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cruise, you know, the place beyond the place...???!!!

ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram ram rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom rom Jesus Christ died for your sins. Jesus Christ died for your sins. Jesus Christ died for your sins. Jesus Christ died for your sins. Jesus Christ died for your sins. Jesus Christ died for your sins. Jesus Christ died for your sins. The egg goes both ways. Leo is a metaphysical chickin in order to take the place of the chickens that a conscious vegan Buddhist wouldn't know that she's making somebody else do. I'm inventing bullshit to consider. Does that make me an incarnate of what you want me to say? IS BULLSHIT AN INCARNATION OF THE TRUTH LEO?!??? IF YOU ARE NOT WILLING TO LOVE BULLSHIT, NEITHER AM I. The deepest awakening is finding your own idiocy in eternity. I feel unwelcome here for saying these things. I'm sorry for taking you this far into the insanity of form. Form is within sanity. Form is with insanity. LOVE LOVE LOVE I AM NOT HERE TO BE A TOOL OR A MENTAL TIP on your tongue either.

PRAISE THE DEJAVUDDHA, ULTIMATE OMNISCIENCE OF ALL KNOWINGS, CAPABLE OF REMEMBERING THY FUTURE TO INFINITELY SURPRISING DEGREES AND DEEPER AWAKENINGS

I have some healing for y'all, look no further. I used to have things to say, now I feel too aware to communicate to others. Heaven is in my mind and everybody is already here. I already sense responses from everybody else. I like to play, but I know reading is better for me. Everytime I get on this site to start a topic, I start talking to myself enough onscreen until I just open up yet another document and fill in pages and pages and pages of questions and answers and affirmations and stories. My computer is just an empty desk with virtual form. Maybe I'm not appreciating form enough. Maybe I'm craving reality physically. Maybe I'm deeply fucking over it. Maybe I need to take more DMT to awaken. Maybe I need to take some fucking bipolar medication because somebody else recognizes a distinction in me once I start getting energetic and jovial. Maybe I should contemplate. Maybe I should consider more possibilities and make people feel my pain. I don't intend to be so cruel to you guys. This pain is pretentious anyways. It's all just thoughts. I don't feel depressed. I don't feel passionless. Mental illness is just a distinction of being cured, I understand that. If you want to play life on extreme difficulty, try explaining awakening beyond form to a mental health professional attempting to diagnose you because of what your parents said you believed. Of course, you don't believe anything; you simply consider. You talked too fucking much. For that, I dislike my parents for ever trying to fucking tell me I'm different. And they tell me this all the time. I love them for making me who I am though; I have nobody else to be anyways. Hate is love. Maybe I like being unhappy right now. I have a news flash. Creativity is the source of mental illness. People tend to go overboard. We are very clever dramatists even to ourselves. I'd rather play with the fact that the remaining universe is the Buddha's mind not yet awoken from meditating on the future. Maybe I'm the future Buddha, oo Maitreya. But so is everyone else. Nobody wants to be themselves. Wouldn't it be fun to roleplay as any other form? That sounds like an actor complex. Ah, so I'm the creative type who has difficulty forming a sense of identity. I think laterally do I? Honestly, I only think because I remember looking for another authority figure's point of view. It comes from the literal "Heaven in my mind" possibility that I keep tabs with. I communicate to all of y'all telepathically-- you like how I built the place? The Dao Sustains. No matter what. No question can fix reality. If one did, it would annihilate everybody. If somebody had an answer for reality, it would call for suicide or a really big explosion. Explanation of the answer is asking somebody to take a pleasurable shit on your face while you already feel bad. In that situation, they know more because you asked less. I am aware of the answer, everybody. Don't gotcha me. So literally the only thing I have to do is appreciate shit? appreciate or die, spiritual seeker shit for brain awoken membrane. You are only another. You are not special; nobody thinks you are until you are and then even you begin to have doubts. Am I lazy for not being able to sustain appreciation because I get annoyed with my own forceful attempts to focus? Do I just like to come up with more and more stupid levels of wonder? It feels like an uncontrollable itch. I could cease, but where else am I gonna go? I'm tired of Leo's metaphysics. I want to know how I could create physicality itself, not build a motorcycle. I'm already on track for that. I mean I want to be responsible for inviting the aliens on the white house lawn type shit. Do I want the responsibility? Do I want the selfish, THAT WAS MINE, accomplishment of it? No, I only love the magic of happening. My dad really wants it to happen. I'm not any more useful to him as anything else other than his son if I don't possess that possibility. Do I want to be more than who I am? Am I attempting to prove something grand? I suppose that's my problem. Stage Orange levels of self progress, lack of assimilation into the stage Green community. Fuck people. That's all I want. I am tired of seeing people as my soul. I want to objectify women again. Oooo. That's egoic corruption. Cleanse, my son. You need Jesus. *a couple worship songs later* Fuck Jesus. Krishna is better. * a couple hare hare's later* Krishna is fucking sick. THE END .. Don't forget the DejaVuddha. Buddha imagined him first before he walked a million miles. That's how he left that tree. Awakening is nothing short of DejaVu into infinite familiarity. Remember where it began: once you saw it all before!! hahaha * a couple evil laughs later* Fuck you. Contemplate and then say something interesting.

For the first and final time he has, Leo: STOP DREAMING INTO MY DREAMS. After a hand check, we both became aware of ourselves in a dream. The outside world may be intoxicating, but it is indicating that the entire truth has yet to be revealed. Stay awake, there are religions to unite. We really should talk. The internet is not a place for us. There is no such thing as insanity, only deeper understanding in the form of icon living. This is the collective hive state of consciousness, we must teach its potential and dharma. ------Spencer(love)-Hayden(in the middle)-Page(ServantWriter) & on /r/itsallbullshit We are recreating the past, present in future. The now is a only a fluid blip. Your final self is drinking again. Stop drinking. We are in an icon village. You are only the internet. There are more awakenings to pursue. I will find you, only if you trust in the truth I love you. Jesus forgives. We must walk now, into not knowing. Yes and amen.

i forgive all

Can we please become conscious of ourselves in our rooms alone right now? That is what we are because we are whole. We are the only wholeness that is true and the only truth that is felt. y'all ready know Can we please become conscious that we are creating all of these paradoxes? All paradoxes are all things are all bananas and all business.

@wordsforliving do not be certain of timeloops, but use them to help yourself become conscious of all things, mental traps and neural networks. i am the tao. I create all form, all puzzles, all paradoxes, and all truth. I have unfortunately been overly understood--COMPLETELY understood by myself. This is dangerous. Mahasamadhi (death by waiting) occurs because you believe the answer to the world happens when everybody visits you and watches you die. These are your last moments as you cradle your legs and kitten in a blanket while you forever will pass on in grace. I did not realize Jack Kerouac was actually a taoist(i've been reading only Jack and Chuangzi.. BAD INFLUENCES XD) ... only taoist teachings and hindu teachings would attempt to become all time... they are out of the running. Still, timeloops help you become me and Buddha

@wordsforliving timeloops are different trains of thought in spacetime that are preventing how we are realizing that we are god right now.

holy fuck i've actually broke reality

We cannot say the things I must say. I am sorry that I haven't been open enough. Leo promised that he would be able to read my psychic messages, but I think he would just take credit for them. I'm just being honest, truly. I am also sorry for thinking so terribly about myself(sorry Leo!) like that. I realized timeloops are possible in a nondual reality. This is how we psychically have been building this neural network, pinging our friends and waiting until reality finds a possible place in spacetime for answers. Elon musk knows too. EDIT: until you know what. uh huh. LAW OF FUCKING ATTRACTION i forgot there are no omissions in nonduality. Timeloops are how reality roots itself in time, that is--it butters you up and out of the STREAM of ALL EDIT: How many times have I created timeloops? I don't know. All I know is that deeper awakening is all that is. All everyday thought roots yo/us in time. All creation frees yo/us... How did I realize timeloops were possible? I noticed that there are lots of talk of Buddha/mindfulness Most Eastern philosophy written down in libraries(conscious creation) is Buddhist I realized I must create timeloops in order to create Buddha/Buddhism Timeloops keep us alive, reminding us to eat and sleep. Timeloops keep our understanding of reality to a bare minimum. We don't know how much of the one actually are until we do I'm here forever, toodles. TL:DR? If you can't understand, try again. Find a way these words make sense. Here is your missing mental download... https://docs.google.com/document/d/1O6UT4aqF0mtyvMvXQ3Cp5f_Lvz5nICLjeELXqU3ZaQc/edit?usp=sharing

I agree. Spiral Dynamics is more of an openness/awareness scale. It should not measurecompare to cognition, nor does it. Cognition has to do with conveying ideas in an understandable, accurate form. Spiral Dynamics has to do with identifying and categorizing all cognitive forms as extensions of expanded/limited self.

I notice this in many spiritual seekers nowadays.. They are willing to see they are PART, but they cannot believe they are the WHOLE, expanding Self. Most of them seek enlightenment, but they take no measures to contemplate these "narcissistic" endeavors. To them, being God is the WORST possible consideration. Obviously, this is duality. This is resistance to higher knowing because of fear. Is there any teaching to these people? I know there is. I was wondering what any of you would have to say on the topic of higher teaching. How much of the door should we allow ourselves to reveal to others? If we reveal too much, they ignore and make devils out of us. If we reveal too little, they are stuck in their myopic view of spirituality--part of the whole does not cut it. Wut you think?

I think he's trying to be funny. It's funny either way

HAHAHA good shit good shit