MarkKol

I'm guessing becoming anti social is like a defense mechanism for the mind, we crave social acceptance and "love" from other peope. When we don't get it, especially when we get the opposite of it (insults, bullying, abuse, mocking etc...) we close ourselves up like turtles, we would rather stare into our dark empty shells then risk being hurt if we came out. That's exactly how I feel when I get insulted, I close myself up. Get more pissy and less talkative. Become more tense (less relaxed), mechanical, stiff and logical during conversations What is the correct way to respond to insults? Do I forgive that person? Do I confront them? What do I do?

Why are you going to Serbia Genuinely curious

IS THAT PAPRIKA ?

Currently I'm Between Orange and Green, Haven't integrated Blue entirely. After leaving Blue I fell into a depression, become a Satanist Emo Kid, I wore a upside down cross everywhere. Honestly I can't comprehend my own stupidity, I was such a retard. And all the fights In got into in high school weren't enough to beat that stupidity out of me. Eventually It all stopped one day, and I'm fucking glad because life is so much better now. Now I'm more focused on Art & creating it myself

Ah yes, that Leo guy Hes a nice fella, as good as he is bald. Hopefully one day I'll prove to myself everything he's talking about is true, but for now I'm just filtering out all his spiritual content, right now my mind just refuses to believe anything he's talking about. Everything above stage yellow is useless to me, and that's fine for now. when somebody says something outrageous he's either seeing through the bullshit or he's deep in it. So far my favorite videos are: Integrity, spiral dynamics series and everything life Purpose related, his politics series is also interesting although is haven't watched most of it

Hi yellow, I'm Green

From my experience, books are extremely overrated although insightful sometimes and definitely not useless... still massively overrated because at the end of the day you're still sitting on your ass reading words on paper. all the rich dad poor dad shit I've read, Robert (the author) is successful because he learned it first hand In the real world. And even he claims that we don't retain much information from books anyways (there's a graph in his rich dad poor dad example) And if you want to learn money, start with marketing first. Unfortunately money is a really tangible thing, you won't get it through fantasizing and theorizing, I'm extremely company driven and l've always loved money because it allows you to make better products, but from a personal standpoint... I don't need it at all... if I can't use it to innovate or pay my employees I'd probably debate throwing it away

Well there you go Sorry girlfriend no sex today, gotta go watch porn... that's how she feels

From how much I've seen the situation in US has improved policy and stability wise after Biden got elected, I don't think Trump has a chance of winning again (thank God) but these Republicans man, I'm afraid they're gonna fuck shit up especially DeSantis, and yet here I am... born and raised in Europe Hopefully all the rich people use their bucks to swing the pendulum away from the Republican party (if they can actually do that), but it's not looking so good with idiots such as Musk voting and encouraging it, and I feel like these mainstream cu*** influence younger generations a lot... apparently YouTube's audience is mostly male, Joe rogan and musk say collage is useless and suddenly the number of men going to collage plummets.

Oh my god It is Sneako LMFAOO, just opened the link . he was actually sane at one point, he used to create videos that we're literal Art. He was like a modern day philosopher. but now he's just fucked He believes that everything that's hidden from us (by the government I assume?) is the highest truth It's painful to listen to a guy in his early 20s full of potential talk about how woman's rights are bullshit, that Joe rogan, Elon musk and everyone rich somehow sees through the matrix or something, calling people gay for stretching. He's going through a weird counter-stage green timeline even through he should be at green himself by now, Very similar to people who become Satanists, basically going full throttle against stage blue values. (aka religion)

I was aware of it while I was writing it, I have 18 years of tangible experiences to prove my country is way too barbaric for my taste, I guess you could say I'm discriminating against my own country for discriminating against the people I actually belong with. Ultimately it's about belonging, a sense of belonging isn't just a concept in fictional novels you know... in my case, I am extremely sensitive to it, I need it more than 99% of people. At the end of the day bro, who would you rather hang out with? People who are not racist or people who call black people ugly? Now that's a very specific example... because it actually happens. I'll admit I'm pretty racist against racists

I used to have a rich online social circle back in the day, I made so many friends that live all over the world, and unlike popular belief online friends aren't far from becoming real world friends, I can visit my old friends In Norway right now if I wanted to. I met most of my friends though Gaming, I no longer game though unfortunately/fortunately. And neither do they. I was planning on meeting new friends though my life Purpose once I find it, which is still a viable solution... a common interest is crucial to friendship. Although I'm still clueless as to how I'm actually going find them. (You don't have to read pass this point, it's just a rant) Why online friends? Ignorance and discrimination. There is this thing people do, you'll eventually notice it if you haven't already. It's that people demonize and discrimate against other nations, basically If you're from Russia you'll complain about how Americans are evil, the brits are evil, the Germans are evil etc... people don't like foreigners! They don't even like people from their own continent (e.x europe) Now.. I am the last person you should be complaining about other nations, this is In my opinion the #1 indicator of "low consciousness" its mostly present in stage blue and stage orange ppl. Consciousness in people is measured by simply asking them their circle of concern, and if you have 0 fucking love and acceptance of a foreigner from another country... then I don't want to be friends with you... So why? My country is full of these types of people, so fucking stupid and ignorant. The balkans in general, it's a very shit place. I can speak about all Balkan counties like their my own, because there's literally 0 differnce between them, because the languages are all the same. So I can't make friends in my own country because they're too barbaric and animalistic, it's that common "don't be the smartest person in the room" problem... I'm not interested in the same stuff they're interested in, I was maybe 8 years ago but not anymore... just shows how much faster I developed. Now... I'm not smarter than anyone here, I'm actually dumber on average. I am however, higher up the spiral. Which doesn't make me better in any way, it's just that my values and desires are totally flipped. In most areas quite literally flipped, people here are scared of black people, I on the other hand, would have no problem having black friends or a black girlfriend, in fact I had many. I have zero bias towards any race. "Life's a game made for everyone, and love is the prize"

I can't open the link but if its about a youtuber called SNEAKO, I approve. Dude's totally lost his shit

Post your diet !

@puporing Sure, chatting in nice, it's kinda like online small talk for me. But I was talking about like live video calls and stuff, at least that's what I'm used to... if you have more than 2 sentences to say then we'd just join a call instead of spelling. You don't do any live video calls I assume? Especially on this forum?

The only chess Leo plays is the one with God instead of the king, infinite moves as well. Otherwise it's just too boring

Where did you get this from? I never looked at it that way, that laziness is a result of mild depression. Its crazy because now I'm actually considering the possibility of someone being depressed without being aware of it I thought depression was obvious? Dude maybe I've been mildy depressed this entire time

She from Syria but she writes like she from the HOOD Move countries through school if you're good at studying and have good grades, every child eventually leaves home? So I don't understand what's with all this "I don't want to leave them" bullshit? So whats the alternative? You're just going to stay with your parents forever? What you probably don't understand is that not leaving home is a disservice to your parents, why? Because you will get so bitter you'll eventually start acting up, and you'll hurt them because of that. People who leave their parents early are the ones who respect their parents the most, if you stay you'll start to hate them, and you won't be able to suppress that hatred. You're still young so do it now. Girl you live in the middle east. if Jesus Christ comes again, he won't be handing out free visas. Where do you want to live? I don't even have to check, I already know that Syria has one of the worst passports in the world. And don't try to immigrate illegally! At least not to Europe. They have cops with thermal binoculars and night cameras everywhere with prisons build (specifically for immigrants) at every EU-NonEU border. maybe it's a little racist for me to assume that, but I'm just trying to be helpful and idk what you're thinking. Again, where do you want to live? And what languages do you know?

Lmao, honestly... 2 types of news in Europe that I've been exposed to 1. Apparently Biden is reversing everything Trump did over he's long 4 years 2. Immigrant approval ratings are way higher O and I'm not trying to present any arguments or start a debate, I'm just trying to hear about your opinions of the next president

@Bojan V Up for some Farikal? Professionally seasoned by Carl's metaphysical Wisdom seasoning, now with extra Holons on top.

It's ceases to amaze me how a lot of people try DMT and consistently start talking about one thing: God Psychedelics are like a weird 3 dimensional portals to a 'who knows what' detentional world. Like how often do you find something so insignificant directly linked to something so out of this world incredible. I have so many questions, like why is God such a common topic, How are humans, brains and minds connected to a chemical like DMT,psilocybin, LSD etc... why does a dumb plant make me think about shit like this? Which makes me qustion weather or not I'm dumber than it. How did we discover it? It's almost like someone unearthly thought us about it, what prehistoric idiots went around forests smoking unknown plants? And lastly, have psychedelics effected our upbringing? And If not, why do our brains produce it?

Obviously the reason Leo is doing this is to sexually attract @Danioover9000 and win his approval.

Don't talk about it until she's talking/thinking about it, and when she's thinking about it you're probably fucking her anyways. You've seen the movies its always a silent touch / physical escalation that leads to sex, in other words you could go out with a girl, fuck her, wake up tomorrow next to her without sex even being mentioned once who knows, you shouldn't care

Bro, needs more context

Thought it was something brain related for a sec, that's too bad. what a weird condition...