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The dose required for a breakthrough is different for different people. So consider upping the dose but be careful and use the same measurement tool that you used for the other doses. In my case, 7mg which is considered generally mild and undetectable for some people like you, it shattered my existence.

Well, if you're God. You're using ALL forms to experience yourself, not just a few. Come on man! *facepalm*

There is no incarnation. Incarnation and reincarnation is a story that we tell an ego to make stop bothering us with questions. If the ego, the me, the person, the self, is a total illusion, incarnation and reincarnation are total illusions. Simple logic.

You realized God but now you're confused. That's awesome!!! Real understanding always comes after confusion, but only if you stay with the confusion. Staying with the confusion means letting the confusion resolve naturally and not by force. Don't fight the confusion and don't TRY to resolve it. Be grateful for it because you know that confusion always opens the door for a deeper understanding. Always remember this: No confusion = No understanding. I guess this is a good time for you to watch Leo's video about confusion, even if you have watched it before, because now you're gonna see it a new light. Also, you might think that what you experienced is a "psychedelics thing". It's not. With just meditation and contemplation, I had the exact same realization followed by the exact same confusion. So don't let your mind sweep it under the carpet just because you used psychedelics. Congratulations on the progress.

... on my birthday 10 days ago, and it was a surprise party. I hope I stay dead. Pray for me to be always dead, because I had life and death backwards. I love you so much, it makes me cry how much I love you.

You got it! Now keep going. Your job now reinterpret everything with this understanding. Good luck!

I'm just a sad nihilist. What else would you expect from me?

There is absolutely nothing ever except as a thought. We have heard this a million times but still we don't get it. If you get it even for an instant reality breaks, and then un-breaks when the next thought arises. A thought is NOT just a sound in the mind. The sound in the mind is just the tip of the iceberg. 99.9999999% of the thought is invisible. Because behind the sound that you hear in the mind, there is the iceberg the whole conceptual framework that you've built throughout your life. Here is an example: If you think the thought "I don't like this situation" You might think that that's the whole thought. It's not! That's just the tip of the thought. The iceberg, let's say, underneath that thought is: A definition of "I" for example : A human living on top of earth who is capable of liking and not liking" A definition of each concept included in the previous sentence (human, earth, living, liking, not liking ...). A definition of each concept of included in the definition of those concepts. Etc... Once you understand this, there will be no more real questions. Because every question that you will have is only a thought, and you've understood what that a thought is. With that said, what is "death"? what is "life"? what is "me"? what is "before"? what is "after"? what is "the universe"? Good luck!

How did you know that Abraham Maslow didn't finish his "project" just before he died? How do you know that Abraham Maslow didn't finish his "project" is his 20s and after that he was just lying all along. How do you know that Mao wasn't "an enlightened being" who chose the path of the devil? (Because that can happen as well) You are projecting a lot of things my friend! But then again, how do I know that you aren't just pretending that you don't know? Just like Mao maybe.

I guess he doesn't mean Consciousness with a capital C. He is maybe talking in relative terms, because in the middle of the example he gave, he said "we might say". Just a guess though.

I'm so sorry for your loss. Sending Love to you and your family.

My sober non-dual experience. It shattered all my doubts about it being a special thing for some special people, or that I can only have that experience through psychedelics.

Yes, Happiness is the only thing you MUST achieve. If you don't, you will have to come back in another life and try again, until you get IT.

If you have questions, you're not awake by definition. A question, or a doubt, is a wanting to arrive at Truth, which by definition means that Truth is seemingly missing. If you are awake, it will be completely obvious that what you really ARE is incapable of asking a question. I have a very comfortable life as well, but I've been awake multiple times. Don't let yourself make this an excuse. What needs to happen for you is to see the futility of thinking and questioning. Thinking can only go around in circles. What you need to do is to rise above thinking, by observing the process of thinking, as opposed to thinking that you're thinking. Stop trying to make an accurate concept of how life is operating. You don't have to stop, but it won't lead you anywhere.

Hello everybody! The last few months I made a lot of undeniable "spiritual progress." I finally started experiencing being in a state of No-Self in my meditation sessions. I even had an awakening experience. As a result of that, my daily life just became happier than ever before, since I knew that I could stop being a person and let go of the burden that person-hood comes with. And then a few weeks ago, I got stuck. I lost it, somehow. My meditation sessions now are nothing but monkey mind and I can't "Be" anymore. It's like I have never meditated before. Not only that. I have lost interest in everything. My sex drive is almost none-existent. I don't enjoy entertainment anymore. I find every conversation meaningless. I have no motivation to work on personal projects. Even writing this post feels very meaningless and I am just forcing myself to write it because I am confused. It's like a deep depression, but I'm not really suffering. It's like I am very depressed, but it's okay, it's not that bad. It's very weird! Am I going through a "Dark Night of the Soul"? And also, I would love to hear from someone who can relate to this, because this feels very lonely.

I would love someone who is ahead of me to help me on this, because I don't want to delude myself. These days I'm grappling with this "thing" where I try to not don't believe anything, anything at all. It's kinda fuzzy at the moment, but it seems to me that the quality of perception changes a little bit when I do that. It's like I zoom out, or pull back. I think It's quite obvious that what is actually real doesn't need to be believed anyway. That's why I am taking my time with this. So, if anyone has been through this or knows what I'm talking about, I would appreciate any help or guidance. I promise I won't believe you

Changed the title to try and get more views. Sorry for upping the thread. I won't do it again.

Of course there's gonna be a paradox ? Thanks for the great post.

It's normal after an awakening that the ego takes the realized Greatness of Consciousness and claims it for itself. The ego is so slick when it comes to defending itself.

Why do you care?

I am thankful for stumbling upon the magic of life called Myself via what looks like a bald guy. If it wasn't for him, I would still be a rock-headed "atheist." I know that wasn't really an accident. But in a relative sense, it is an accident that I'm infinitely grateful for.

I did read his post here. It was removed in like 5 minutes, by another God. LOL

The problem with psychedelic awakenings, 5-MeO for example, is that they just throw the "I am the person" trick in the trash, and leave you to be as center-less Consciousness. Don't get me wrong, that is very valuable, but the psychedelic experience doesn't necessarily show you how the "person trick" is manufactured so that you can break though on your own. When I sit down these days and investigate, it has become very obvious to me, that it's the person who is trying to get rid of the person, which is just hilarious ? And it seems to me that ALL one can do is watch that circus happen not believing a single thought. Not even the thought "I am Consciousness." Because as I learned, the thinking process is an incredible trickster. Am I right? Or is there something more to this that I am missing?

Yes, you're absolutely right. I had one sober awakening and fell for the trick again. It's just that with the sober one it seems like there is more confidence and more drive to investigate. As opposed to my psychedelic awakenings, where the mind keeps linking the awakening to the psychedelics, which used to make me lazy. I agree with you; I think that with enough psychedelic trips it would stick. It probably doesn't matter which route one takes.