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I've always been like that. You might just be introverted, or maybe have avoidant personality disorder (or both). It depends on what triggered your apathy towards social situations. If you feel that people are too mediocre and have nothing interesting to learn from them, then maybe you're introverted or a little bit too picky. That's fine as long as you're ok with it. Don't worry.

Nice ? Though it is not really my favorite genre. I used to listen to this:

@zeroISinfinity ? ?

I would suggest you to include healthy fats such as avocado instead of butter, reduce the carbohydrates and remove bread, include only potatoes or rice cakes. Chickpeas are ok but you should eat more protein such as eggs, or chicken from time to time. As for the 3 meals per day, that's a myth! You need to make sure that your food is rich in nutrients and you have a balanced diet. Though you can eat more if you want to gain more weight, but that doesn't mean that it is more healthy.

Yes it is. Including "it is". The limits are set by your mind and your mind is able alter reality or any body ailments you might have. Leo actually doesn't believe that. He told them, "Because of your lack of faith. I tell all of you with certainty, if you have faith like a grain of mustard seed, you can say to this mountain, 'Move from here to there,' and it will move, and nothing will be impossible for you. Matthew 17:20

Only if the observer is self aware. Self consciousness is the greater than pure consciousness.

Agreed, in the "The Life and Lost Art of Szukalski" Netflix documentary, Szukalski said that he used to stare into the sun as a kid which left him with a huge black spot. Sungazing is kinda a weird habit, I really can't understand these people.

@Keyhole how do you make the distinction between demons and positive entities? If you are haunted by alien dreams which seem neutral (there are no positive or negative feelings such as fear, only wonder), can that be an expression of something demonic? It is like the third or fourth time I'm dreaming about this alien thing coming out of my TV and I never have been a huge sci-fi fan. I wonder why the heck I'm seeing it...

Quality is more important than quantity. Simplicity (rather than complexity or chaos) leads to Pure Love. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, relative becomes absolute etc. etc. God/Life/Love is what you make of it. If you create an ugly monster and call it Love, it won't change the fact that it's still an ugly monster.

That's because God is Absolute and transcends the human understanding of right/wrong but that does not mean that evolution does not favor altruism, unity, love or compassion etc. And I don't agree that God "accepts" evil. God is impartial so that there can be free will/expression of Love/Life. It is the highest ideal that a human can pursue and evolution does take you closer to God. Being a depraved animal, nope.

Apparently, evolution favors altruism or compassion since belonging to a group increases the chances of survival, so it would be more accurate to say that God favors moral qualities. The question is why would someone want to be an animal instead of cultivating these qualities that lead to Love instead of separation (hate divides, love unites)...?

@Someone here When I hear about infinite Love, I'm thinking about this ?

@Artsu nothing wrong with getting rich and he can help others with his money.

Cool, I'm thinking of doing it too.

Haven't you tried working as a freelancer in the software niche?

God is Trinity aka Flesh, Spirit and Mind.

And now some fluffy talented drummers for the lols ?

So that you can realize the evil and suffering in the world and be able to evolve/make the world a better place. It's your responsibility to make that change, God does not partake in any human affairs.

Ah lol, I had a similar dream only that I was in a classroom and two girls who wanted to commit suicide. I didn't become lucid but something even weirder happened. Despite trying to convince them that life is worth living, they killed themselves... moment when I started floating in a horizontal position like I was laying in an invisible bed and saw the whole world breaking apart (along with my body) until nothing remained. So basically what I witnessed was this: ... when I woke up, I realized that I was God imagining the entire Universe. So don't underestimate dreams because they can actually trigger huge awakenings. They aren't really that stupid and meaningless as most people think.

Lol, I used to be the same (still kinda am if I'm interacting with idiots) but you should understand that people are not to blame for their stupid behavior. What you actually hate are just ego-based weaknesses, so there's no reason to waste your energy on hating weak people. Learn to cultivate self-love, eat healthy, do physical exercises, find some activities that bring you pleasure and elevate your mind. If you continue focusing on hate and death, it will just bring YOU more damage... besides this, people don't give a flying fuck about your hate which is just a desperate search for self-love.