deso

@Leo Gura doctors can‘t really help me, I met specialists from all kind of areas, but you simply can‘t do nothing. Every procedure is so risky that it wouldn‘t make sense to undergo it according to them.. Isn‘t there any possibility manipulate this dream? Is Abraham Hicks bullshitting people with that? Is everything that Jesus did bullshit? I mean I remember you saying you can now “understand how he transformed water into wine, he simply imagined it“.

Would be a big blow to the small self. And at the same time I can’t get my mind around why it shouldn’t be possible to regenerate limbs or change physical aspects for the good. I mean sure gods plan can’t be understood. But if we approach to heal cancer patients, why not give somebody the chance of having full body functioning again? If healing several disease in an instant is possible then I don’t feel this to be a far greater task.

@LfcCharlie4 this became a tricky trap for me. For a long time I felt like only awakening could satisfy me. Music and a lot of other stuff didn’t appeal anymore. But what I was doing basically was only distracting me from my feelings by overly intellectualising the insights that I had. Had I listened to feeling I wouldn’t had to go through a lot of bs. A lot of ego backlashes that were actually not really necessary.

@Leo Gura love is the only limitation, right? Love wouldn’t change the radius of the moon because that would result in the death of the whole human existence. Only if love chooses to. But what about changing bodily attributes? Healing sickness becomes more and more a tangible possibility. What about changing your appearance? You can go find a plastic surgeon to fix your nose. Why not simply changing the dream from a higher radiance of consciousness? I mean it’s all very well intertwined. But what if love commands so?

@Leo Gura but to clarify. If you go into Mahasamadhi, will you reincarnate just like everybody else after normal death or is there something else to it? Will you again become ‘unconscious’ and just pick up another role?

@Leo Gura that’s how I thought since I was a kid. I’ve always felt like it is serving a higher good. I actually always genuinely felt the love of Hitler and starving kids in Africa. Nothing happens without intent. You gotta be cautious with whom you share this tho, because people will hate on you for that funnily. ?

Everybody is a genius at something. Technically everyone could be a genius at everything. But practically you can’t. Because you don’t want to. You’re simply not interested in everything. You’re at your best if you have fun doing what you do. The more enjoyment for something the more heart source, the more genius. That sums it up pretty good. You can’t force/will yourself into being gay if you’re not, for example. Likewise you will not become a genius in biomedical engineering if you’re not interested in that kind of field. You’re not in control over what you want. It’s just there naturally. The more honesty, the more closeness to your heart, the more you will know about who you are and what you want.

@Leo Gura what happens then if you leave this dream behind? Will you just come up with another one?

@Leo Gura if you become god fully you again had to limit yourself to experience what you want. Isn’t alone that again selfish? I mean, otherwise god would become very bored quickly.

@Leo Gura what is the point of leaving the body then if god can’t even share the love with itself afterwards? Even if you could dream up everything that you wanted god had to again forget it is god.

Maybe this is the dream to become unlimited within, just to dream it up again. There was never anything else, where should you go? If none of this is real, it likely will not be anywhere else, because reality doesn‘t even exist in the first place. Infinity will never truly stay infinite otherwise there would be no experience. If you become infinite you will just make up something else again. You would have to dream up restrictions again to experience what you want, which would be a restriction in itself. To get whatever you truly want then, you had to dream up again. Maybe after becoming infinite you will start dreaming all of this up again to the point where you are now. Now, just not being fooled by the content of the dream and the limitations it seems to imply anymore, but becoming one with the oneness that is in charge of the dream. Nothing of this is true. Nothing of this exists. So becoming total infinity, which is already the case, would also mean you are free to choose how you want to experience infinity. Love, spreading love like a maniac. You‘re fresh every moment. Everything is dreamed up newly every single moment. It appears as if we were born into a timeline where there is birth, process, a life cycle full of even more different sequences and labels, death. Nothing of this ever existed. It is, dreaming, now. You have never had any control. It was all gods play and ever will be.

@Leo Gura But is there a fundamental difference if everything we label as physical isn’t actually existent but in our mind? Shouldn’t we be able to bypass the physical laws when waking up to a certain level of consciousness? Just through the simplicity of love. Just like Jesus reportedly did by transforming water into wine. I just want to regenerate something that has been lost. I don’t want to grow wings and fly away.

@Leo Gura but this would result in the end of this dream, the end of me in physical form. I want to stay here, but aswell heal my ailment. Is there no other way?

@Leo Gura why not? What is hindering that? I always thought infinite love is infinite goodness. Why shouldn’t god be able to do something like that? Where is the difference in the miracle of healing a cancer patient and healing an amputee? Sure it’s not an illness per se, but still something that is limiting ones experience in a body.

@Leo Gura didn’t you work on healing? Did you make any progress on that? And is it actually a true possibility in our finite world? I can hardly believe that one could manifest an entire arm out of nothing.

@Leo Gura how did Jesus then manage to heal people from their physical ailments? To me it seems like this would only be possible from a place of infinite love.

@Leo Gura does this mean physical death? Or is your avatar only replaced by the embodiment of god? Your truest will so to say.

Can you expand on that?

Trying to understand too much with the rational part of our mind is the biggest obstacle to healing. Through observation of what we recognise as objective reality we’re working from a finite point of view in a finite picture field. It’s a sandbox. We can only work with what we think there is, but not with what actually is possible. It’s a dead end. The more we push the borders, the more we come to see the actuality of reality, the deeper our understanding of healing will become. In the end there is nothing to be healed, because sickness doesn’t exist, because our bodies and everything else we make up doesn’t really exist. It’s just a make up. This doesn’t mean god doesn’t heal, he does, but only if seen in the right perspective. And only then true healing can take place. God only cares about himself and all he does is trying to multiply love. If that right now means thinking about how healing is achieved or being done already with trying to understand the truth entirely truly doesn’t matter. Everything that serves coming closer to god is in gods name, and everything that doesn’t is also in gods name. Eventually god can not run away from god.

Is there any capacity of physical healing greater than what medicine has to offer? If god is omniscient and this whole existence is only a mere hallucination/dream, shouldn’t we have the possibility to heal our bodies through god, through love? Jesus allegedly did this on quite a bunch of occasions, it was a big part of his ministry. Abraham Hicks is talking about these things in her videos aswell.

You can make them feel better, definitely. But real transformational healing will most likely not occur. Everybody has to go through their own shit kinda and it’s often times a long process until somebody can let go of their emotional holdup. That’s not saying it isn’t possible, but it’s unlikely because it depends on many different factors. I actually believe people can heal in the presence of specific people. But in the end you‘re not doing anything other than being supportive of the choice of the person. If the person is ready to let go he/she might make use out of your love, if not then not. So to say, you can be the sailor and the boat that carries them to the other side of the river if they don’t know how to swim. Through your love and acceptance you might keep them from drowning then. But you can‘t force anybody through anything really, that is outside of your power.

Do you think it is possible to grow back e.g. an arm that has been amputated with your mind? This is something that has never been done before. At least there is no trustworthy recordings nor evidence for it. I‘m curious about your opinion/feelings on this very topic.

@mp22 "We control matter because we control the mind. Reality is inside the skull. You will learn by degrees, Winston. There is nothing that we could not do. Invisibility, levitation—anything. I could float off this floor like a soap bubble if I wish to. I do not wish to, because the Party does not wish it. You must get rid of those nineteenth-century ideas about the laws of Nature. We make the laws of Nature." (1984)

@IAmTheHolySpirit isn’t this the highest state one could possibly reach? Becoming love itself. Kind of a stateless state where reality and imagination become one.

Hey, roughly two years ago I have seen the doorway to what would be called enlightenment. The moment the understanding came it blew me away, it was accompanied with tears, joy and laughter, but soon after that fear followed and I have realized what it would cost me if I would go through it. With the key in my hands suddenly a lot of my interests fell apart. It was like seeing all the egoic programs that are in work at once. Which was kind of a hit in the face. I wasn’t near ready at this time for seeing these things, I was 20 then and had several psychological problems like OCD, anxiety disorder and depression that I had to deal with aswell. What has happened was slight, but changed my whole perspective. My food cravings changed, animal products didn‘t taste good anymore and my body responded with pain and resistance when eating them, sugar brought up a sharp pain in my head. The same goes with alcohol. I nearly lost all of my interests. I always felt alone, this made me feel even more alone. I lost interest in socialising, I lost interest in music, in partying, hobbies and whatnot. I feel like I pursued this whole enlightenment stuff out of the wrong reasons. I didn’t pursue it because it made me happier, I did so because I thought it would make me happier. The lack was somewhere else. I didn’t listen to what feeling was telling me and it told me to stop just before I had some of the greater insights. I went way too far. I had so many dreams and ideas. Now my ‘old life’ is over and I can’t get over it, because it would have been great had I just listened to feeling. It now just all vanished. Another problem that adds up is that I got circumcised last year and am highly unsatisfied with the result. I met several urologists and surgeons, read a lot of articles and talked to other people, but there simply is no procedure to fix this. Walking is uncomfortable, I’m getting annoyed by it doing sports, my sex life is suffering because it is oftentimes accompanied with pain, which leads to even more depression. I would gladly kill myself at this point. I feel the only way to repair this physical damage would be either to wait for regenerative medicine, which is still too far away or believe the teachings of Abraham Hicks about regenerating limbs, which seem to be a money grab for desperate people or becoming like Jesus and being able to transform the physical just by imagination. All of these are highly unlikely scenarios. I don’t know what to do anymore. I made hell out of my life. I had the opportunity to live a great life and I threw it away. Everyday I just think about pulling the trigger because my life is fucked up beyond repair. I eliminated the most important things in my life and I‘m rather dead than having to live like this.