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This seems to be the fight between the lower and the higher like many spiritual traditions have talked about. If you could read the hidden meaning of the book Dr jekyll and Mr Hyde you will see that it is a struggle that every human Soul has to face between the rational and carnal principles, just hidding behind the term "fictional". As the individuated Ray of the logos can only gravitate toward one direction, either spirit or matter. You are either becoming your Godself or Animalself, there is no place for both.

I do not know what the exact situation is but I think I had a similair one. What i did is I started to change myself, like quit smoking and started excercising i.e. started to focus on the healthier things in life which did not resonate with my friends. Unfortunately I had to take the all or nothing approach and leave all friends aside and not only one, as we were like a solid group and if I would befriend one I had to befriend all. And live a life that is of no interest to them. Just decide to leave him alone cold turkey and do not look back, he will understand and find other people to hang out with.

Me: Red: 15% Orange: 30% Green: 40% Yellow: 10% Turquoise: 5% The forum: Almost the same as Me, and i think it is a projection as I still do not see things for what they are as I cannot go beyond my mind.

I was always afraid of getting psychosis so I can just image what you are going through. The anxiety I have is bad enough for me as I am taking ssri so not to self medicate on alchohol. Although I will drop the drug when most stressful events are over in a few months. It does feel better to get of the meds as with all psychiatric drugs. They reduce the negative symptoms but also can make you general well being become numb. Is there a possibility you could take drugs when you are in acute stages and be without them when you are normal. And/or add baseline things so not rely solelly on medication? A natural baseline approach is to reduce the symptoms with a healthy diet, supplements and moderate excercise. Some natural remedies can aleviate depression and anxiety. But please consult your doctor so not to get interactions with the medication you if you will be taking in the future with taking a more holistic approach. Personally I focus on a mixture of Wim hof method + Hiking in nature + some medication to reduce my chronic anxiety/madness right now. Vincent van gogh did the cold showers in order to reduce the depression in the psychiatric hospital. And some psychiatric hospitals gave as little as kefir for the bad gut health of their patients and saw improvements, as gut healt is linked with different diseases. As Hippocrates would say "All disease begins in the gut”. As there were not many anti psychotic back then, so they relied on natural remedies also. And mindfullness helps too and is scientifically proven. So the Wim hof method I do is in these steps: 1. The 10min breathing excercises with guidance of Wim from his youtube video. 2. 2-3min cold shower. 3. 10-20 min of mindfullness, preferably outside with your body touching the grass. And that would be the minimum effective dose of the pareto rule. I do not know what the complete situation is so please refrain from my advice as this is just something that has helped me, we are all alike but still different. Hope everything will be good for you, blessings. p.s. I am also a bird fan

I know, was just bored and needed to say it

This exciting realization becomes a sobering fact

They are all the expression of the one infinite consciousnesses.

@Member The information i gave about the orbs is what i only know about it. The experiences varies from person to person if this is the case. Some have it once and others daily and it does not need to be a being or extraterrestrial as the methaphysical possibilities for this to happen are many. That is why i can advice you not to make any conclusions and take time as i am myself limited in understanding these phenomenon and i have studied and explored this field for many years. Never needed to use the CE5 as i was contacted first. That is why i thought if you had the same situation. You can try it out as it works for many people. Be vary so not to stumble on some delusions. And if these are actual beings not some brain illusions or something like that, then probably you have been guided before you even were aware of their existence. If you have any questions you can pm me and i will try to help. Anyway, good luck!

@Member Well i hope you have a open mind. One possibility could be this: I was at a online zoom conference last Saturday with Corey Goode a sphere being alliance contactee and whistle blower and a question appeared on why some attendees have seen a blue orb. He answered that many people have sent him emails like doctors to teachers and asked him the same question. He answered that it is a wake up call to the starseed mission/life purpose, a shift in consciousnesses and a preparation. Nothing extraordinary so do not get overexcited if this is the case. As for me, i have seen the white astral stripes for many years now, especially if i walk outside at nighttime. For me it feels that they create a small shift in my consciousnesses and i get aligned. I do not know what actually is going on as it is beyond my comprehension but i am already used to it as part of my life. I have always wondered if specific beings have a "signature" to them, As i have seen two different ones. But it can be any other thing and this is my 10%. The best thing would be to follow your intuition and with time see if more changes happen.

I will order the "Super Supreme Grace" and please make me one with everything.

@Member Did the orb have any particular color? Such as white or blue? Have heard that people from many different professions have seen a blue orb appearing in front of them.

Sadly that i did not hear this a few years ago.

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That is the advice my neighbor took. He is sitting at home and haven't worked for many years. He has a Ford mustang shelby, a motorcycle-scooter, a big lawnmower for his 30m2 lawn, a electric bicycle, a electric scooter and many more gadgets . The only time i see him walk is when he goes after the newspaper with his shorts on!

@Osaid oh, now I get ya. Why did I didn't though about it in the first place? Anyway, I got fortunate with this experience as it showed how reality works and now have to align my theoretical understanding of it, as I am still a bit dumb with the non-duality and likewise stuff at this point. (and yet I wrote another "story", haha)

A short question Few years back i had a short experience of being ejected out of my body in which circumstances i wish not to mention. On the experience i learned that leaving my body was the lightest possible thing that can happen in universe. The ejection felt lighter than a feather ,natural and celestial. I looked back at my body and it appeared as just a bundle of impersonal atoms for me, The body had a very low vibratory grey like vibe to my physical appearance as I was not there to uphold the light for it . Would describe my awareness state being "normally" 50-70% my potentiality while in the ejected state was 100%, i was complete. It felt my senses were felt as ONE without any separation, Hearing, sight and probably smell were interconnected. The weirdest part is, that i could see without any physical eyes. This amuses me the most. Why do i need the eyes for and other sense organs if i could see and more clearly so than i ever could? And why do we loose eyesight if the retina gets damaged when the sight is in/the consciousnesses? The structured of this reality wonders me. With this experience in the background. I intuitively know that i am not this body but it is my body. However i still feel identified with it as "me", and lot of survival fear is surrounded by this attachment. A ejection was not enough to convince this something that i am not it.

One theory says that people attaining mahasamadhi are dropped into nirvana although temporarely. As the rule goes, a human cannot be 2 steps ahead of humanity he is interconnected with on this spiritual/physical evolution Journey. 1 step ahead is accepted but not 2. So the being is left waiting in nirvana for the rest of humanity to catch up before incarnating back again. I think the only exception to this rule was Gautama, as the story says he had to embody the fifth ray of the logos for humanity. I think the rainbow body is trascending the physical form and taking it with you into the dimension you are going, idk. Could this a achievement be of a permanent nirvanic state or ascension into 4th density.

@Osaid And yet I did see. Like other people reported in their astral projection. But maybe sight is limited to the astral realm, I do not know. That is what it felt like. Glad cousciousness includes the sight even more than eliminates it as the materialist paradigm has taught me.

I did learn a few things about our collective shadow from him. Not being popular with the kids and dominance hierarchy are a few themes i remember. He does understand these things very well but confuses it with being the reality. A good example of this is his opinion of the Bible. In one of his videos the old testament fits his worldview while his attitude of the new testament is different. .I hope he gets glimpses of the transcended so his teachings would evolve. Blessings to him and his audience.

Heard rumors that these videos are very low-res versions of the originals.

Happy for you. Almost jealous as I want this also to happen.

Eceti ranch has a event on 4th july I think. Heard that the sightings there are anything like a CE5. I think getting a bit nosey on this topic will not harm the work we are doing. Has anyone done a succesful CE5 here on the forum?

@RedLine Have to put my curiosity on some bioenergetics some day. I watched a batgap interview with Ken Wilber a week ago, interesting guy. I like this part, it will take some time to digest this. You seem good at this as i am still missing these points. (I think Eckhart did it right to explain it this way as to attract a greater audience.) @Leo Gura A Shunyamurti video a day keeps the ego away! @Commodent Remember that a triggers is a opportunity to heal trauma. Cannot remember where i heard it. Guess this is more prevalent than i have thought as i need this to prepare for a short trauma healing course this week. Thanks for the output everyone!

Have seen many talks about the ego but few mention anything similair what Eckhart refers to as the pain body. The pain body as he described is the emotional side of the ego, the past trauma. Usually a person pain body is displayed when triggering happens. Eckhart reffered to it as the super-ego once in his posts and it I think he associated it with guilt, not sure exactly. It seems similair to the concept of vasanas, deep inroted karmic behaviour. What is it he talks about and can it be found in other teachings?

@Rilles Are there any specific synchronicites you are having?