justfortoday

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  1. Dude, please refrain from using violence in your explanations. If you are having thoughts like this, you need to seek help and center your mind. I am saying this with love.
  2. Yeah, reality is a VR game. that’s why you can’t see your own head, instead you have the “world”. Which is just your own mind. Your senses aren’t receiving input from a physical universe, but rather this screen in front of you just plays a hallucination
  3. @machiavelli Fine. I will re-frame it for you. God is not reading a book. It is WRITING a book. Can you write a book by writing all the pages at once? No. See? You get to keep your free will. You are writing your page right now, and have the freedom to write whatever you want. But it is not "you" who is doing it. It is (Y)ou, the magic self that inhabits all lives.
  4. @Federico del pueblo It seems like we're both having this conscious experience simultaneously because our lives are "replays". Let's use the analogy of a book. Infinity wrote an infinite book of lives. Each page is a life. Can a book be read with all pages being read simultaneously? No. It's one page at a time. Page #340 is Federico's life. Infinity wrote your entire life from start to finish, and on that page it reads "Federico meets justfortoday and asks him a question". Page #930 is justfortoday's life. And on that page it reads "justfortoday replies to Federico". When you are reading Federico's life (or in this case living), is justfortoday real? No. It's just written letters on a book page waiting to be read. Potentiality. All in the mind of Infinity / God. And when you are living your "life", it's simply a movie appearing in your consciousness. You already know that all of reality is appearing through your 5 senses, right? And that your experience is created by your mind. Your mind is my mind, and Leo's mind, and everybody's mind. It's one single reader going page through page, getting lost in each story. That's how Reality was designed.
  5. @Forza21 You got it 100% right. I died for half a minute in 2020 and saw the infinite. Trust me. There is only one conscious experience. For me, it is this one right now, and Forza21 is either a past or future lifetime in this infinite movie.
  6. @machiavelli please enlighten me. Point to me verbatim where I said infinity doesn’t exist.
  7. You are completely twisting what I am saying. When the hell did I say infinity does not exist? I have tried explaining this to you but see you’re just a novice seeker that wants a spiritual rush. I am stating that there is NO physical universe. Infinity is a singular being that is eternal and is dreaming your life right now. Your life is appearing in your dark field and this is the same dark field that has held infinite lives before. You don’t understand what infinity is at all. So stop putting me on blast with Leo as if he is supposed to validate your elementary understanding of reality
  8. No, you’re just imagining your visual field. There is no physical universe being imagined by you LOL Thats not what infinity is. infinity doesn’t mean it’s a physical object and it stretches out forever and somehow you imagine matter into existence. Your visual field, when you close your eyes, you see a dark field. This dark field is the screen of consciousness or the essential you. There is nothing but this dark field. And in the dark field - reality appears. It’s just a projection a dream of your own mind.
  9. First, this is not for novices. I have seen a lot of questions and discussions on this forum about Solipsism, and people misunderstanding how it is that they could be the only conscious beings in existence. So, I wanted to drop some truth and give a detailed explanation for how it actually works. Who the hell am I and why am I qualified to speak on this? I'm a seeker, just like you, who has had dozens of incredibly powerful awakenings where I've realized the nature of reality and the self. I also had a near death experience where my heart stopped for 35 seconds in the hospital, and experienced the infinite. I have done psychedelics, as well as intensive self inquiry and experimentation with my visual field. All I ask is that you keep an open mind to the following, and I hope it helps. So, is Solipsism true? 100% Yes. However, you need to understand a few things to grasp this: 1 — What is God? God is another word for that which cannot be spoken. It is "nothing." The great silence. Nothing is uncreated, as there is nothing else to create it, and necessary, as non-existence is impossible, as you would need existence to define against it. "Nothing" / that which cannot be spoken is: Not a "thing", but a being Eternal (as it did not have a beginning, nor an end, as it is uncreated) Non-localized (as there is nothing outside of it to be contained in) All powerful (as physical limits do not exist prior to nothing, there is nothing to limit it). Because this "nothing" is all powerful, nothing limited it from "awakening" or creating consciousness. An important fact to recognize, is that this "nothing" is mystical in origin. That is right, reality is mystical in origin, and not mechanical. It literally came out of nowhere, and no when. Complete magic. Let this sink in. 2 — Notice that everything is happening in your mind Look around you, look at your body, a tree, a house, whatever. Realize that all of reality is appearing in your consciousness. No matter what you do, you cannot escape the colors, sounds, feelings, thoughts, etc. Even if you come from the materialist paradigm that it is all your brain, everything you are experiencing is appearing in your mind. You have never, in fact, experienced anything other than your mind. Yes? Good. Now, where most go wrong is that they assume that the colors, sounds, thoughts, feelings, sensations, etc, are happening in their brain, and that they are receiving input from a physical world and a physical universe. But notice that it is exactly backwards. You have zero experience of a brain, or a face, or a head. Look at your own direct experience and notice that right where your "face" should be, you have a luminous void in which the world, colors, sounds, feelings, etc, are appearing. This void, or screen, is happening nowhere. Everything you have ever experienced has taken place in this void. Close your eyes. What do you see? A dark field. This dark field is what holds your entire existence. Objects, the universe, the world, everything appears in your consciousness, not the other way around. 3 — What is reality? Reality is a VR experience or game, created by God, to keep itself entertained for all eternity. 4 — Am I God? Yes. You are conscious. You are god. See, because God is one, there cannot be another experience but its experience. God is a singular being dreaming up lifetime after lifetime, from the first person perspective, for eternity. It has nothing else to entertain itself for all eternity but to dream. And your life, right now, is one of those dreams. You are literally God dreaming that it is your human self. And when your current lifetime ends, you awake as a new self, in a new dream, and the process repeats. Your consciousness is God's consciousness. And you have been awake, dreaming lifetime after lifetime for EVER. 5 — Is my life a dream? Yes. Your life is a dream. There is no physical universe, physical world, physical anything. It is all simply appearances happening within your consciousness. Everything you try to use as an excuse to this fact is in essence delusion. Your senses are not communicating information to you from an outside source. Your visual field, what you are experiencing right now, is all there is. There is nothing behind the appearance causing it, and no 3D dimensionality. It is simply a flat screen "wrapped" around your "head", projecting images for you. And this creates the illusion of being a physical body. 6 — Are others conscious? No. Others are not conscious. Only you are conscious. There is ONE single instance of consciousness in existence. And that instance is YOU right now. All "others" in your dream are simply shards of your own infinite mind. This mind again, is happening nowhere. It is absolute. 7— But how does it work? Here is where it gets juicy: So, as God is eternal all powerful. It created this dream reality all at once, without any self living it. All possible dreams. All possible lifetimes. All possible combinations of storylines, characters, and evens. All possible colors, sounds, feelings, objects, etc. Everything that could ever possibly be (again, these are dreams, as nothing can be outside of a dream / consciousness), were imagined all at once. All of reality created in one instant, but without any animating self or consciousness to experience it. All characters were empty suits, as they were simply models created by this infinite mind. Once that was done, God decided to JUMP in and live each possible lifetime and each possible character, from the first person perspective. Your life /dream right now is one of those combinations / possibilities. And once you are done with this life, you will go on to live another dream. You get it? "My" life and "your" life are non concurrent — they are not simultaneous experiences. God could have lived 1 million lifetimes between yours and mine. From your perspective, it looks like there are others, but in reality, everyone in your dream is one of those empty suits that God imagined during the moment of creation. But it gets more twisted, because one day you will live their existence within the dream, as they are another character. And you will then encounter a non-conscious version of yourself, but you will be in another character's body. 8 — Is my life a Replay? Do I have free will? Yes, your life is a replay. It already happened in the mind of God, and what you are, is God *experiencing* that movie or dream. Yes, you have free will, and can alter the chain of events unfolding in your dream. It is an interactive movie or VR experience. ---- Hope it helps. If you have any questions please post below and I will try to answer.
  10. @seeker of truth Very simple. Close your eyes. What do you see? A dark empty field. Notice that this dark field is infinite. Are there boundaries to this field? Nope. Wherever you go this dark field follows you. Or rather..... everywhere you "go" is just an appearance inside this dark field. This Dark Field is YOU. The entire field is like a screen for consciousness to display colors, sounds, shapes, smells, sensations, etc. This dark field is not in your brain, or in any physical structure. Rather, you find no face, no head, no body, nothing. Just a dark field. Everything in reality appears in this dark field. Now open your eyes. Notice everything is appearing in YOUR dark field. Notice you don't have a face. Just an empty void. The world, the sounds, the colors, other people. Your "senses" are not receiving input from a physical world. Rather, this dark field is an infinite mind that has put itself to sleep under a magic trick to be able to experience things, as this dark field is all that exists. This same dark field has held the lives of everyone that has ever existed.
  11. You get it @machiavelli ? We are all your own mind. You created this forum in another "dream" as Leo. And that dream is over right now, as the dream that is playing is Machiavellis. You are full stop God. Every character in this eternal narrative gets to be "God" once, because who else will experience / create the dream? No one else, because God / Infinity is one. See my explanation above.
  12. @machiavelli You're not getting it still - hope this helps. There is one instance of consciousness "on" at once. There cannot be another "consciousness" because that would imply a separate being from God or infinity. The problem is that you keep thinking of Infinity as a *thing* - instead of a BEING. Infinity is an infinitely conscious being. That being is YOU. Because Time is a construct OF the dream, you invented it. Your life is the only thing in existence right now, because God is only dreaming ONE instance of this eternal now / eternal dream. But the experiences of other "people" are REAL because YOU will one day experience them, and because your current character's life already exists in the mind of God, you will encounter THIS character in that life / dream, and only YOUR experience will be total then as well. You have been sitting here. Right here. For eternity. Because you are God, are you are eternal, nothingness, pure mind existing in ZERO dimensions, as dimensions are themselves imagined by this infinite mind. IMPORTANT: Basically all lives, lifetimes and narratives for all of existence, already exist as *imagination* in the mind of God. It is like a system. When you need to interact with your "friend", your mind/god re-calibrates everything around you to consumate the possibility into another experience in the dream. But you are all alone, it's your own mind doing everything. That mind is the same mind in me, and in every being that ever existed. All lives are real experiences, and guess who will live those experiences that you currently label as "others"? That's right. You.
  13. @Mips Hey friend, Thanks for your note. I'm always around if you want to discuss, just DM me. Happy to help you awaken. 50 is not too old. Don't get any ideas that your wife and kids aren't real. They are as real as you. It's just that you control them with your consciousness. They are an extension of your own mind, and therefore you should treat them with love always. One day you will be your wife, or your children, and in that dream, your character will be non-conscious, as you will now be in the body of your wife. Makes sense?
  14. @machiavelli - you think that there is an infinite space that can be filled, like a physical space, that stretches forever and ever. This is not infinity. There is no space, again, your experience is just a projection - you don’t actually exist in a physical universe.
  15. Bro it’s really simple. You are real. You should be amazed at your own existence, because your consciousness is God itself. You are, in fact, imagining everything. But it doesn’t work the way you imagine. ”Others” cannot be conscious, because YOU are conscious. And there is only one consciousness. So right now consciousness is watching the “Vibroverse” episode, and after that episode is done it watches another episode. Lives are not parallel, as there is only this eternal mind. It’s not a thing, it’s a being.
  16. 1. Only your experience exists. Others don’t have an experience because they are models that were created by infinity. You, as infinity dreaming up that you are a a human, constantly calibrate with your mind all of reality. Your mind doesn’t exist in a body. Your body exists in your mind. Basically reality is a VR game being played by one player. You. But every character gets to be god and to be conscious. And in this case, you as god will live every single dream that could ever be dreamt for eternity. 2. Close your eyes. What do you see? A dark empty field. This empty field is YOU. All of reality is appearing in this dark field when you open your eyes. But you think that the colors and sounds are coming from OUTSIDE you and that you are a physical being with a brain and eyes and ears that processes inputs from the outside. Notice all of this appears in YOUR dark field. This dark field is the empty screen of infinity. Hold your hand in front of you. What is behind your hand? You might answer “oh there’s the tv and the wall and the neighborhood and beyond to infinity”. Sorry to break it to you, but there is nothing behind your hand. Your hand and everything else you are experiencing inside your dark field is a flat projection emanating from your own mind. It’s a hallucination, magic spell that you put yourself in as God to be able to experience “others”.
  17. @Ineedanswers You're dreaming the entire universe into existence. Your teacher, your mom, your dog, are just colors, sounds, shapes, smells happening on the screen of your awareness. Every character in the infinite dream gets to be god once and be alive basically. All others in your experience are just models consciousness creates on the fly as an infinite mind to maintain your sense of consistency alive, as you would not be able to lead a normal functional life otherwise. But it's all dream, every bit of it. The colors and sounds you see and hear are your own mind. @machiavelli You don't appreciate the nonsensical nature of this thinking. You don't have a head or a brain, instead you have a void in which the entire world appears. This is a SCREEN that is generated by your mind. Mind does not exist in the brain. Mind is eternal, non localized thought and your life is a dream in a pool of infinite dreams. Notice that you can't see your own heads, or your eyes, or anything for that matter. All you see are colors and shapes, and your body is just another set of colors and shapes. Your senses aren't receiving input from a physical universe, and then your brain puts it together. Of course, if you open a skull you will see a "brain" but what is that? Another appearance inside of the dream. Your mind is happening in a transdimensional state outside of time and space, as they are non existent in reality It's just all dream stuff.
  18. You still don’t get it. There is *nothing* in existence. It’s all dream. ”Simultaneity” implies that two instances of existence are “on” at once. Nothing is real except your mind, which is the same mind that is dreaming writing these words. Our lives are not parallel. You are god living your life before or after this current life.
  19. @Arthogaan As someone who died for half a minute, saw the infinite, and came back, you are spot on. Reality is a VR game designed by God. How else would existence be possible if it is not experienced as a subject? No physical universe. You are in fact a magical, transdimensional, mystical being that is currently under the spell of its own power. The “light” in your eyes that forms your visual field is NOT your brain receiving stimuli from a physical world. LOL The light in your eyes is ALL that exists - because no two existences can possibly exist, there can only be one, as the two would then need a super existence to be contained inside of. Blah blah blah. Dispose of that shit and realize that the colors, shapes, sounds, sensations, everything you experience, is in fact pure magic being willed into existence by you, but you forgot how you are doing it, in order to have a functioning “life” within this VR game. Ta-dah.
  20. You keep mixing up the concept of what I am trying to say here. Story is written in the Absolute (as everything in the dream must be imagined) / Story is lived in the relative. If you want to say that both are happening simultaneously, sure. However, the relative dream is a derivative manifestation of the Absolute It does not change the fact that: A) You are God B) You are all alone These words on your screen are nothing but shards of your own schizoid mind. And every single frame of your visual field is just like a movie playing on a screen, and YOU are that screen. The movie is the screen, is the movie, is the script, is the audio, is everything. It's all a VR game designed by God (you) to not be lonely for all eternity.
  21. I never said this was a reel that plays over and over again. You, right now, as God, are imagining new things as you "wonder" the world, which is your own mind. I said all lifetimes and possibilities are imagined at once — this is in the ABSOLUTE. Your life is a single replay of a story already written. The same story is not lived twice, it just keeps imagining life after life. Please do not mis-characterize what I said.
  22. Hey @Gregory1 thanks a bunch for the kind words. Much appreciated. We can call it a different term if it makes you feel better and cozy inside. Let's call it Truth. You are all alone.
  23. I explored due to my reality being completely shook upside down and needing a lubricator for consciousness. However, I needed to do a lot of intense self inquiry, for years, to even lift the veil of ignorance. I feel alright. There is love, and joy, but everything has changed. The truth is that knowing the truth about existence can be pretty scary. I would not go back. I choose Truth over comfort.
  24. I am proposing (S)olipsism. You are all of reality right now. Others are you.