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@remember yes, iv heard that too, about integration of some shadow aspects, that is why I was shown, do not take them in, as that brings a risk, of you becoming them, instead, you enter them, and they, become you, you don't let them consume you, you literally just merge with them, holding the space. Chaos indeed. I enjoy the greek construct, most don't get that we are actually still governed by that construct, 7 chakras, 7 rays, 7 classical planets which host the 7 olympian spirits, which are represented of the 7 days of the week. Our whole societal construct is governed by that system, and a cool way to tap it is to simply know what spirit governs what day, today, being Jupiter's day, the spirit bethor. These energies/spirits, are really helpful. Love.

@remember yes the black dragons were theirs, they had turned their shadow aspects in to useful tools through integrating them. Ohh it's far from black and white for me too. I study in Glastonbury United Kingdom, English shamanism, but I also spent a few years with natives in Canada. Its a healing course so they teach us how to do healings soul retrieval etc etc, connect with the elements to do things like clear clouds, talk to trees etc, it's great fun being in a classroom with 18/19 other energy workers. I'm in my 2nd year. Love.

@remember sorry, typo, follow me in a swarm. It's something I was totally unaware of until I saw them. I see them around others too. They make up the amalgamation of the personality, learned behavior, people who have impressed upon us such as mannerisms, ideals, beliefs, wounds, etc etc. After my last kundalini in 2016, I became aware of them. As an example, some of my teachers, I would see a huge black dragon two elemental type beings with bushy eyebrows, plus loads more. When I asked my teachers they told me they were aspects of their consciousness, and they become part of the tools they use in healing etc. Oh. I study shamanic healing. Love.

@remember Thankyou, yes, exactly like that, they follow you, in a swarm, and not all humanoid either. Love.

@Leo Gura I have always preferred to see self as a universe. If that's what you mean. Im going to check out a few of your yt later, but I feel we are talking about the same thing. Love.

Hi Leo, and thanks for the reply. I was asking this question of what am i just yesterday, in a seed thought meditation. I didn't know there was a 'real' spirituality lol, just playing. I got sidetracked for years as I enjoy the study of occult arts, instead of sticking to one practice I dove in to everything to see what I liked, and I liked it all. I will take the prompt and keep up the seed thought meditation. Love.

I have been researching spiritual swarms and can barely find any information on line, if anybody has more information or links I would be very grateful. I have heard the term 'spiritual swarms' mentioned in only one book, called, "taking power, claiming our divinity through magic" by Stephen Mace. In that book the magician talks of binding them to his will using a binding spell, for me, this feels like attacking yourself, so using my force, I simply insert myself in to themand they become me, rather than me them lol, if that makes sense. A spiritual swarm, from my understanding is the aspects of your consciousness that you need to Integrate, so you are more whole, more conscious and aware. Love.

I have been using shrooms, lsd, dmt etc, for nearly 30 years, at least once a year. My first ever trip (aged 12) was a bad trip. A horror movie type trip. It left what I call an Imprint, and the only way I could remove it, was by taking more lsd then meditating on the experience of the bad trip to go in to the pattern it built through my consciousness. It took me a few months of regular, sometimes daily trips, to remove the pattern I found in my system. For clarity. A pattern, could be described as a train of thought/emotions physical movements, etc etc, it needed to burn itself out as I observed it in a neutral state. I had to observe the emotions of fear with detachment. After they played out, the had no further food (emotions) so burned out its expression. I personally would do the ayushca with the intent, of overcoming this expression of energy that caused the initial discomfort, as you will have to face the pattern of it sooner or later. Love.