I had a nose job and I’m not proud of that, I have not told to any of my partners about it, some friends have asked me if I had an operation and I said that I didn’t. I feel rejected of saying that because it’s really obvious that I’m operated so it would have been better if I told the truth, I think that I should say the truth but I have already lied so it’s difficult to me to say it, I no longer want to anyone who knew me after, to see me because I don’t feel secure about myself since I got the surgery, I’m no longer as I was and now and I care a lot about what the others think until I try not to, because also the fact that I got the surgery was because I cared about what the others and now my nose it’s a representation of my insecurities
