their fullest effect. It's not just about reading three books a day, it's about what you read and at what time. Here's what I do. I'm currently reading Think and Grow Rich by Napoleon Hill in the morning, Mastery by Robert Greene in the afternoon, and Autobiography of a Yogi by Paramhansa Yogananda before I go to bed. The trick with this strategy is to read an action-oriented book in the morning, preferably one about vision and principles; something abstract and long-term. In the afternoon, pick out a book that you can use as a benchmark to your progress, one that is more specific and process-oriented. Lastly, go to bed with a book that leaves you inspired as to what is possible, like a great biography. This is a super powerful way to optimize your reading habits.

It's a kind of wacky idea, but hear me out: I had a vision a few months back of an online resource that offers a holistic approach to self-development. I want it to also integrate spiral dynamics and really be a tool that adjusts to each user's personality type, their unique ambitions, problems, desires, as well as their stage on the spiral. To do this, I'm seeking the help of anyone who is experienced in creating web apps, web design, programming, or any other skill that would be needed to get something like this off the ground. I don't know much about any of these things myself, all I have is this vision. I'm more of a starter than a finisher, and I know that this project is too ambitious for me to finish on my own, so if you think that this is something you would be interested in learning more about, feel free to PM me. Thank you.

The real epidemic I've said before that I've had issues feeling different from everybody else. It's caused me many problems with fitting in, but it has allowed me to think critically about society and human nature. Ever since I was little I could just look at the people around me and know that something was off. At some point in our lives, the joy that was so normal in our everyday experiences as children, becomes labeled as unpractical or even dangerous. Life becomes a serious game, and society masks the obvious lack of joy with the glorification of a petty and mediocre lifestyle. We try to plug the leaks in a desperate attempt to pretend that the whole ship isn't sinking. Companies count on people being mediocre, both in the form of employees and customers, and I'll bet that it's only gotten worse after coronavirus. With so many people at home, people are at a greater risk to be consumed by their worst vices: porn, video games, alcohol, drugs, etc. Part of my life purpose entails bringing high-consciousness values to society at a mass scale. I realize that I will never truly be fulfilled until I can live in a world where people are no longer shallow, and are capable of experiencing and conveying deep emotion and understanding. The sheep mentality disturbs me to no end, and while I may never live to see it completely eradicated, I know that I can die happy if I inspire others to at least see the problem. In the process of narrowing down my life purpose I've come to the realization that the number one thing that people are lacking is meaning. Meaning is everything. Without meaning, not only will we stumble around in life without an aim or a strong desire, we will be completely indifferent to any of the good or success that we do experience. We will be devoid of any true and powerful emotion, and our own personal worth will remain obscure to us. My greatest challenge will be in meeting society where it's at; most people are too comfortable to be ready for a revolution right now, and do not want to hear 90% of what someone at stage yellow or turquoise has to say. The world needs to be inspired to change. The world needs leaders who understand what true meaning is, and embody and teach that. The world needs someone who can show what high-consciousness looks like, not just someone who can talk about it.

@Raphael Glad to see that you're interested. Please PM me if you want more details.