justfortoday

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  1. The same "consciousness" that is holding your "life" once held Jesus life, as the bubble of experience you are conscious of right now has never been "off", you've just changed forms between lifetimes.
  2. Marijuana 30% THC, some mushrooms. Years of experience. I think independently and although Leo has helped me, I actually did the work. I did the work to deconstruct myself, and you clearly haven't as you are still accusing me of parroting stuff that is actually true. Rather, you keep your delusions and lash out at me.
  3. @Javfly33 I am 100% behind what I said in my original post. I have had an NDE, multiple mystical states and I am applying logic and reason to the origin of reality, nothingness, zero.
  4. I ended in a crisis unit when I realized my true nature. It wasn't easy for me at all. I had a complete and utter meltdown. But now I am in bliss.
  5. @kag101 In this way, God is democratic. See? No solipsism. Every character in the game gets to be God and experience ALL OTHER CHARACTERS' LIVES, but it is happening one frame at a time. There are no other "on" bubbles, just yours right now, but when you "die" you will live your mom's life. Get the concept? God is democratic. Everything already happened, you are just in a replay right now. You have zero free will until you recognize this and awaken to the illusion, so that you can start acting counterintuitively and achieving the results you want in your life. Otherwise, ego will trap you in Solipsism and that leads to nihilism. I've been through it.
  6. 1. — It's neither solipsism or materialism, all possibilities exist super-positioned (like quantum mechanics states), you are simply forking your way through the game as you play it. Solipsism is just some concept you are imagining right now, it carries some truth, but the truth is WAY more radical than solipsism. 2. I have personally seen through the illusion, and without much use of psychedelics. Only used marijuana on a weekly basis and some shrooms once or twice. But once you see the illusion and are able to "see" consciousness and observe it, there is no unseeing that. 3. Sorry to break it to ya, but it's true : ) You are all that exists right now. It does not mean other POVs aren't real, it just means you haven't lived their lives yet. That's right, you will live every single life of every thing you have ever encountered in your life. Because you are them, and this is a VR experience, and you are the single player. 4. Magic as limitless power to modify reality to its will. Consciousness/nothingness is magic itself. You are divine.
  7. Thank you. Definitely something clicked for me a few weeks back. Just like you predicted a few months ago on another thread of mine.
  8. This is literally what is happening right now on this thread.
  9. I have done so, and stand by my post. Thanks for your feedback.
  10. I actually already went through that. So get off your high horse. I am not exactly newbie to spirituality. The desire to share this is to help other incarnations of myself achieve breakthroughs. I do not post much on this site, but when I do it is because I truly believe it.
  11. I've posted extensively about this. You are the entire scene, not the body "walking through the world". What you are experiencing is a complete and utter projection emanating from the void you are. Your visual field has no depth, there is nothing behind the appearances you see. Only you are conscious. In this entire mindspace I call Being VR. You're not walking through the world, you're imagining everything around you.
  12. Exactly. Also, every "person" you interact was just created by your imagination, which is so powerful that it retroactively goes back in time (because it is pure magic) to justify the existence of that person, hence creation happening just by being.
  13. You're totally not aware of non dual states, because if you were, you would realize this is ONE BIG MOVIE. Force of Light + Force of Sound imagining reality eternally. We are all squares on a giant zoom call. You have your square which is a part of the screen, and I have mind. It's one flat layer of consciousness imagining all the individual experiences. Have you even had a mystical experience? Come on.
  14. @Leo Gura Yep, this was the most shocking realization for me. I just "came" back from a 3 day trip to New York, and I am here realizing that I went nowhere, and I am imagining it right now.
  15. @Javfly33 Sorry to break it to you, but as God, you have absolute consciousness. You and I are not "alive" at the same time. Both of our lifetimes were imagined at once and then God decided to watch them like films, one frame at a time. You are god imagining everything into being, retroactively past and future. The present moment is one and has always existed. Think of this. Where did the space that the universe "expanded" into during the big bang come from? Nowhere. Because the universe itself is an illusion. You are inside of a singularity of pure mind, dreaming that it's being a human, you. Pure fantasy.
  16. @onacloudynight My friend, here is what happens when you "die". You leave your body and you become infinite, meaning you don't have a body anymore and you are like a floating speck of consciousness, you can zoom in and out of places in the scene while hovering your body, for example. So you stay floating as a point unless you desire to ascend, which means to reunite with the Godhead, which you will be presented with that option. Ghosts are simply instances of consciousness that desired to remain in the earthly plane. How do I know this? I experienced both NDE and OBEs during a breakdown about 1 year ago. All that I am describing above is what I experienced. Also, the light you hear people talk about? That's totally real and it's the godhead merging you back into itself. You then de-polarize and experience another life. Your "presence" never dies. You simply delete your old memories and start fresh as a human baby. It's all a game of consciousness — the physical world is just an illusion if you care to study it.
  17. Hey friends, after a 3-month, daily meditation practice and the help of some weed in the process, as well as various other consciousness exercises as shared by Leo, I've permanently stopped seeing the world as a 3-Dimensional space. I now perceive everything in my direct experience as a projection of light emanating from me, a sort of void with a movie playing in front of it as reality, so everything in my direct experience is me. I'm projecting everyone, every thing, every color, shape, or sound. It's incredible. I can't stress how HUGE this shift has been for me, but it's something I've strived for for a year after first experiencing non-duality. I call this, Being VR.
  18. I've been hardcore meditating for the last 3 months. It has been gruesome and tiring but ultimately I reached a permanent non-dual state from it. Smoke some weed before meditating, it really helps.
  19. Very simple. You are comparing events in your direct experience (which is a dream/hallucination, by the way), to the moral compass you were raised with. It's a concept matrix defining itself against your direct experience. I am very sorry if your consciousness experienced these events, but just understand that you can let go of them and pretend they never even existed, because ultimately reality is a dream happening right here, right now. All bad things in your life were imaginary. There is only love because love is the substance that keeps consciousness together and projects the reality in which you abide.
  20. It is not possible to experience internal happiness for even a slight majority of your time. Anyone that tells you otherwise is diluted. Mono Aware, the sad gives birth to the happy. You will experience happiness in your life, but it won't last forever, because you are still identifying as a self, or an ego. You are living in an augmented reality full of concepts and symbols, and you don't even realize it. You're like a rat dumped inside of a maze chasing cheese. You will find bits of cheese and be happy about them, but ultimately, you are still in the maze. How to escape the maze? Well, that's a totally different topic. So, savor happiness when its there, because it is beautiful, but understand that sadness is what gives happiness its meaning.
  21. This is the ultimate truth. Since God or the (S) is infinitely omniscient, it saw all time at once and comprehended eternity, thus, in horror of eternal loneliness, it split itself off into infinite POVs to experience itself for eternity. There was never a time that reality did not exist. Reality technically does not even exist, it's just a concept. All there exists is imagination.
  22. There is an answer to this. Reality created itself by observing itself from a dislocated POV thus igniting a chain reaction in all directions. In other words, the future breeds the present which breeds the past. It's like pure light decided to record itself as itself, thus creating a camera, which then created the justification for the existence of the camera, which then created this whole thing I call Being VR. Infinite intelligence created this VR world we exist in. Your bubble of experience is pure imagination.
  23. I use cannabis once a week for deep introspection, it just amplifies the experience. I don't do psychedelics yet, unless you count weed as one. But I'm looking forward to experimenting with psychedelics in the future if I can retain this nondual state.
  24. I did not experience any fear because I have had many mystical experiences over the last year. I wanted the truth, whatever the cost. 1. I experience suffering but I've re-contextualized it as just a projection of my own mind. Physical pain is still experienced, but it's more like "whoa look at that cool shit happening on my finger WHOAAAAA DUDE" 2. I imagined that I have no head ( I don't) and simply vanished my own body so that I am just a point in space traveling as infinity. You actually have no head, no brain, no face. God being projected from where you think your face is, that is your visual field. It's like a void of pure consciousness. So I would practice going to the supermarket and walking down the isles, and realizing I have no face, no eyes, nothing. Just the projection emanating from me. So I've slowly grounded myself into this new experience and it is now permanent, so I experience having no head, instead the world. I understand that the world is my own schizoid god mind. 3. I can see auras if that's what you're implying. I also can perceive feelings when I touch people, as it's my own being. You are literally imagining EVERYTHING. That TV in front of you? Yep. Imaginary. Your body? Imaginary. Your face? Imaginary. All there is, is the light in your "eyes". You are like a genie trapped in a lamp endlessly playing inside the lamp as there is only it in existance. Like I mentioned, I call it Being VR. Thanks for sharing, will definitely watch this.