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I had a similar experience, some people might call it ego death but it was similar to unconsciousness. So I totally get that.

I guess I'm a mule and the devil (sarcasm). Yet, we are One and God is Love.

As long as I can't change my eye color or anything specific to my body, yes, I'm in/the body. If you're free to shape shift your personality/appearance then show me the proof. I'm sick of judgemental people telling me "I'm the devil".

I used to think like you, too. This is not my world, we're all programmed to react in a certain way. You're not as free as you think.

You can only if you can. But what if you can't?

We have no choice. Free will is an illusion.

The only meaning of life is to live. God doesn't have a need to exist, it just is. Call it "reality" or whatever.

Justice is a concept invented by humans. God doesn't make any distinctions between the spiritual vs greedy ones or anything in between. At some point, we're all going to die and this world full of lies will be gone. Death is the only fair thing that could happen.

I would try that too but I have no idea from where to get it

Then we both agree that unconsciousness means "non-existence". I don't remember anything before I was born and I truly doubt that death is an illusion. For me death means no perception of space/time, no concepts, no-self-awareness = non-existence. If somebody dies and comes back to prove me wrong, then I will believe in Life. Till then, I still believe in Death.

Have you had any concepts while you were unconscious?

Have you ever fainted?

Does a dead person have any concepts?

It's not hard to understand non-existence. When you fall unconscious to the ground, you experience something similar to non-existence.

From my perspective, I AM my body, not inside the body or outside of it. It seems that God is biting its tail and kills without mercy. Now replace "killer" with "natural death" and you should still see God.

If someone would come to kill you, would you look inside his eyes and see God?

Imagine that you are your own guardian angel taking care of this body/shell. If you give up life, you give up on you. Your duty is to protect your body and fight no matter what. I always think about this when I'm having a hard time or feel weak and it does wonders... maybe it will help you too.

Ok then why do we have to 'wake up'. Can't we just go back to sleep? I mean, the things happen anyway... do we have any choice?

Because fucked up things help us to evolve. If there are no challenges, then you would be stuck at the same level forever. So enjoy the ride / if you need a break, try to go inside (start clearing your mind, chill down, meditate etc).

Start meditating.

Not sure if paranormal abilities work that way. I once had a paranormal manifestation (really crazy one but I don't want to mention what it was) and I didn't think for a second that I was God. It was just intense joy and I was too small to understand complex concepts about God or the world.

I'm sorry if I sounded too harsh. I'm open to other possibilities as well but since time is not linear (although this is how our brains process reality), it isn't so far-fetched to think that the world doesn't keep going on right from the moment we die. That's common sense. Maybe there's a 4th dimension and we're only eternal in space and time since information cannot be destroyed. At least, that's how I see it, I might be wrong though.

What makes you think that you will leave this "world" behind? There are only minds experiencing the passage of time which is a matter of perspective. Do you people really think that it's 2020 and the universe waits for us to evolve further? Things are a lot more stranger.

Maybe there are infinite subjective truths that manifest in this objective reality? Just guessing, I wonder if existence is entirely subjective too.