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With an assumption like that, you are in for a nasty surprise

"Marcus Aurelius and Non-duality" Would've been a better title for the post, lol

Its all very... bizarre

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No way man. Living with a girlfriend, even getting a night to yourself is sometimes "too much". They say they miss you, or make you feel guilty to try and get you to stay, but really shes just being clingy and high maintenance. ( Not all girls are like this, obviously ) Even if you spent all your time together, it still wouldn't be enough. She isn't your top priority. YOU are.

But the goods themselves aren't money!

Each to their own, I would still recommend psychedelics if you want to embody the knowledge you hold. Have a nice day

Same lol Same lol, called "eshays" where I'm from That doesn't sound like infinite love, or compassion Psychedelics will allow you to see these with complete transparency. Of course you have feelings. I would recommend trying them before you start identifying yourself as something like "an Aquarius". Infinite compassion that isn't demonstrated toward others? I can't say I'm at a particular stage, can I? When I learn about the stages I see at least some of them all within me. Yellow and Turquoise are becoming more apparent, although I am not quite a sage, and I've been transitioning into green for years without even realising. There are still some toxic orange traits within me, of course.

http://spiraldynamicsintegral.nl/ Just look here

Also, I see you are Romanian. My grandfather was born and lived there, until he was captured by the Wehrmacht

Doesn't that hurt your boyfriend...?

Yes, and appreciation for all the members !

Thanks for the video, I've been kinda winging it when doing shadow work, so this will definitely help. I agree, shadow work is very necessary. I've realised my problems / unresolved issues within my mind hold me back from going deeper into awareness, and psychedelics make this so blatantly obvious. It feels like a roadblock along the Path.

You are trying to avoid being wrong by using a technicality. That technicality being a definition that no one here uses.

@Heyyyyyy

I can give you someone enlightened who has kids if you want, lol

Can someone bring this thread back on track and post their face or some shit

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Einstein_family

Sounds pretty simple, and stupid... but the further I expand my awareness, the more questions arise, and this is one that is bugging me in-particular. Why am I not conscious during deep sleep? The thought that goes through my mind is: where the fuck does consciousness go?? Although, I know this thought is limited as it obviously doesn't "go" anywhere. Is consciousness just "tuned out" almost completely, with only a minuscule trickle seeping into my mind? Scientifically, it makes sense. Metaphysically, I cannot wrap my damn head around it.

Suffer and kill, then.

Its all too strange to even fathom. But, try use beautifully strange instead!

I have realised some of the problem: I cannot grasp something infinite within a finite mind. I have already realised this, but I am again realising that it's difficult to not do that.

@Nahm Thanks Nahm, I'll try to keep that in mind. I'm sure it will click eventually lol. Maybe I need to sleep on it

@Heyyyyyy Right. You're saying I need an awakening to realise this truth?

I like that. Thank you. I still don't quite get it. If I, my true nature, is consciousness, where the hell do I go late at night? ( Again I am aware that question is somewhat invalid, but I know there is some sort of answer I am looking for )