cuteguy

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  1. Yes, multiple times. I started at 7mg and kept upping the dose. My first "I am not a person" breakthrough happened at 18mg. But what is super strange is a few months later (and something like 7 trips later), I only had like 10mg left, which I plugged not expecting anything from it, it was my deepest awakening. I still feel like I am tripping from it I can stop being a person, and be Everything, whenever I want.
  2. @Moksha Exactly. Awareness/Consciousness is no-thing. It makes what seems like things, but it itself is not a thing.
  3. @Villager Albert You're very welcome, my friend <3
  4. Awareness is the substance of "you" and "the world", and it is self-aware. Just look at a wall and see that its "pixels" are vibrating; that is awareness vibrating to make that wall that you're looking at. It makes it and it is aware of it.
  5. I got it online and they shipped worldwide (I can't tell you the website obviously). I took a risk I won't lie, but omg was it worth it.
  6. I only tried plugging. The come up is unbelievably smooth and the trip is a very sober experience, for me at least. JUST PERFECT!
  7. I am not gonna go metaphysical here because I know it is not gonna help you. So, just think about how he didn't choose to be the way he is. He didn't choose how he grew up or whatever that lead him to hurt you. Everyone that acts in a cruel way is suffering, by definition. I don't know him but I know that he is suffering, so in that sense it IS a fair game. Now think about how he didn't choose his life but he is suffering, and try to empathize with him. Why? Because you are happier than him and more loving than him, aren't you?
  8. You just agreed with everything I said. You confuse the relative with the Absolute. I used to make that mistake. That's okay, you'll learn
  9. @The Lucid Dreamer He quit before the game was finished. He wasn't credited. He talked about it in his life purpose course. I don't remember the name of the game.
  10. You were like that. It's only by accident that you found out.
  11. Okay, listen. What you said is true; this limited seemingly separate self is you, and If you don't want to do anything about it that's fine. However, if you want life to be amazing, full of joy, and with a lot less suffering, you should go beyond the limited part of you. It's your choice and whatever you do is fine. If you're lazy or 'close-minded' or whatever, like how I was, and you want to know what the hell this is all about, just get some 5-MeO and tell It to do whatever the fuck It wants. It only takes an hour, and you'll be back to your beloved limited self. And then you take it from there. You don't have to. It's all your choice.
  12. Why do you have to do this painful crap? Very unnecessary. I have had more 10 awakenings and my life has completely changed, by just being a complete sloth ? Just do the most comfortable and enjoyable meditation you can find, or even better: TRIP!
  13. Dude, just trip! You can connect to your higher self for a few bucks. Sounds too good to be true, but it is true.
  14. Just trust him, man. Why do you have to be like that? ?
  15. How can you be mad at "them" if they are You pretending to be deluded? If you don't see it like that, maybe you are deluded. Don't get mad at me I am just You telling You this!
  16. Sorry, I couldn't help myself with that title I've always known that women love fearlessness, but the problem is: no matter how you try to fake it, it's not gonna work. I've had 10 5-MeO trips and I think I have had enough, and the reason for that was to heal my self-esteem problems (Btw, it doesn't matter what your motivation is.) And so, in each trip, with each remembrance of Who and What I Really am, the confidence and fearlessness in dealing with life just kept on growing and growing. If you know that no matter what happens in your story (good/sex or bad/rejection) is exactly what you want, how can you fear anything? Of course, the fear doesn't instantly disappear. It takes time, but that is also exactly what you want. This post is just useless information, unless you find out FOR YOURSELF, that Leo, Hitler, girls, and you, are all You.
  17. Sometimes when I meditate my hips start vibrating, like thrusting very quickly. But unlike you, I don't mind it. To me it's just proof that the imaginary motherfucker that I am isn't controlling shit ? Also, why are you trying to concentrate during meditation? Just be presently passive; don't do anything; just let whatever wants to happen happen. If you can't, then that is what is supposed to happen. Start loving your shitty meditation sessions because they are supposed to be shitty. Let me say that again. Don't resist anything, and if you feel like you can't stop resisting, let the resisting happen. Very simple!
  18. What a beautiful comment! I love you too, Mikael.
  19. https://www.youtube.com/watch/ZCU8wxCdKIE This guy, who is on the autism spectrum, took 200mcg without noticing any effects. He then took 700mcg to have the kind of trip I had on 100mcg. It's possible that autism had nothing to do with it, but what is well know is that the same dosage effects people differently.
  20. Yes, he said that Love is the healing itself, or something like that. What a cop-out it was!
  21. Yeah, we're all dumb I like that a lot, but my rational brain cells don't. Sorry, I'm biased.
  22. You guys are boring! That works but it's too simple, because it would easily whoosh over a "rational" person's head. My proof is better, because I'm biased. How do you know that there is nothing without observation? The answer is Quantum Mechanics. But QM isn't rational or logical, so your answer is no good. Sorry buddy