Janerunner

I had a pretty strong mind-focusing and laziness issues myself. Still have them in a way of course. Meditation never helped me neither, always ended up thinking about pills and booze. Only one thing keeps saving me - just standing up through all my pain and going do something physical, long and healthy like job, sport, walking with friends (every time a was alone I kept drowning in my lusts). It's still really hard but gets better every day.