@PlayTheGame I have DPDR and many intense weed-induced spiritual experiences as well. I have a very hard time surrendering, and the DPDR can last several months to a year sometimes. I'm kind of in the same boat. I feel like the weed is enough for me, and that 5-meo would probably be too much.
You are the one who knows yourself best. If the opportunity came about to do 5-meo, I wouldn't say no. But, the more anxious you are about it, the more of a negative connotation will be wrapped around the potential experience for you. Keep an open mind <3
I'm one of these people. I had no idea what enlightenment was, and it took me many years to find out what was happening to me. Leo mentioned in a video about the "Metaphysical Orgasm" and I knew I was still on the right track!