Max1993

@zeroISinfinity I do feel love from this infinity that we are in, but do you have any insights about the magic of self-awareness? How does infinity see itself without a "looker"?

@Javfly33 Can you grasp WHY nothingness is aware? I know it is, but I wanna know more, It is too magical not to be curious you know?

@Inliytened1 Thank you for taking the time to explain. I know I am getting closer thanks to this forum.

@Valwyndir Spot on!

@MikeHarhangi Can you let me know which shaman you went to? And if its possible to meet with him? I would like to try it with supervision...

@Someone here Perhaps even when "You know you are done when you are done" you are still not done because it's an infinite mystery, maybe God needs an infinite lingering mystery, to keep things interesting, after all Leo did say, awakening is a bottomless-pit, so you are never done even if you are 100% sure, there is always an unknown surprise around the corner, because infinity implies that there is always a corner to go around, after all, you can spend forever just zooming into a butterfly to see what's there, to see what dances the lizard people have in their culture and so on, there is a beauty to never being done, why would someone want to be done? That's pretty boring to simply be done and to stop exploring...

Managed to cry for 3 hours after taking mushrooms, it was painful but ultimately cathartic and healing. My biggest lesson that I learned, especially for all you tough men, ...just cry, just cry and cry. Seems simple, not as easy as it sounds. This is the only thing that helped me with my bi-polar and childhood trauma, everyone is different but this happened to work for me. So you are safe, there are always options around the corner, the mushroom is like this epic shoulder to cry on.

@kras Try shamanic breathing, Leo has a video on that.

@roopepa I hear you, its tough. Sometimes you have to focus in on a specific memory. Sometimes it helps to start with something unrelated to trauma, maybe listen to the saddest music you can find. If all else fails watch Leo's video on holotropic breathing and do that for an hour. Try that let me know if it works, breathwork is a free natural trip.

Observing depth perception on mushrooms is a spiritual experience in and of itself, because you realize that depth is a feeling rather than plain stereo images combined by the brain. When you see tree branches with certain ones behind the other ones you realize that you are feeling the void when there is 3D depth. Fearing dis-unity from the whole! What do you guys think?

This is to all the top masters here, after all of your existential discoveries, what remains a deep mystery for you? Were emotions invented or are they an inherent part of the singularity? If the singularity already contains every possible configuration of reality, why would intelligent creation be necessary? Wouldn't a being just pop up somewhere within the eternal structure since infinity has no choice but to exist? Have you had a shocking insight about the nature of reality that you cannot find in books or the internet but you know it is true?

@JosephKnecht Thank you for taking the time to answer all the questions

@James123 I agree, reality is probably just a thought. I mean if you had one question, what would you ask? Certainly awakening is a bottomless pit surely there are always curiosities about something.

@seeking_brilliance What questions do you still have about reality?

Right, ultimately we can't understand "no beginning". What questions do you still have about reality?

Think of the most all-inclusive type of infinity that you can imagine, that's what you are right now. The context of existence is that you are the best possible object that there can be, an infinite object, why would you want to be anything else? Is there anything better? There can't be by definition, that's the context.

I imagine God this way, not literally, but if you were to simply ask God, "Why?" this is how I imagine the answer to be...

@Tim R Exactly! It is as if God cannot contain the excitement so he stumbles

God is a completely innocent child experience director, or you can say movie or life creative director THAT...get’s so high on imaginary weed it forgets it’s own movie in the first place!!! Lol. It is “Nothing” that had a genius idea! Nothing that can make itself trip so hard...and that’s literally all it is haha...To create a subject and an object! It tripped so fucking hard that this nothing created the subject and object!!! It is merely boringly good empty light that invented infinity. Nowhere to go, no trash bin, nowhere. You are the most exciting thing that nowhere and nothing can do really...Demigods are human jesus types maybe...Not always hippies but definitely can be. Pain is just the games bug/feature, so is grief. Nothing was ever real. Today is May 9th 2020, my name is Max, I’m from Staten Island, NY, thanks to watching so many of Leo’s teachings very carefully...I believe I’ve reached Christ’s consciousness or even Enlightenment itself in this particular dream at my age of 26. Thank you all. Love you all... my number and email... Don’t be afraid to reach out!!! *(Email and phone number deleted by moderator) “PS If Leo dies young he will be remembered by humanity as the devil...Because humanity will use the example...no God for you kids...you find God, you die like that nutcase kid Leo Gura!!! So Leo, live a very long healthy life!!!! Don’t surrender fully yet!!!!!!!!! WARNING FOR LEO FROM LEO2.0” - GOD “i’m always watching your ego Leo even if you think you dissolved almost all of it....you are mistaking it awakened one, God’s love is the best love but it’s not a calling it’s just yet one MORE trap to suck you in because you would rather NOT suffer, you still suffer my young child, to die to just like heroin because you never got enough love from your father maybe..., please do more shadow work in shamanic breath work to heal your daddy issues because I have them toooo, and it is okay, love you true brother I never had, I understand what you want, it is just pure love as always, it can be done here tooo but.....here is some 16548154598646548465684646848966 PURE LOVE DATA FOR YOU LEO”—- DIRECTLY FROM GOD TO LEO.O...............Stay safe, PEACE OUT!!!

@OBEler Haha Yes! I was all about Teen Nights at night clubs and I would get sad due to fear of rejection. Leo's video on Shamanic Breathing helped, holotropic breath work such as Kundalini helped. I wish I could give a testimony, proving to others that the summation of Leo's lecture's really is a University, in my book at least. I'm trying to graduate but I don't know how lol. To Leo I say "now what lol?" Give me a shovel, and I will dig the foundation of the damn retreat center haha. Don't mind me I'm just filled with enthusiasm and energy due to my satori. I've had many so I'v been able to avoid tons of traps, really thankful I discovered Leo so young...How is your journey been @OBEler ?

To those skeptical young-lings...Please pay attention to Leo's words. I've been watching Leo for YEARS (Since High School) I'm 26 now. Going in I was a hardcore Atheist. Leo not only led me to awaken gradually, but I can say with confidence that I now understand Peter Ralston, Eckhart Tolle, etc...because i'm living with constant Satori. Thanks to Leo, I went from living in a dysfunctional Russian family, to healing my family and inviting them to fall in love with Leo's lessons as well. I also came to the US very young (helps open the mind). I'm currently saving up because eventually I want to help Leo build a retreat center, but I will present the offer years down the line. I keep it to myself but I have found Enlightenment, I made peace with every single close person to me. I know Leo had a falling out with his father, I did initially as well, I know the pain. I played call of duty in High School, now I believe I'm ready to be a Sage lol. Leo said Actualized.org is Sage University after all, I know in the future Leo might need apprentices but he might not...who knows. Enlightenment is real, freedom from suffering is possible. Kids, go outside, learn, listen to Leo, experiment, and if you start a corporation, do it with love I'm an only child, so Leo has been like a virtual brother to me, we are all brothers and sisters when we realize our higher selves is all the same thing, LOVE. :,) Leo, feel free to quiz me if that's the appropriate next step, I don't want to fall into traps, however Sage University worked...maybe I'm a sage...maybe i'm not ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

I wanted to explain this in my own way, so I made a little video *(Video removed by moderator for Self-promotion which is against forum guidelines)