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@Mary Leo said himself that you will suck at meditation for a pretty long time, it will take time I have seen improvement in my own life with it Meditation I think, saved my life

@Leo Gura True, when I take a shit it takes the body telling me that I need to do it, not a thought The thing is.. when I'm not able to latch onto any thought... it literally feels like I'm going to die, so traumatically that I need to actually stop and distract my mind... I've thought my whole life and believing a lot of my thoughts to a crazy value, that it's pretty maddening to not believe in anything my mind says.. I am totally capable of doing that, but... I have to try not to die for the sake of my daughter, and others around me.

@charlie2dogs It's pretty traumatic for me to not have any beliefs my mind goes so wild it feels like I'm going to die to the point where I need to distract my mind. Dropping the knowing and not knowing nonsense... now my mind has arrived to... I don't know Ahh knowing and not knowing takes true knowing... I don't know what I know or don't know, so I can't say whether I know or don't know

@Kenya Yeah... so basically you're saying you make it what it is than?

@99th_monkey Thank you sexy man

@99th_monkey Nah .. it's great man..cmon bro, time to enjoy life <3 Life is beautiful I'm beginning to understand, it's all about perspective in my current state and shaping beautiful beliefs

@Travis I'm not sure I understand, but currently I'm doing awareness meditation with a mix, it's been beautiful and I have been improving I can even play online games without feeling super paranoid anymore

@jes Not seeing procrastination as procrastination

@ModernArtist It can go either way They can do something about it that will actually make a big change, or just make a lot of noise.

Looking for a partnership on note taking because I'm feeling lonely, and... I want to benefit from your notes and you can benefit from mine, but only if you're planning to use OneNote... Also...some sort of agreement or contract needs to be reached not to take my genius ideas, you know.. the ones that make money, not sure how that would work yet. What I'm not looking for is someone to bump heads with.. I got a lot of that already. Perhaps you will be interested because I will be taking notes on Actualized.org videos specifically and intensively as much as possible , but boy do I spew out ideas like you wouldn't believe. I even took notes in one specific way like Darwin did without knowing how he did it, but nonetheless it is pretty typical nowadays I'm assuming...yeah pretty much lol I'm interested in learning something I'm not researching at the moment Is anyone out there making a game with the Unity engine? If so... I would highly love to see your notes, as this will most likely be the engine I will be using to make my own game after I get my head straight Anyone out there researching optimal nutrition and optimal supplements extensively doing experiments and finding what works for them? Life hacks that save money and cut time? Let me know what you have to offer and maybe we can work something out

@jes hmm?

@jes Yeah google drive isn't something I would personally use, but if it works for you than that's what counts. Can't go wrong with google since well... it's google lmao

@jes Just so you are aware Evernote is doing horrible on the marketplace They had I think a 13% cutback on there workforce, can't remember the exact number but you can search it, it will be a horrible investment in my opinion in a company that could potentially go bankrupt, which is why I'm moving from Ever-note.

@jes Of course

@jes Where do you store your notes? Look up Microsoft OneNote I use to use Ever note but I am currently making the switch to OneNote My expectations are to know what you write down so I can learn and gain from it And I'll offer the same Perhaps for your sake, it might be better for you to just not get into this, but it is your choice Either way I will continue on I am completely self sufficient and I don't necessarily need your ideas, but...it would be good to learn from what you've learned from others...very beneficial. I'm just... lonely tbh But at the same time I recommend you do not unless you're some sort of Guru like Teal Swan as I'm pretty toxic, and maybe even my notebook is for you, I've forewarned you if you do. Either way I'm completely fine with just talking on here if you like, or...not talk to me that's fine as well. Umm and yeah in order to share notes we would need a program like OneNote so we could look into eachothers notebooks.. I have around 15 filled with different types of information. I think even with the program you could see what I'm writing down live as I'm taking notes. Although I must admit it would be cool watching you take notes live, with your permission if we were to agree to do this..kinda weird too Anyways Let me know I will be comfortable with any decision you make

@jes Because I believe I have a wealth of information in my notes that could potentially make millions under the right circumstances, and I will be acquiring more knowledge over time which means my knowledge will be growing, and all I do really now a days is study/meditate heavily as much as I can(When I don't get distracted), but I'm breaking out of my homeostasis slowly, but surely it seems. I don't think I'll ever give up anymore and I hope it stays that way Thank you for showing compassion, but as a forewarning I'm not all there just yet I have a lot to work on when it comes to my mind, and I don't know the potential dangers with you being in contact with me. Just as a forewarning, I have A LOT of self development work to do So yeah... if you agree, do you use OneNote ? ..if you do not ... I totally understand... I'm pretty nuts.

@jes I was studying your posts, and you seem to be a noble person, and this may be a stupid mistake...but I'm willing to share all my ideas with you if you are to share yours with mine.

@jes Rather.. what are you looking for?

@jes Psychology, Nutrition, Out of the box thinking, Innovative Ideas, Poetry that would tickle your mind with similies, punchlines, ideas that would make you think, Business Ideas, Ruthless straight to the point information that is deceptive and so on Skin hair and beauty tips? ... That highly interests me Would you happen to know anything about maximum sexiness scientifically for a male? and.. if we were to do this.. how do you propose we agree not to steal each others information? Even though where I live it is protected automatically I would assume a contract of some sort would work, if you have a better idea let me know That in itself is another research path, but... may be worth it As I definetly need skin hair and beauty tips and communication skills Skin hair and beauty for a male or female?

@jes What are your fields of study besides Actualized.org ?

@jes Beautiful notes Jes

Just a preview

Playmaker for unity 564B2 - Aliens??/ White board plan and reminder on phone to make sure u check ir checklist ln whiteboard. NOTEBOOK NEEDED FOR TAKING NOTES ON GAMES WHILE PLAY THEM.. VARIOUS REASONS FOUND OUT WHY THEY ARE SO ADDICTIVE, WHAT YOU LIKE ABOUT THEM.. YADA YADA.. SHOULD SPECIALIZE IN PLAYING 2D GAMES IN ORDER TO FIND OUT WHAT MADE THEM SO GOOD LOOK AT GAMES THAT HAVE BIG TIME REVIEWS... LIKE RECEPTION.. AWESOME RECEPTION AND STUDY WHAT MADE THEM SO AWESOME!.... SCIENTIFIC SHOES FOR WALKING AND RUNNING DULSE POWDER iodine BEAN RESEARCH --------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------WORK NOTES -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- NO MORE STARTING OVER ON YOUR PLAN, ONLY CONTINUE TO IMPROVE, DIZIZMIKEY@ICLOUD.COM WILL BE WHERE YOU WILL BE DOING MOST OF YOUR WORK. Everything isnt as it seems, my son, dad flashes everything through his memory the truth to him, because it was the only way to save the world. EVENTUALLY SEPARATE THE NOTES IN CATEGORIES, BECAUSE ALL THESE NOTES ARE A MIXTURE OF IDEAS KEEP IN MIND THAT ... YOU WILL BE WORKING ON YOUR PSYCHOLOGY IN ORDER TO FUNCTION IN SOCIETY WITH WHATEVER JOB YOU END UP DOING....YOU CANT WORK EFFICIENTLY IF YOU DO NOT WORK ON YOURSELF.. IF THEY PERCEIVE YOU AS A "CRAZY" PERSON THAN... YOU MOST LIKELY WONT GET WHAT YOU NEED IN LIFE. Ending in book or video game or movie where a man has been through much turmoil in life that he stands before God after his death and is being judged by God, he has been through life and learns that know truth is in him so he decides to be silent instead of ask questions - interesting but needs work CONSIDER SELLING YOUR IDEAS...YOU ARE LIKE AN IDEA MACHINE...You could potentially make money from your ideas Mobile sensory deprivation tank? Glasses or goggles that allow you to see nothing but where people are in your awareness to help better meditation for those in western society. - could be useful if it is possible to create such an item because people who want to meditate but want to see as much as they don't need to, it can help western society immensely for meditation. ..just to see the outline of people somehow.. perhaps infrared technology can help with this.. just an idea.. Make a retrospect scene where man realizes his younger self held the truth but he did not realize it. - good enlightenment scene or song or video game ..very good idea Help me squid scene .. Drugs or hallucination .. Great idea ask wife if OK - good idea for something not sure what yet Make a interactive book .. Called ... Genius or Lunatic? ... Than .. Have everyone vote at the end of the book to vote whether the author was a genius or lunatic? - good idea Michael the archangel scene telling people to name there babies Michael Lucifer looking at Michael like wtf? - funny idea keep in mind Maybe make RPG game useful ..towards enlightenment I didn't realize what I wrote was the idea I was thinking about before I wrote it Was it written before or after I thought about it... Or when I put it on paper? OPPORTUNITY COMES IN THE FORM OF HARD WORK FACTS AND INTELLIGENT INFORMATION IS WHAT RULES THE WORLD....YOU SOUND SMART WITH WORDS AND HAVE INFO THAT IS HELPFUL TO PEOPLE.. THEY WILL FOLLOW...IF YOU BUILD IT THEY WILL COME... SOMETHING ALSO FEAR BASED CAN WORK TOO, JUST FOR THE SAKE OF UNDERSTANDING... YOU CAN RULE OUT OF FEAR TO SUBDUE PEOPLE... THREATEN THEM WITH ETERNAL HELL AND MAKE IT A BIG LIE LIKE HITLER SAID... YOU KEEP TELLING THEM THE LIE.. THEY WILL EVENTUALLY LISTEN.. TAKE THAT INTO CONSIDERATION WHEN YOU LISTEN TO LEO TOO...HOWEVER WITH LEO I HAVE SEEN RESULTS, WHICH COUNTS... THE KEY WORD IN THIS IS RESULTS.. IF PEOPLE PERCEIVE RESULTS... THEY WILL FOLLOW WHAT THEY DON'T KNOW.. AS LONG AS IT WORKS FOR THEM IN LIFE. RESULTS ARE WHAT MAKES PEOPLE WANT MORE... WHETHER IT BE FUN OR IT BE SOMETHING USEFUL TO THERE LIFE. ASK YOURSELF THIS.. WHY WOULD LEO TALK ABOUT ENLIGHTENMENT? IT IS NOT HIGHLY BENEFICIAL FOR MYSELF DUE TO IT NOT BEING IN HIGH DEMAND... NO ONE WANTS TO GO DOWN THE PATH OF ENLIGHTENMENT BECAUSE IT DOES NOT SERVE THEM RIGHT AWAY, BUT THE BEST THINGS COME WITH TIME SOMETIMES. \ why is this true? Well... people love to see results in them, they want to hear what you can do for them.... so... if you can do something special for them, and they see results, they will pay for it. IT HAS TO BE USEFUL OR IT HAS TO BE FUN FOR THEM, YOU MUST PROMISE THEM WHAT YOU CAN GIVE THEM, AND DOUBT BY THE WAY..IS WHAT NOBODY WANTS. What makes a hit song? IT FEELS GOOD TO SAVE A LIFE = TIGER, LUNA LET THY WILL BE DONE !!!!! .. MEANING.. EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING .. WOOOOOOO!!!!! NO MORE JUNK FOOD, NO CIGS, NO DONUTS.. START EATING HEALTHY OR IT'S GOING TO CATCH UP TO YOU EVEN WORSE THAN IT ALREADY HAS. "If at first you don't succeed Dust yourself off and try again You can dust it off and try again If at first you don't succeed You can dust it off and try again Dust yourself off and try again" -AALIYAH Try Again It is not enough to be busy. So are the ants. The question is: What are we busy about? Henry David Thoreau____ AKA Prioritize Personal development/Meditation/Nutrition/Exercise needs to be figured out for a foundatuon in life ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- The foundation plan ---------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. You need to find out how the fuck you are going to eat for the rest of your fucking life, so nutritional research is necessary, find out the healthiest food, so in order for yourself to find out what is healthy to eat, what do people do? They look for the most healthy people in the world that know what the fuck they are talking about. So your job is to find a master of nutrition in order to learn from them and basically see what that lifestyle entails, than after that you should experiment with it and see if it has results. Perhaps also consider making an ultimate soup perhaps in order to acheive optimal nutrition. Do not forget about ample food replacement drink and maybe use soylent until ample is released because it has shown results on blood tests.. currently consider a blood test to see how your vitamin and mineral intake is than afterwards using soylent to get an idea of where you are at nutritionally. So what you need to do is eat purely soylent for provably approximately 2 weeks and nothing else than get a blood test to find out where you are nutrtionally. Ideally you need to conpare blood test eating only soylent for maybe 2 weeks and than get a blood test.. than eat ample and get a blood test.. with the same parameters .. the one that is optimal with the blood tests is what your going to be using as a foundation for your health.so what is your goal currently in nutrition... ordering soylent drinking it for 2 weeks than getting a blood test.. that is the goal.

@jes Wow ... your notes are highly formatted and more neat compared to my shit...lmao My notes are all over the freaking place.... I'll offer a page too .. one second

What do you guys think of being aware while playing video games and watching tv? First thought comes to mind: TWILIGHT ZONE