Floating Fractal

Since Monday I was preparing to move to France - got too tired of the virus panic in my country (didn't have any issue getting through the borders since I've got family in SoF). Finally I'm here, 1800 km drive yesterday got me really tired, loved the views though. Rented a flat for two months. Today I slept like a baby for 11 hours. I was scared of falling asleep behind the wheel but also didn't want to make it a two-day ride. Happy I made it! Now I have to figure out what I'll do for that time. Probably gonna start a website, work on my business and myself, do some trips, and plan the rest of the year.

26/04 AS+YM 0/0/0/0 M 30'+10'(inc) VE - AfVi ++ N neu Wo - Nf - (4)

25/04 AS+YM 0/0/0/0 M 30'+10'(inc) VE - AfVi ++ N neu Wo low int 15' Nf - (4)

The 2nd and the 8th in Success & Productivity section are pretty dope.

24/04 AS+YM 7/7/7/21 M 30'+X VE - AfVi + N + Wo low int 45' Nf - (2)

23/04 AS+YM 7/7/7/21 M 40' VE - AfVi + N ++ Wo 30' Nf -(3)

Hi I started this journal for a selfish reason - to have my stuff organized somewhere. I've been following actualized.org for quite some time now and decided that this forum is a good place to do that. Also, because it's a public forum, I hope to find it easier to stay consistent with journaling. I'm not expecting anybody to follow my journey though. I think most of the stuff I'll write here won't make much sense to you either. Lately, I can see my growth progressing more than ever and I believe that this journal will help me to stay on track with my routine, help me with getting rid of some habits, and provide me with the bigger picture of how I develop over time. For anybody interested in my background (I apologize in advance for my English, since it's not the first language of mine): I am 25 y/o guy living in Europe. I work as an officer/skipper on sailing yachts and superyachts. I intend to move further into yachting industry and this September I aim to start the bachelor in marine navigation in Plymouth. Getting the degree will help me a lot in the industry and I'll have plenty of free time in my schedule, which I hope to make great use of. Couple of months ago I have finished Leo's LP course which has helped me to put myself on track. Even though I always knew that it was coming, I had a hard time accepting this career (for god knows reasons). I've always been really passionate about life at sea, nature, environment, water sports, diving, travelling, great food and drinks, all kind of marine stuff. After I graduated high school I was pretty much wobbling between jobs, countries, and career ideas until very recently. I was always coming back to yachting though. And that's pretty much it career-wise. I know you all guys are really hyped when it comes to the spiritual stuff. For sure I am not an enlightened being (or I just don't see that I am? ). I used to live in Amsterdam for a couple of years and I've had many encounters with many kinds of psychedelics. I know that there is something more to all this. I've seen a lot of stuff during my trips. Some of which I can't explain, nor understand. Afterwards, I've always felt more loving, more at peace, more compassionate. Yet I am still not "there". And, even if that's wrong, getting "IT" is not my priority. I love my life and every day feels amazing, I am pretty much enjoying myself as much as I can. I have ups and downs from time to time but it's never been an issue. I practice mindfulness and meditation daily - not to get myself enlightened - but because I can see great benefits of doing so. I am probably missing something very obvious, but oh well. Eventually, if I'm meant to, I'll get there. I am also about to finish Inner Engineering program by Sadhguru which gives me a lot of great insights. Highly recommend. Funny thing is, that most of yogic sciences materials, personal development resources, enlightened being's teachings, and a lot of business personas, or even ted talkers point me towards the same thing which is that I am the creator of everything and I have 100% responsibility for my life and reality I create. That concept has become really important to me, and I can see great results of changing my life according to this idea. Let's see where it goes I'll be happy to discuss anything with anybody!

Surprised you haven't posted this one yet ? https://youtu.be/-rDKL_nSf1A