wordsforliving

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  1. @Leo Gura Realize this is right - I was thinking lazy! And I know you're right about this too - ignorance is not a valid excuse. Time to stop my bullshit and test how badly I want it. And with this in mind, starting the research, nose to the ground sniffing the trail...
  2. @Commodent I did get into A Course in Miracles a few years back, then put it on the back burner in my search for truth and have been following a lot of rabbit trails in the last 3 years especially. Yes, I am most interested in removing blocks, limitations, beliefs, delusions, etc., etc. that are hindering progression. Sometimes I get very overwhelmed at all the blocks and bullshit I have accumulated over the years that I need to get rid of.
  3. @Leo Gura that sounds like a way I could proceed, especially as I have 0% experience with psychedelics. I will have to research how to find a genuine source not in it just for money. Assuming these Shamans do not travel to the United States? Meanwhile, as I research this, I want to continue the self-actualization work in a serious way and have the most effective foundation for going forward.
  4. Thank you. Working so hard, trying so hard. Spent so much efforts on SO MANY even well known spiritual teachers. I have been spending a number of hours each day watching Autualized.org videos and trying to implement. I would be much less upset or panicked if I was much younger and could formulate and execute long-term goals for awakenings.
  5. Posted this under the wrong category which should have been under spirituality. Don't know what to do other than delete this one and repost it under the right category?
  6. So appreciate those keeping track of content on these type of forums, otherwise it would devolve into just ego vomiting all over the place which would make it harder for us newbies or seekers to sift through and possibly causing a sincere seeker to vier off into a ditch of confusion. There's a need for clear boundaries with these types of discussions. So Thank you most sincerely.
  7. I love @Leo Gura so much too. Somehow I came across all this at EXACTLY the right time in my struggle towards enlightenment and self-development.
  8. Leo, I want to reach these levels of consciousness of which I've only had a taste. I've had a number direct experiences of God's Love towards me but with less consciousness. Honestly I have no way to correctly form words to even describe my own experiences right now. But I want to have breakthroughs with 5-MeO-DMT. Problem is, I have NO CLUE how or where to acquire DMT or what to do with it. I am surely older than most everyone one this forum, but have only tried Cannabis or weed and found it boring. Do I already have to have knowledge or experience with psychedelics? Not closed minded about it, just don't know what to do or how to get started. HELP!
  9. Any amount of time would be great. My meditation practice is a minimum of 40 minutes a day, but is usually longer. I would say experiment with longer lengths of time and see if you are drawn to increase meditation time. Don't push yourself to do what others do, as it may not be right for you. My core meditation practices are Sudarshan Kriya and Sahaj Samadhi and I plan to be expanding to include other meditation practices.
  10. No. If you are exploring higher consciousness, doing inner work or any of the sort, sighing can be a sign of releasing lower consciousness programs. In my own inner healing work involving breathwork, I recognized sighing as an indicator of subtle or buried emotions, etc. as coming up and releasing.
  11. This is a great resource, Thank you! I was wondering if anyone here also studied the Law of One material. I have absorbed The RA Contact, Teaching the Law of One Volume I on audible and it was fantastic! Anxiously waiting for Jim McCarty to release Volume II on audible format.