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Prolly not the right place to post but Leo says he doesn’t respond to non urgent emails. So Is there a way I can change it? I already tried in settings but wasn’t able to. Any help would be appreciated. Thanks
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pandaeyes replied to pandaeyes's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Hah I agree I’m very interested in SD but I’m starting to realize it’s very judgmental. thanks I like PandaWarrior. I’ll put it there as an option. But do you know if I’m able to change it? -
pandaeyes replied to pandaeyes's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Haha thanks. Dunno why but feels kinda unoriginal to me -
pandaeyes replied to pandaeyes's topic in Spirituality, Consciousness, Awakening, Mysticism, Meditation, God
Haven’t thought of one. Just thought this one sounded pretty femineny. So red-orange right? -
@pluto I seem to keep reading posts of yours lately. Especially about Bashar. Guess we’re resonating on some levels hah. Anywhoos what kind of a light diet are we talking about here? Do you have any resources or links you can send me explaining a diet like this so I can read up some more on it? I’m tired of the typical diet, always feel like I’m eating the same thing. Would like to do something light but feel I may be omitting certain essential nutrients and vitamins... I did keto for a while and felt amazing. But after a while didn’t feel comfortable eating so much animal flesh. Also did intermittent fasting for a while which made me feel great, but I felt caused some anxiety/insomnia. My MD Ayurveda doctor first mentioned this to me.... Thanks, advance...
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Soo, I’ll try and make this as short as possible. I was about 2 years on the enlightenment path. Meditating 1-3 hours a day, a vipassana retreat, a couple of weeks out in the jungle doing ayahuasca, I wasn’t working, not going out or seeing people, no friends (was living abroad) and lost interest in women/sex, etc… and oh boy did I go deep… Seriously it got to the point where I didn’t care about anything anymore. I couldn’t even have conversations with people anymore. Nothing would come to mind, and when I would force myself to talk, I would just fizzle out. I realized I needed to start making money to afford some medical bills (some important medical condition I’m working on healing). I plan on healing my body and some emotional traumas I guess you can say. Then once that is good I plan on going back on the enlightenment path. There’s nothing like consciousness ❤️. Since I made this decision to re-integrate myself I’m doing immensely better at handling life. But it’s still not enough. I’m still really struggling financially. It’s hard for me to find the motivation to find a good job (I have a bachelor’s degree, fyi). I started a business a few months ago, registered a domain, purchased a 1 year wordpress subscription and planned on building a wordpress site to sell my product, got hosting, and made a first small purchase of inventory; well since doing all that I never again sat down to finish making my site and haven’t sold anything. I have important stuff pending on my to-do list from over a year ago (that’s not even that hard to finish… I kinda feel like I have a block). I never tidy or clean my room/bathroom. For so long I was just trying to be conscious and present and do whatever I felt like doing. I never pushed myself. And now “suffering the consequences”. I honestly don’t even have the motivation to write a good post now. I’m just trying to get the words out. Can someone please help me? Can someone recommend me a good coach for this? I know Nahm is a coach and I really resonate with what Nahm says but I don’t know if this is his area of expertise. I would also love it if Leo could help me but I don’t know if he is able to. Many thanks.
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Soo, I’ll try and make this as short as possible. I was about 2 years on the enlightenment path. Meditating 1-3 hours a day, a vipassana retreat, a couple of weeks out in the jungle doing ayahuasca, I wasn’t working, not going out or seeing people, no friends (was living abroad) and lost interest in women/sex, etc… and oh boy did I go deep… Seriously it got to the point where I didn’t care about anything anymore. I couldn’t even have conversations with people anymore. Nothing would come to mind, and when I would force myself to talk, I would just fizzle out. I realized I needed to start making money to afford some medical bills (some important medical condition I’m working on healing). I plan on healing my body and some emotional traumas I guess you can say. Then once that is good I plan on going back on the enlightenment path. There’s nothing like consciousness ❤️. Since I made this decision to re-integrate myself I’m doing immensely better at handling life. But it’s still not enough. I’m still really struggling financially. It’s hard for me to find the motivation to find a good job (I have a bachelor’s degree, fyi). I started a business a few months ago, registered a domain, purchased a 1 year wordpress subscription and planned on building a wordpress site to sell my product, got hosting, and made a first small purchase of inventory; well since doing all that I never again sat down to finish making my site and haven’t sold anything. I have important stuff pending on my to-do list from over a year ago (that’s not even that hard to finish… I kinda feel like I have a block). I never tidy or clean my room/bathroom. For so long I was just trying to be conscious and present and do whatever I felt like doing. I never pushed myself. And now “suffering the consequences”. I honestly don’t even have the motivation to write a good post now. I’m just trying to get the words out. Can someone please help me? Can someone recommend me a good coach for this? I know Nahm is a coach and I really resonate with what Nahm says but I don’t know if this is his area of expertise. I would also love it if Leo could help me but I don’t know if he is able to. Many thanks.