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  1. Posted

    29 minutes ago, Someone here said:

    Nice perspective but how do you know that for certain?  Might die and just go "blank" for eternity. 

    Your ego for sure will die, and so will your body. I hate when people say “death is an illusion” because they want to sound smart and advanced. 

    I have had multiple out of body experiences myself and can 100% assure you consciousness is non localized. 

    Imagine the transcendental “I” just jumps from body to body. You simply awake as a body / life.

  2. Posted · Edited by justfortoday

    Hello friends. After my awakening a few days ago, I have experienced multiple instances of non dual states / extreme collapse of subject/object duality. To say it is shocking is an understatement. I perceive reality as a self-aware hologram now. It is utterly remarkable.

    Even now using words like “I” “me” “my” seems silly, but hey, language.

    How do I lead my life in this state? My interest in mundane activities has evaporated. I seem to be happier being by myself, than around other people. Awakening seems to me both incredible and terrifying as well. 

    TLDR; I awoke and now don’t know where to take this next.

    Any advice is appreciated.

  7. Posted

    17 minutes ago, Chumbimba said:

    Something is telling me to take mushrooms and really dive into psychedelics but I have a few fears.

    1. I am taking medication for mental health and I don’t know how that will affect me and my trips (I want to get off of it though because I want to find natural ways to cure my depression, anxiety etc)

    2. My grandfather was a paranoid schizophrenic and I don’t want to trigger that in me

    3. People keep telling me not to trip by myself, but I don’t really know anyone I can trust to be a trip sitter.

    all feedback would be helpful 

    thanks :) 

    Hey man,

    1. Do not take psychedelics if you are taking medication for mental health issues. Try shamanic breathing, weed of meditation instead first. This is tricky because I do not want to suggest you stop your medication. Psychedelics are a tool but they are NOT the only route. Y

    2. See above

    3. I suggest a trip sitter if this is your first trip.

  9. Posted

    1 hour ago, Dazgwny said:

    @Yarco well this is it mate. What on earth is going on with a text message. I’ve just received one now. Someone quizzing me about something. So what’s going on here. Is there someone somewhere typing that or is it just words, letters appearing on my phone screen and I’m going to create a story about it. But then it seems I’ve no control at all of the story that’s going to develop because I’ve been asked a question. Which I really can not be fucked answering?. So what is happening? Is there really someone there or can I just ignore this text message question because in reality it’s an absolute load of bollocks?. ??‍♂️ 

    @Dazgwny See the graphic below.

    When you receive a text message, you sent it to yourself through the mask of another human being / another ego.

    That ego is not experiencing the world through the senses, they are an illusion.

    However, that ego has an inner monologue, just like you do. That is what ego means.

    Suppose your mate and you are "looking" at the color red on a wall.

    You and your mate are not actually perceiving the color red. The color red is BEING and you are in its presence.

    In other words, you aren't perceiving one instance of the color red, and your mate another.

    You are both the same consciousness from two POVs and the reason you are able to "perceive" the color red is because you are infinite consciousness itself.

    Consciousness is like a hot soup always moving and morphing. 

    ONE instance of everything.

    No objective physical world, only perceptions, happening to nothing / consciousness / you.

     

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  10. Posted

    6 minutes ago, nitramadas said:

    Mmm, yes.  As has been my experience.  One of the things it does that I've never heard anyone mention is the change of vision from Ken to Kan, which is a whole topic of its own.  That's what reveals the deeper meaning behind objects.  The first time I smoked weed, the Kan vision was so strong that life was identical to a lucid dream.  Once you know the feeling, you can activate it while sober with a bit of effort.  

    But the big question is:  Once you've done it a thousand times, are you still benefiting from it.  If I had to guess, I would think once every couple of weeks would be ideal on average, but who has the willpower or desire for that? If weed literally just makes everything better, there's little reason not to do it apart from tolerance, and that day WILL come! The day when we can reverse tolerance.  Maybe 50 years away though.  I really wonder how someone at 110% Turquoise, without ego would react to drugs.  Dopamine is so closely linked with the ego.

    Can you please expand on what “Kan vision” is?

  17. Posted

    3 minutes ago, RedLine said:

    Yes, your dad is just a thought, it is not actually your dad. But there is also a thought in your dad's head about your dad that you are completely unaware of.

    So how can you say everything is you if you are completely unaware of your dad's subjectivity? and your dad's subjectivity is something, so you are not that part of reality, so you are not everything.

    You aren’t everything.

    Everything is you.

    You got your metaphysics flipped.

  19. Posted

    Just now, RedLine said:

    What you say is not related with what we are discussing.

    What we are discussing here is the oness quality of consciusness. In other words, the famous "everything is me"

     

    How can you know everything is One if I am experience something you don't know at all what is?

    Yes, the accusations of solipsism make sense, Ruper Spira doesn't deal with this problem.

    Rupert Spira seems like a good man, but his explanations of non-duality are incredibly watered down.

    Omniscience is not about knowing everything at once, but about realizing that your dad is your thought. And his thoughts are your thoughts having thoughts about their thoughts, and so on.

  20. Posted

    2 minutes ago, RedLine said:

    Somebody says: there is only One Consciusness that includes the Absolute and the Relative (includes everything)

    I say: if that is true you should know the Relative experience I am having in the present (the object I am graving, in my example)

    You still do not comprehend the magnitude of reality.

    It is absolutely infinite.

    Its a dream, couched within a dream, couched within a dream, couched within a dream, FOREVER.

    There is no relative or absolute nothing. It’s all appearance, happening in absolutely nothing. 

    Imagine a spiral, made up of dreams.

    Who is dreaming all these dreams?

    You get it now?

  24. Posted

    8 minutes ago, seeking_brilliance said:

    Would you say that depth and distance is an illusion? 

    Complicated.

    Depth and distance are simply fractal patterns appearing / being by themselves. When you drive for example, you see the road as a cone going up and then it approaches you, and disappears from your “visual field”.

    The space in which the POV you’re currently is appearing is you.

  25. Posted · Edited by justfortoday

    Listen brother, I got your answer right here. @Dazgwny - please try to grasp this as best you can.

    The perceptions you “have” are not perceptions. The shapes, colors, sounds, and sensations that compose your life are not happening in your brain but free-floating in nothingness. That is consciousness. 

    Your field of consciousness is the raw, unfiltered fabric of the universe.

    Everyone you “see” around you IS you, from that POV.

    Makes sense?

    Yes. It’s all “you” because you’re the entire field of consciousness but THEIR experience is just as real as yours.

    In the “absolute” sense YES you are alone in the universe.

    But SO IS EVERYONE ELSE. LOL

    You get this?

    It is actually HILARIOUS.

    Everyone IS real, what you are seeing is pure, fucking magic. It is one consciousness split into a house of mirrors. Each mirror reflecting the other.

    ❤️
     

    In other words, LIVE. 
     

    Live, experience duality, enjoy it.


    Life is incredible. A complete miracle.