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@James123 You are right, it comes for us apes so we cant really trust all this enlightenment information at face value, but having self-love, to the point where it spills on to others so they feel self-love, is the best thing that we can spiritually/mechanically do, whatever you want to call it, maybe we can't know Truth but we can FEEL Truth, love even strengthens the immune system, it's love, unity and acceptance is love, what else could infinity possibly do other than to become a closer, and more loving creative family of one over and over again

@Javfly33 After nirvana and death, you probably begin to miss all those dramas of being a child and your first break-up and the beauty and nuance of stuff like that, that's why you always shatter the perfect oneness/crystallization at the end of time The Big Bang again and again

@James123 You can be enlightened and blissed out most of the time, and also continue learning because what's more fun than exploring infinity for eternity? I can still discover more beautiful aspects of God while still feeling like an immortal in this dream, God doesn't just want to be always disciplined like a monk he wants to have sex sometimes that's why he invented it lol

@James123 Yes, knowledge does come from humans since you can try to understand yourself in an infinite amount of ways, but you can get in touch with what it feels like to be nothing or infinity, and this is a very liberating context to live from!

@James123 Interesting, I just made a post about my idea of Nirvana, let me know if you agree "How To Reach Nirvana" is the title.

@Bodhitree That thing that you are, that amazing thing that can figure out how to land on the moon, that's God

@Someone here We are on the same page now

@Breakingthewall Thank you, I may just be riding the wave of this Truth

@James123 Got it! The lowest layer is being, not knowing!

@snowyowl awareness is the apparatus, awareness is being, I am digesting this... so...awareness doesn't need qualities and doesn't need to even exist to be aware, the "how" cannot be found in nothing, so this gives it permission to be!

@Muhammad Jawad I learned a lot from your trip, next time I trip and start to feel that I might stay lonely forever, I'll tell myself, I can always forget, that's the beauty of imagining your own birth

@Javfly33 What interesting insights have you been able to grasp about the mystery of awareness? Being love, nothing and infinity is one thing, but being able too see without an apparatus to see, is something that is even more magical than infinity, the act of being aware itself!

@zeroISinfinity I do feel love from this infinity that we are in, but do you have any insights about the magic of self-awareness? How does infinity see itself without a "looker"?

@Javfly33 Can you grasp WHY nothingness is aware? I know it is, but I wanna know more, It is too magical not to be curious you know?

@Inliytened1 Thank you for taking the time to explain. I know I am getting closer thanks to this forum.

@Valwyndir Spot on!

@MikeHarhangi Can you let me know which shaman you went to? And if its possible to meet with him? I would like to try it with supervision...

@Someone here Perhaps even when "You know you are done when you are done" you are still not done because it's an infinite mystery, maybe God needs an infinite lingering mystery, to keep things interesting, after all Leo did say, awakening is a bottomless-pit, so you are never done even if you are 100% sure, there is always an unknown surprise around the corner, because infinity implies that there is always a corner to go around, after all, you can spend forever just zooming into a butterfly to see what's there, to see what dances the lizard people have in their culture and so on, there is a beauty to never being done, why would someone want to be done? That's pretty boring to simply be done and to stop exploring...

Managed to cry for 3 hours after taking mushrooms, it was painful but ultimately cathartic and healing. My biggest lesson that I learned, especially for all you tough men, ...just cry, just cry and cry. Seems simple, not as easy as it sounds. This is the only thing that helped me with my bi-polar and childhood trauma, everyone is different but this happened to work for me. So you are safe, there are always options around the corner, the mushroom is like this epic shoulder to cry on.

@kras Try shamanic breathing, Leo has a video on that.

@roopepa I hear you, its tough. Sometimes you have to focus in on a specific memory. Sometimes it helps to start with something unrelated to trauma, maybe listen to the saddest music you can find. If all else fails watch Leo's video on holotropic breathing and do that for an hour. Try that let me know if it works, breathwork is a free natural trip.

Observing depth perception on mushrooms is a spiritual experience in and of itself, because you realize that depth is a feeling rather than plain stereo images combined by the brain. When you see tree branches with certain ones behind the other ones you realize that you are feeling the void when there is 3D depth. Fearing dis-unity from the whole! What do you guys think?

This is to all the top masters here, after all of your existential discoveries, what remains a deep mystery for you? Were emotions invented or are they an inherent part of the singularity? If the singularity already contains every possible configuration of reality, why would intelligent creation be necessary? Wouldn't a being just pop up somewhere within the eternal structure since infinity has no choice but to exist? Have you had a shocking insight about the nature of reality that you cannot find in books or the internet but you know it is true?